Exit: The Royal Brothel's 'Biggest' Bimbo

[A broad overview of the following: Cheating on your lovers, trying to have a conversation with a bimbo, oral, groping, some pet play, and James ends up playing a bit rough with Lilian when the 'main act' starts. Then he'll beat himself up over all this after the scenebreak.]

Looking at the incredibly-sexualized Lilian sitting on my bed in front of me, legs spread wide and hands resting on the mattress between them as she looks my way with giddy anticipation... I think this is enough. I Exit.

A moment later, Lilian moves and I blink in surprise. Well, I knew the changes were real but... it's still strange to see that the woman's actually real. She looks like some kind of bimbo Barbie-doll that's been inflated to ridiculous proportions...

"Aaaah~!" The blonde coos, her voice soft and pleasant in a way its previous cadence would never permit, as her head tips forward slightly, "I know you have a lot of options, but... I promise I'll be the best choice you can make, Master! I'll do anything you ask of me! So please, take care of me and use me for all your needs! We're already here in bed. Please, please stop teasing me like this~"

She practically begs, although her voice has no trace of impatience within. Just eagerness and a desire to please...

"Alright, Lilian." I say, giving her a cocky grin as I slip my hands into my pocket, "I'll use you."

Lilian shudders, and then practically bounces on her ass and knees, scooching forward a few inches and beaming, "Ah, I'm so glad! Yay!" She throws her hands up, and her tits shake in their wake as she falls back onto the bed, giggling inanely, before shit sits back up. "What do you want to do with me Master? Will you fuck me? Grope me? Ooh! Or will you make me sit and wait while you tease me with your eyes and leave me wanting~?" Lilian gives a girlish giggle, her eyes twinkling, and I can't help but feel my grin widening as I look into those eyes. "Wait~ you just promised not to do that, hahaha."

It's like she's high on life itself, like the world's a constant wonder and amazing to her. I want to see how far this went beyond the obvious. "Hey, Lilian, can I ask you a few questions?"

"Of course! You can do anything to me, Master!" She responds cheerfully, tapping her heels up and down against the mattress like a child.

"Sure," First is the easiest starting place, and what got us into this situation to begin with..."So, what do you think of my relationship with the Princess and the Queen?"

"Oooh! You're so lucky, Master! They're really pretty, and they've got such cute and fun personalities! It's a shame we can't share you with the other girls in the brothel~" She answers, without missing a beat, "They would have loved you! But the girls who got to know them were all really happy, I'm told! I'm so happy you decided to visit me when you've got such high-class ass on demand, Master!"

"High-class ass, huh?" I raise an eyebrow, Well, I'm sure there'll be plenty of other opportunities in the future. What do you think of your fellow noblewomen?"

"Hmmm, they're super nice! I'm happy to have a lot of friends in the brothel who are so fun, and we spend the whole day doing lots of stuff together! Like, one of the other girls showed me how to fit her entire fist up my cooch, and I've been trying to practice it on myself, but..." Lilian pouts, "I can't seem to manage it. It's okay, though. I'll just have to keep practicing, and maybe someday I can do it!"

Wow, that was... not the response I was expecting. "What do you think about the lesser nobles?"

"Lesser nobles? What's that?" She seems honestly perplexed.

I blink, concerned. "Your peers?"

"Like, the nice girls in the brothel? Silly, I just told you: I'm super glad to be here with them, and they're always showing me new things! I'm happy you like me so much but you really shouldn't call them 'lesser.'"

"Alright." I say, deciding to cut my losses. I might have changed more than Lilian herself, but Lilian is clearly not the best person to ask about that. "And, um, what do you think of the serving staff?"

"They're great! They do so much to take care of us, and they're the best cooks, and... and... and..." Lilian trails off, looking almost dazed for a moment before shaking her head, "and... and..." She seems to come to a bit, "Um, sorry. I think I forgot what I was going to say. Um. They're very nice, yep!"

"That's alright," I say, deciding to change topics before I completely melt her mind, "Do you know any magic?"

"No," Lilian says, shaking her head, "but I can help you cum in my mouth, and I can bounce my titties if you want. If you're really nice, I can probably take you in my ass, too! I'm kind of loose back there, so it won't be too hard. Um..." Lilian looks like she's concentrating hard, her face scrunching up a little as she tries to think. "I, uh... Oh! I can also give you footjobs! My feet are so big, I bet they'll feel amazing around your cock! And my hands, and my mouth, and..."

Lilian's eyes seem to wander down my body, "...oh, and I can give you a nice boob job. I'll make sure to squeeze your cum out every time. That's all I'm good for, and it makes me super happy that I can do that for you!"

"What about, uh, anything else?" I ask, "Is fucking really the only thing you know how to do? Like, can you cook? Clean?"

"I can suck dick," Lilian says with a wide, proud smile.

I blink again, "That's it?"

"Mmhmm~" Lilian hums, her face bright and excited, "Do you want to try?"

I guess I'm not surprised, but it's still a little surreal. This is the woman who was rambling on and on about how she could run a better country than the Queen herself, and how the 'sluts' and 'whores' and 'broodmares' were destroying the country by... not being her. At least, that's the general impression I got. Now, she's just a bimbo slut who wants to get fucked and can't think of anything else she wants to do with her life. She doesn't even know how to cook for herself. Though, then again, she is still a... 'noble' lady, so that's not too surprising.

It's almost sad. I mean, she's clearly happy, but... Well. Whatever. I'll deal with the introspection later.

"Alright, one more question," I ask, "Do you have any idea what I'm about to do to you?"

"Well, you said you'd fuck me, so... I'm guessing that means that you want to shove your big hard dick into my pussy, and fill me up with your seed until I'm a bloated mess. Then, you'll probably let me suck your dick clean, or maybe you'll fuck my face and dump another load down my throat. Either way, I'm sure you'll have fun and leave me a happy, horny mess. Hehehe, I'm already giddy. Can we start, can we start~?"

I can't help but chuckle stiffly, doing my best to set my worries aside for later. "Yeah, sure. Let's do it."

Lilian squeals with joy and jumps to her feet, her enormous tits bouncing as she does. "Yay!" She giggles, clapping her hands together, "Where do you want me, Master? Up front, from the back, sideways? I'm up for anything!"

I raise an eyebrow. "I don't care."

"Oooh~ You're so cool! I love it!" Lilian says, "Okay, then, let's do this! Come over here," she says, grabbing me by the hand and pulling me back toward the bed, "I promise you won't regret it!"

"Alright," I say, allowing myself to be led, "but I'm warning you now. The Queen and her daughter have magic for this sort of thing. They can keep me going all~" I drawl it out, "night long. If it's just one and done with you, I'm going to be a little disappointed. So show me your best, Miss Fulltime-Whore."

Lilian's eyes sparkle, "Of course, Master!" She replies, her voice rising a few octaves, "I'm going to make sure you get all the pleasure you deserve! And if you want more, I'll give it to you until you're satisfied! You can fuck me however you want, whenever you want, as many times as you want! I'm yours, forever and always!"

"I'll hold you to it," I reply, feeling a bit more confident and less like a kid in a candy store. This is something I can get behind, and I've been looking forward to getting my hands on some bimbo-tits for a while now. Lilian's are pretty massive, too. I've got a great view of that as she sits me down and starts fumbling with the buckle of my pants.

"Master," Lilian says, as she undoes my pants and starts pulling them down, "you have no idea how happy it makes me that I can pleasure you. The other brotheladies are all super super nice and hot but they don't make me feel quite like having a man in front of me does, you know?" As she speaks, her tits bounce and jiggle, and her ass wobbles. Her body is soft and plump, her skin is smooth and pale, and her face is cute and innocent.

"Mhmm," I agree, as she pulls my pants down and then my boxers. She gasps as my dick springs free, "Oh, Master," Lilian breaths, her voice quivering, "it's so beautiful."

I snort. "Yeah, well, I'm not going to argue with that." Why would I? It's an easy compliment to take, even if I know it's quite possible she hasn't even seen a real dick before.

Lilian looks up at me, her eyes sparkling. "Oh, Master," she says, her voice filled with awe, "it's amazing, really. Even daddy and my brother, and uncle, and the other ladies' families... they don't compare. I promise! They're all so small and boring but you're already so big and hard!"

...Absent magic, I'm pretty sure my cock is truthfully average, if that. I wonder if this is part of that curse? Regardless, I'm not about to turn down a bimbo's flattery. Instead, I just lay back, watching as Lilian begins to stroke my cock, her fingers gliding up and down its shaft. Her hands are soft and gentle, and she seems to be enjoying herself, which is a good sign. The way her tits jiggle with each movement of her arm, and she constantly wiggles her ass and shifts around on her knees as she focuses all her remaining brain-cells on my cock is just... it's just perfect. A perfect sight, a perfect situation.

I watch her, and enjoy her ministrations, as Lilian pumps her hand up and down the length of my shaft. She does this slowly, almost reverently, her eyes locked on my member. She licks her lips as she jerks me off, her hand moving a little faster with each stroke. "Oh, oh... you might be getting close? Right? But Master wants to last, so..." Lilian's other hand reaches up and begins caressing my balls, rolling them between her fingers. This is a new sensation, and I shudder, my cock stiffening even further.

"Oh, wow..." Lilian breathes, "You're so hard, Master. Oh, this is going to feel amazing inside of me... I can't wait." She continues to jerk me off, and I continue to watch her. "Um, Master," she says, her voice soft and timid, "could I... lick you a little bit?"

"Go ahead," I say. "I can't imagine it'd hurt. Just remember: I want to savor everything you have before I cum."

"Yes!" Lilian says, her eyes lighting up. "Yes, of course, Master. Um... please, let me lick you, okay?" She doesn't even wait for a response, but that's fine because I already gave permission. Instead she leans down and presses her tongue against the head of my cock, running it around the ridge and down the side. She licks it up and down, and I feel a tingle run through my body. "Mmmm..." she moans, her tongue working its magic on my shaft, "You taste wonderful, Master."

"Lilian, that's... that's great," I say, "But..."

"Oh! Right!" Lilian says, her eyes going wide. "I'm sorry! Please, just relax and enjoy it. I'll take care of you!" She smiles, and then takes me into her mouth. Her lips wrap around my shaft, and her head bobs up and down. "Mmmmmmph..." She moans, and the vibrations of her voice on my cock make me shudder with pleasure as her teeth barely tap against my shaft. "Mmmm... mmmmm..."

Her head bobs, her lips sliding along my length, and her tongue flicking against the underside. "Mm... mwah," She kisses the head as she releases my cock from her mouth, "Really, really tasty! Um, um..." She starts counting on her fingers, "One... two... three... No, five? Um..." She eventually holds up both hands, "Best score! This out of that!"

I laugh, "Wow, that's great. I'm glad to be number one." I reply, a grin on my face, "But, you know... you've enjoyed me a lot. How about you let me explore you a bit, now, before I cum all over you and you lose too soon? I haven't even done anything myself, after all."

Lilian's face lights up as she looks down at me. "Oh! Um, yeah! You can... explore all you want, Master! I'll... I'll just lie here, and you can touch me and fondle me and squeeze me and pinch me and kiss me and lick me and suck me and..." Lilian trails off, her eyes glazing over for a moment as she drools, staring into space, before she blinks. "Yeah! Do anything!"

"Right," I reply, smirking. "I will, then. And don't worry, I'll make sure you're nice and ready to take my cock when we're done."

"Yeah, yeah! That'd be wonderful!" Lilian says, her voice filled with excitement. She lays back on the bed and spreads her legs, soaked panties to me. She's smiling with innocent glee, even as her flushed face takes multiple little gasps and her body vibrates with needy energy. She's like a puppy ordered to 'sit,' and barely able to obey.

I stand up, looking down at her, "Alright then... Let's see what you've got to offer, shall we?" I say, my gaze lingering on the crotch of her panties, and the obvious wetness of her pussy, before it begins to roam her body. "Let's see. Put your hands behind your head."

"Yes, Master," Lilian replies, her hands immediately going behind her head and clasping together. She arches her back, her breasts pushing forward as her thighs press deeper into the bed.

I reach over to one of her breasts and start exploring the feeling of her nearly see-through dress, fingers sliding along her collar-bone and onto the strap of the slingkini, then down to her fat nipple. The thing's wide enough around that I can only barely close my index and thumb around it in a circle. It's the size of a large cherry-tomato. I give it a small tug, and Lilian gives a little gasp, "Oh~!"

I'm amazed Lilian's not in constant pain, given how fat these things are, and the fact that they've got no bra or padding at all to support them. Hell, even the slingkini seems to be made of the same flimsy material as the rest of her 'dress.' Just thicker. Alright, next... I stick my hand deep into her cleavage and fish out the lead dangling from her collar, and manage to get forearm deep before I reach it which is kind of ridiculous.

I give it a tug, and Lilian gasps again, her whole body shuddering. The gold and black collar of her microdress is already tight on her neck, so the pressure of pulling the leash just a few inches must have been intense. Still, she doesn't complain, and I continue to tug on the leash, watching her tits bounce as her whole body is pulled by it. Left, right, forward, up...

I decide to test the limits of her obedience and order, "Stand."

"Yes, Master," Lilian says, and stands up, her body swaying as she follows the lead.

I start moving her around the room. Forward, back, right, left, up... I have her walk in circles, and then in squares. I have her walk backwards, forwards, and then in a circle again. It's kind of fun, although the lack of resistance or complaint makes it feel almost like a video-game. It's... very surreal.

"Alright, stop," I say, "Now, hop on one foot."

"Sure thing!" Lilian replies, hopping on one foot. The movement shakes her breasts, making them bounce up and down, and I find myself enjoying the sight. Maybe that's why her tits seem to be unaffected by gravity. They just keep bouncing, and I keep staring, until I decide to test out something else. "Alright, back to the bed and... sit back down."

"Okay!" Lilian cheers, and sits down on the edge of the bed, facing me with the same eager anticipation on her face that she's kept up this entire time.

I walk up behind her, and wrap my arms around her. One around her waist, the other over her shoulder, and then I pull her back, making her lean against me. "Ah!" Lilian cries out, her voice filled with pleasure as my hands slide along her body, and I kiss her neck, grabbing her tits from behind and pulling her close.

"Ah! Oh, Master! Oh..." She moans, her body trembling as my hands roam her chest and squeeze her tits. I can feel the warmth of her body against mine, and it's intoxicating. I can feel her nipples poking against the thin, flimsy material of her dress, and her hips as her ass slides into and over my cock, and it's making me want to just... fuck her silly. Shifting my grip, I try grabbing her by her twin-tails.

They're still glossy and silky, and honestly very well-cared for. So, naturally, I use them as handles to tilt Lilian's head back and to the side while I keep kissing her neck, "M-master, yes!" Lilian moans, her body shuddering in pleasure as I squeeze her tits, "This is so... good..." she whimpers, her voice trembling as I test the limit and keep turning her head further and further toward me. I can feel her body shaking with pleasure as I keep kissing her neck, and her pussy is soaking wet and leaking through her panties, onto the skirt of her 'dress.'

Loosening my grip and sliding my hands halfway down her twintails, I let one go and pull her panties down... only to blink in surprise as their straps snap and they slide right off. There's a quick-release catch. Built into her panties. Somehow, the most surprising thing about this is that I was surprised by it.

I can see her pussy now, and it's completely shaven and smooth. It's also gushing, her juices running down the inside of her legs and dripping on the bed. She really does enjoy being treated like a whore.

"Master, please," she begs, her voice full of desire, "keep going! Am I your doggy now, or just a sheathe for your cock? Mm, please, please! Play with me more!" I don't know what to do, except... fuck. Fuck her. She wants to be my doggy, or a cocksleeve? I can manage that...

"Lilian," I order, "Get on your hands and knees, and spread those big ass cheeks."

"Yes, Master!" Lilian says, her voice full of excitement, and she eagerly gets onto her hands and knees and spreads her cheeks, her ass and pussy both exposed to me. Sliding into her pussy from behind, I grab her by the twintails again and start ramming myself in and out.

"Oooh!" She moans, her voice trembling as her body shakes, her tits bouncing as I pound her, her ass clenching as she tries to keep herself steady. She's a mess of lust, her body shaking, her pussy clenching, her tits bouncing. She's gasping, moaning, and panting, and I can't help but feel amazed at her enthusiasm. Using her twin-tails as adhoc reins I try 'steering' her as I thrust, pulling her head left, then right. I'm not pulling particularly hard, but she throws everything she has into obeying the directions regardless.

"It's kind of like you're a horse, isn't it?" I tease as I pull out, and then continue as I thrust back in, "Like... a real broodmare. Get it?"

"Y-yeah," Lilian pants, "I get it, Master. Please, keep fucking me! I'm a horsey! A sheath for your cock! Ah! N-neigh!"

I roll my eyes, but I can't deny it was cute, so I just keep thrusting. The feeling is incredible. She's so tight, and wet, and her pussy is squeezing me so tightly. She's also so soft, and warm, and her skin is so smooth. It's like I'm in heaven. "Ngh," I grunt, "You're so fucking tight. Other men have used you, right? Your family, your friends' families?"

"Yes, yes, yes!" Lilian moans, her voice trembling, "They fucked me! Fucked my pussy! Fucked my ass! Never got me pregnant. Will you get me pregnant, Ma--ahster!?"

I snort, "Wow. Really? I mean, they must not have very big dicks if they didn't break you in. Well. You did say they were boring..." I continue thrusting, picking up the pace, and she's still gasping, moaning, and panting. I'm not sure she can even speak at this point, but it doesn't matter. I'm going to keep fucking her, and I'm going to cum in her at this rate... "I don't know if I should knock you up. I'm going to get married soon, after all."

"Ahn~!" Lilian moans in reply, her body trembling as I pound her. Her tits bounce, her thighs clench, and I keep thrusting. I can't stop myself, and I'm not going to. I don't want to. This is amazing, this is incredible, this is incredible! Ah, but I am getting close. Maybe I should've tried to get a condom, now that I think about it. I really got... carried away...

Pulling out at the last moment, I blow my load all over Lilian's back and neck. Her dress is open-backed, so it's pretty easy to paint her. She squeals, and her body trembles as she climaxes as well. It's like a fountain of juices, gushing from her pussy. "Ah! Ah!" She cries out, her voice breaking, "Yes! Oh god! Oh, yes! Yes! Yes!" She's panting, and I'm shaking as I fall back onto the bed.

Meanwhile, Lilian is rubbing her shoulders, and the back of her neck, "Oh, Master... That was amazing! You were so rough with me, and so fast! You treated me like a real cocksleeve! Oh, I'm so happy!" She smiles, and her tits jiggle as she shifts, rolling onto her side to look at me, "Thank you so much!"

"You're welcome," I reply, feeling satisfied and drained. So that's what it's like to do that to a woman without her using magic to turn you into an unthinking mass of lust and desire first. It was pretty fun, honestly. I'm tempted to go again, but...

Lilian frowns, "Master, are you okay?" She asks, her voice concerned, "You're not... you know. Cumming anymore." She shifts again, crawling over to me and looking at my face. Her tits are still bouncing, and her eyes are wide, "Did I do something wrong?"

I blink, and then shake my head, "No, no. I just... I was getting close, and I didn't have a condom, and I was thinking maybe I shouldn't have cum in you. So, yeah."

"Oh!" Lilian's eyes widen, "Oh, right! You said you were going to get married!" She pouts, "I'm sorry. I was really enjoying it, and I wasn't thinking. Darn. I was hoping... but that's not fair to them, is it? Ok. I'm just glad you played with me so much anyway! If I don't get a baby, that's a-okay!"

I laugh, "Yeah. Sorry, Lilian. I appreciate the enthusiasm, but..." I shrug, "I'm going to be a King, so... I probably shouldn't have an illegitimate heir running around. It might cause some drama."

Lilian nods, and her smile returns, "Yeah, that's true. But... we can still keep playing, right? Like, I can get some... um... 'can-doms', and some potions, and make sure you can't knock me up. So, um, would you please consider toying with this horny bimbo more? I really had fun! Even if you don't do it again, thank you so much!"

"Sure," I reply. "I think I'd like to have you again sometime. But for now, I think I'm done." I pause, and then add, "Is this, um, your room? Like, do you stay here, or is it just for sex?"

"Oh! Um... it's just for sex," Lilian says. "I don't really have a 'room.' I live in the castle's brothel, where we all have beds together and we share everything. Hehehe, the others will be so super-super jealous!"

"Huh." I reply. "You all just share a single dorm?"

"We share doms all the time, yep!" Lilian agrees happily, "Hehe, we usually get a bunch of nice gentlemen who like to have us all at once. They're usually very friendly and fun! They even buy us drinks sometimes, and then we party all night long~"

"Uh-huh..." I reply. She totally misunderstood the question, but I guess that's to be expected. I basically wired her mind to focus its everything on sex and then dimmed her wits besides so... Not the best conversationalist anymore, for all her enthusiasm. "Wait. This is a brothel, right? Have I paid you?"

"Oh! No," Lilian says, shaking her head, "but that's okay. We can have you pay later." She giggles, "Or you can give me a tip! Like, um... I really like it when people give me kisses on the forehead, or tell me I'm a good girl. Or... um... pet my head? Or tell me I'm a cute little bitch!"

...Wow, she's a simple girl. In a way, it's almost adorable. I slide my hand up her arm, and she blushes, her cheeks turning red. "Oh... Master..." she says, her voice soft. I grab her shoulder and pull her in for a kiss, which she eagerly accepts, her lips pressing against mine. Her tongue licks my lips, and her body presses against me, her tits rubbing against my chest.

"What about money, Lilian?" I ask as I pull back, "Is that something you'd prefer?"

"Hm?" She blinks, her eyes glazed over from the kiss, "I, um, if you're asking me what I'd prefer, I'd rather have you play with me than pay me? If you have to give me money, then I'm okay with that too... but..." She blushes, "I'd rather be your pet, and have you use me whenever you want, you know? What do I do with money, anyway? That's for smart people! I just play with the men and let the castle staff do all the thinking-stuff, mhm! It's fine! The Royal Brothel isn't stingy: we're all free for guests mhm! And if you manage to get one of us pregnant, they even, like, pay you!"

"Wow," I say, blinking. "That's... generous. I wonder how much they pay, and what the going rates are. I guess I'll have to ask someone. Maybe my wife, after I get her. Or wives." No. Actually, that's a terrible idea. Better figure out where they stand about women like Lilian in general first....

"Your wife!" Lilian says, her eyes bright, "She's gonna be so lucky to have a Master like you!" She giggles, "You're so nice, and you even played with me. You didn't get me pregnant, but you're totes more fun than anyone else but the other girls, and they don't have a cock. So that's great! Plus, you're really handsome and strong, and you've got a huge cock, so she'll love it when you fuck her, and you'll make her super happy when she's carrying your child! I bet she'll be a cute, lucky lady!" She grins at me.

"You, uh, know who I'm talking about don't you?" I ask, glancing away. I'm not sure if the bimbofied ex-noblewoman's praise is doing anything for my ego, but... it does make me feel good about myself. Still, I can't help but feel a little guilty. This was a woman who hated the idea of being a 'whore,' and a 'bimbo,' and a 'broodmare.' Now those are the only topics she can even properly engage with. Sure, it's her fault for bullying my girlfriends, but... I didn't have to go this far.

Why did I go this far...?

"Yep!" Lilian says, nodding her head. "You mean the Princess! She's totes nice, and she'll be super happy when she finds out that you fucked me, and that you're going to marry her! Oh, but..." Her face falls, "She might be a bit sad that you didn't get me pregnant... Oh! And the Queen too, right! Say, say, you know you can marry both right? They're both so cute! The Queen's got, like, a perfect-" she mimes an hourglass shape, "and the Princess is like her mommy, but mini! I bet their pussies feel great on your huge cock!"

I sigh, a bit bummed now that the high is fading and the guilt returns. "I'll make that decision later. For now, I'm just... going to head to bed." I get up and pull my pants on. Thankfully they were spared from the mess given I set them off to the side before coupling with Lilian.

"Oh, you're leaving?" Lilian asks, sounding a bit disappointed, "That's too bad. Well, I had fun! Thank you so much, Master! I hope I see you again soon!" She smiles at me, and her eyes sparkle as she stands up and waves, her breasts jiggling. Her panties are still missing, but they were the only thing I pulled off... although one of the straps of her sling-bra has also come undone.

"Hey, uh... Lilian," I ask, turning to her, "Did you enjoy the, um, time we had together?"

"Of course!" She says, her eyes lighting up, and she throws her arms around my neck and presses herself against me. "I loved every minute of it! Thank you so much!" She kisses me on the cheek, and I can feel her tits pressing against my chest as she pulls me closer, her body rubbing against me as if to memorize the feeling, "Don't you dare go feeling all sad now: You're the best!"

I blush, "I'm... not the best. But thanks." I reply, and turn to leave, "I'll see you later, I guess. Maybe."

"Yeah! See ya, Master!" Lilian calls out as I head back to my own room. "Next time I'll have canyums!"

As I lay in bed, my thoughts are racing. The things I did with Lilian... I'm not exactly proud of them, but I can't deny that they felt good. She's an incredibly sexy, bimbofied, and horny woman now. If she was already promiscuous or sexually active, it wouldn't have been a big deal. I wouldn't have felt any guilt... but I did this to her precisely because of how aggressively she wasn't.

I sigh, and roll onto my back, staring up at the ceiling. I feel like a piece of shit, but at the same time, the memory of her body and the pleasure we had together is... intoxicating. I can't stop thinking about her, and the way she felt. I want more, and I'm almost tempted to go back and fuck her again.

But at the same time, the passion she spoke about saving the country with... if she wasn't such a bitch about it, I can't help but think - looking back - maybe she could've done it. If I'd smoothed out the edges and worked with her instead of destroyed her identity so thoroughly... She had friends amongst the other lesser nobles, and a few outside it, and a lot of influence. She was going to take the lead on a whole project, and had a lot of ideas, and the confidence and clout to make it happen. I was worried she'd be a liability to the Queen and Princess, but I should've at least tried to see things from her point of view and found a better compromise.

Instead, she can barely count off her fingers, let alone manage her own money. Her body is completely hyper-sexualized. Her personality is a parody of a bimbo. She's not even really Lilian anymore, and... I did that to her. I took away her humanity. I took her ability to be a person away, because I wanted to punish her, and I enjoyed it. It felt good, at the time, and it still feels good, and I can't stop thinking about it, and it feels amazing to imagine what else I could do to her.

But it shouldn't feel amazing.

I'm a piece of shit. A piece of shit. A piece of shit. I keep telling myself that, over and over. I can't deny the truth of it, but at the same time, I can't help but think about the pleasure, and the way Lilian's eyes lit up whenever I did just about anything, and her parting words...

I close my eyes, and try to **** myself to sleep. As I lay there, I think about what I'm going to do. I can't fix Lilian. I can only change someone once, and now she's beyond help. And I dragged her friends and the rest of her faction down with her too as collateral. And now the castle's paying people for successfully knocking up the nobles? Even if it averted a civil war, I can't help but feel like this has only made Armelia's position worse.

That maid's going to kill me. Maybe she should.

I don't get much sleep that night...

[AN: I ended up putting this Exit back here because I liked this art better and didn't feel like the situation changed much from when you requested it, so the resulting product was easier to put together.]