Could you help me confirm if this book is accurate?

Is what i asked her - her face expressed how uncomfortable she was at that moment but she still chuckled a bit and said akwardly "What did you say?"

I knew that i said something dumb and that she probably didn't understand what was going on but i thought maybe i should be more direct, i'm sure she will like that - i actually wasn't sure this was going to work but i had to take my chance.

"I mean... would you let me eat your pussy?" I said to her in a tone that wasn't playful anymore - she knew i was serious and quickly got angry at me for some reason.

"What is wrong with you... why would you say that, i barely know you and you are trying to have sex with me out of nowhere... you don't even know my name!" She exclaimed and then left furiously, going down the stairs - i was confused and didn't know what to do Did i say something wrong? i asked myself.

I tried following her to explain myself but it was a dumb move - now i looked like a creep trying to harass her or something. She turned around and saw me heading towards her so she called the library security, they grabbed me and threw me on the ground outside of the library, where everybody could see me.

In that moment i was thinking about what i did and i was trying to make semse out of this situation but it was too late - they called the cops and got me arrested.

So here i was, in a cell because i harassed a girl in a library - What happened? i asked myself, i was still thinking about what i did and how my actions got me in this fucked up position - that's when i finally came to my senses.

I'm so fucking dumb, of course she is going to freak out if i say that i want to eat her pussy and then follow her like a ****... i just met her, i didn't even know her name and i was already trying to have sex with her... what was i thinking? - i thought about the stupidity of my actions for a long time, knowing that i'm probably going to spend the rest of my life regreting those decisions.

I mean who the fuck goes to a stranger and asks for sex when they don't even know eachother... that's not how real life works, maybe in a erotic story with fictional characters where the main protagonist is a perfect dude with a 9 inch penis that goes having sex with every woman in his city... but not here... not here - i thought, now i probably won't be able to live my life again, be free, have a job or a family, i can't do any of that stuff because i acted as a dumb horny dude that couldn't wait to meet people and establish relations like a normal human being - instead of doing the normal stuff i tried to have sex with a stranger just because i thought it could happen... Clearly, things don't work that way so i need to act normal for things to go right... but how?

I lost hope because i knew that i didn't have a chance, there was no way to go back and make a different decision that could end up on a better situation - i began to cry, knowing that i was going to rot in jail because i couldn't keep it in my pants WHY??... only if i could go back in time, maybe things would be different, i should have done something else, make a better decidion... or choose another option ;)