Conditions and Plans 2.0

Chapter 53

"Megan... Wow." You are speechless. But your sister also looks at you questioningly and very nervously. Finally you find your words. "I really like Emma. But do you really want to do this to her? That I let her come close to me just as a distraction for our family and friends?”

"We won't be up here in the house forever. At some point we have to get out into the real world and are surrounded by people who are not as friendly towards us as our friends are.” With that she is right.

"Right. But do you want to sacrifice your friendship with Emma for that?" It can only go that way.

"I... I don't know. It was just a thought. I just don't want this to go wrong with us because we cling to each other and everyone realizes that our feelings apply to each other and not to your girlfriend.”

"Yes okay, I understand. But Megan... I... I don't know if I can share you or Millie with another man. Honestly, I don't think... no, I know I can't. That's why I was so dismissive of you about Emma. Sure, it appeals to me, but my sisters are more important to me." Now Megan smiles gently and strokes your cheek with her fingertips. She traces the contours of your face as she speaks.

"I would never look for someone else in my life. You are the only one for me."

"And I said that you... and Millie are the only ones for me." Now you're getting a little stricter. This is a topic that still concerns you a lot. "I've already told you that loving you two and you just me is hard enough. I feel shabby about it and still sometimes think I'm taking advantage of you. If it weren't for the fact that I would make one of you sad, I would never have decided to approach you.”

"I know love. And I and Millie are always happy to tell you that that's okay with us. We act for the same reason as you do.” She looks you deep in the eye to make sure you understand that for the moment. “Emma is my friend and a nice, great, sweet person. I trust her, especially since she is something like Millie. If you were with her, I think it would help us. I don't mind and I don't want to push you. If you allow, we'll talk to Millie about it.” Now she sounds scared. "I just want it to work out with us and if I have to share you with Emma for that... no, may share you... then that's okay with me." She kisses you softly on the lips.

You don't know what to say. It is all too much in too little time.

"I... understand why you are suggesting this. And to me... it is exactly the same when I think about the fact that the three of us can no longer be together. I don't want to use Emma like that. I really like her too much for that.” You think for a long time but your girlfriends' eyes distract you too much. You close your eyelids to be able to think undisturbed.

It is definitely the case that you like Emma. You love Megan and Millie. Is it a crime if you could somehow make Millie, Megan, and Emma happy? Or are you overtaking yourself? Megan caress you and you open your eyes again. She is concerned.

"I didn't want to spoil the mood Biggie" she pouts in such a cute way.

"No you didn't." You smile ****. "To be honest, Emma said that she can understand that I can't let you and Millie go. I just don't think she knows how deep our connection goes."

"Pfft... deep..."

"Haha, very funny." You kiss her lightly on the lips. Then you look at her seriously inhale deeply and say the words. "It would be possible I think..." Megan shows no emotion. What a truly great girl. She knows that no matter how she responds, it doesn't look good to me. So she stays silent and helps me with that the most. That's why I love her so much.

"You always found a way and your last decision made me immensely happy. And Millie too."

"All good things come in threes, eh?" She giggles again. You move closer to her and you rub your noses together. For a long time you look at each other, say nothing and bathe in the aura of the other. You absorb your sister's scent. The aroma of sweat, adrenaline and your and their juices. This girl.

"Don't worry about me or Millie." But it's not that easy.

"What if Millie minds the whole thing? I would hate to put Emma in the same position we were in until recently.” You can be reassured that Megan takes the objection seriously.

"Don't worry about Millie. She loves you as much as I do. And let's be honest: she definitely is under your command.” A smile flits over your lips and you fight it down quickly, but Megan is faster.

"You like that, don't you?" You can only agree.

"Hey, she looks up at you, big brother." Megan gently pokes you. "She knows no jealousy. This is more up to me. And you know how I feel about it.” But you are not yet completely convinced. "If it helps you, I assure you that we can also control Emma. I know her and I know which buttons to press on her.”

"For sure?"

"Finn I just want your best. And yes, Millie comes right after that point and then me at some time. But above all, I want me to be with you. And Millie thinks so too.” You think about the matter for a few seconds, in which Megan doesn't lose any of her conviction.

"I love you Megan Lynchwood. And I love your sister too. About everything. I would do anything for you."

"And we love you Finn Lynchwood."

"OK. Let's do it. "

"Okay." Megan smiles, kisses you, and gets out of bed.

"What are you doing?" comes your question and you sit up. Without saying a word, Megan gets back between your legs and sucks you in her mouth. This time, her blowjob is quick, aggressive, and energetic. Drops of spit fly out of the corner of her mouth as she sucks you to a throbbing stiffness again. Someone can't wait for round four, you think, and caress her head. When Megan is done, she looks at you out of eyes from which love and lust spring. You reach out for her, this time she should ride you. But instead of a hug and the pressure of her body on yours, she just gets up, goes to the closet on the other side of the room and starts to look in it.

"What are you looking for?" But Megan doesn't answer. After a short time she found a long blue nightie.

"I bought it especially for you. I hoped that we would try it out sometime.” You can't see much in the dark, but when Megan stands in front of the window through which the moonlight falls, her curves are clearly visible under the semi-permeable silk fabric. The outfit is light blue with dark blue edges and also dark blue veins run through the fabric that envelops Megan.

"You look beautiful, love."

"Thank you, love. That takes away the excitement."

"Excitement?" you ask, puzzled. After all the stuff you did? But while you're still racking your brains over it, Megan has already disappeared from the room.

"What the...?" But nobody answers you. Oh shit!

There you sit, with a huge bulge, covered with forbidden saliva, and wait for what has to come.

You wait a minute, then two. Your heart beats up to your neck and again you feel the blood running through your body. Then it happens.

When the door to your room opens, you only recognize your sister's usual beautiful shape in the door frame.

"Turn on the light," she says in a rushed whisper. When you lean over to the bedside lamp, you notice that Megan is still in the door frame.

"Megan what..." You turn on the lights. "Oh shit!" This time you have to put your hands over your mouth so that you don't wake the whole house. Your sister grins and pulls the struggling Emma into the room. With a swing she stumbles into the middle of the room and Megan closes the door again. You quickly pull the blanket over your body, but Emma has seen enough.

"Finn? What's that supposed to mean?” Emma is standing in the middle of the room, her legs pressed together and her arms wrapped around her chest. But Megan just pushes her towards the bed and Emma squeaks into the pillow next to you. Megan also jumps onto the big bed and pinches Emma between you.

"Hey Emma," you greet the panicked girl, grinning like a madman.

"Look who I found," Megan chirps. Emma sits up and tries to get away from you.

"What's all this about? Finn... you are n... aked. " Megan snorts.

"Of course he is. He always sleeps naked."

"Not at all" you mean and stick out your tongue at your sister, to which she replies above the trembling body of poor Emma. The girl looks at you two alternately, then she adjusts her glasses and braces herself.

"Okay, I don't know what this is all about, but..."

"Oh I think you know," Megan replies sweetly. Emma is silent, what tells you everything.

"Why am I here?" Her voice is about to break and she looks down. For someone who has feelings for you, that must be a weird situation. Maybe even a threatening one. Emma has already been taken out of her comfort zone once today. And what Megan and you are up to now... well, she will get something for it too.

"Emma, look at me," you say in the same tone as before. It works again this time and she looks up and looks over the edges of her glasses. Okay, how do I do that now? "I would like to continue our conversation from before," you begin.

"In front of Megan?" You nod

"It is particularly important that she is there."

"You aren't afraid of something, are you Emma?" Megan asks, placing her chin from behind her on the shoulder of Emma.

"N-no... of course not."

"And you shouldn't be embarrassed by anything. Especially not after tonight.” Emma nods and you clear your throat to get the girls' attention back to you. You sit up a little more upright and the blanket slips off your legs so that Emma can see your thighs. She looks spellbound, which is a good sign.

“It is important for me that I do what I do because I help you with it. Do you understand that?” Emma nods shyly. "What do you feel for me?" Emma looks at you first and then turns her head to look Megan in the eye. Your sister smiles encouragingly. Emma knows what you and Megan are doing here, no question. And yet you see the lust under the tension and nervousness. And love too.

"I love you Finn." You nod your head slowly and Megan pats her friend on the shoulder appreciatively. "I want to be with you. But I also know that you and Megan…” You quickly raise your hand and Emma bites her lip and falls silent.

"Finn and I are just brother and sister, nothing more" explains Megan joyfully and Emma no longer understand the world. She speaks only out of confusion, not out of anger.

"But everyone knows that you love each other. You can't fool the world. Especially not after before.” Again you interrupt her and again she obeys.

"You are incredibly intelligent Emma. I admire that about you. But then you also understand what it would mean if Megan and I were a couple, right?” She doesn't answer immediately but thinks first. You only like her even more. Then she nods.

"Yes, I understand." She looks at you again and then at Megan, who smiles at Emma with a self-pitying smile. Yes, it's a dilemma. "You are not related... but I can understand what would be the dangers if the two of you really got together... which is not the case." A slight smile plays around her lips. But then she looks very sad because she understands what seemingly you want to tell her. But you only smile and allow yourself to let love flow into your facial expressions. Emma doesn't understand.

"I told you earlier that I am unable to not take care of Megan... and Millie."

"That I always have to share you with the two" Emma mumbles and looks back at Megan, who is now the most nervous in the room. Hey babe. Would you like to share my boyfriend with me and my sister so that we can have one horny number after the other behind your back? You get his cock a couple of times too. No offense.

"Emma, I really like you. Very, very much.” Emma looks at you again and looks you in the eyes for a long time.

"I also like you very, very... very much." She smiles a sad, happy and fearful smile, which melts your heart.

"I told you I didn't want to hurt you." Megan now hugs her friend from behind and wraps her arms around her waist. "You are smart and understand what drives me. And you know what I'm proposing to you. I…“ It's really hard to ask Emma. That is definitely a good sign. But you're not sure you're not a monster after all. "I would like to be your boyfriend. For...“ You swallow loudly. "For all the time I can give you." Emma nods slowly again. Then she gets up and walks around the room. The light from the bedside lamp casts long shadows on the wall and clearly emphasizes the contours of Emma. You keep talking. You are very nervous because now fate decides for you, Megan and Millie.

"You now have the power of decision Emma. I can only promise you that I will do everything in my power to make you happy."

"And I will always be your friend and will always be there for you, just as you were always there for me," says Megan, and now seems to recognize where her plan could lead to. You have just given a half-stranger the power to end your relationship forever. Megan now seems to understand finally why you resisted it.

"I don't want to **** you to do anything and you decide in the end." Then the room is quiet for a long time. You can see the trees swaying outside. You have no idea what time it is, but you feel tired as you have never felt before. Then Emma turns and looks at you blankly. She ignores Megan and your sister is silent like a church mouse.

"You... Megan, myself... and Millie?" She asks quietly. You have to swallow again and get goosebumps. You can't put the fact in cotton that you sleep with Millie. And the thought of exposing her also makes you sick of fear. But you also owe it to Emma to be loyal to her if you want it to work. To lie to her has never worked.

"You, Megan, myself... and Millie... yes." At her questioning glance you say: "She has no idea about the plan. She knows none of this. And I want to protect her too."

"Does she have anything to say in that?" Emma doesn't sound angry or sad. She analyzes the situation factually and is miles ahead of you and Megan.

“Megan and Millie are the only ones that count for me. And if you want, you too. I'm standing back.” You are doing a little better because you are in your usual action mode.

"I see." Again she starts walking around the room and you and Megan are getting smaller on the bed. Finally Emma stops and looks at you. Again she ignores Megan. Then she takes a deep breath and straightens her glasses while you almost have to vomit.

"I love you Finn Lynchwood. I would like to be… your girlfriend.” This releases all tension and nervousness from you. But Emma also loses her analytical way and is again the shy girl that you like so much. "D-Do you want that too?" It seems you both prefer to see each other in the current roles. Switching the distribution was not a good feeling for both of you. You get a good boost of confidence now that Emma has set her terms. She has proven that she is smart, but not selfish. She offers the same thing as a few hours ago, even if she knows that there are now two more players. You rise slowly and this time Emma has to swallow. In the meantime, you've become limp again, but apparently it's enough to shock Emma. "My God..." But you don't respond to it. Instead, you come up to the girl and enclose her face with your hands. You take her glasses off and put them with the lamp on the bedside table.

"Of course I want that. And it makes me happy to make you happy Emma."

"Finn..." She closes her eyes and your lips meet. It's like the first time with Millie. Emma starts to tremble and you stroke her body. She's wearing an old gray shirt and pajama bottoms. Her feet are barefoot. Like the first time, you don't use tongue. You hug Emma tightly. "I've dreamed of that for so long." You put your heads together and stay like this for a few seconds.

"I like you," you whisper.

"I love you too." Then Emma becomes aware of her mistake, but you two just giggle. "Sorry," she mumbles a little sheepishly, but you kiss her again.

"Is that okay with you?" Emma nods contentedly. "You don't have to worry. I won't hurt you, I promise.” Again she nods contentedly without opening her eyes. "Is there anything I can do to prove it to you?" You are serious about showing Emma that you are serious. Precisely because you cannot yet immediately reveal all of your feelings for the girl. But Emma doesn't seem to mind.

"Kiss me again, then I'll tell you," she giggles and you are only too happy to fulfill your wish. "I've always dreamed of that," she murmurs, running her finger over her lips.

"And is it the way you imagined it?"

"It's much better," she decides afterward with her eyes closed and a pleasant smile. You turn your head to the side and Emma imitates you. Your eyes are on Megan, who looks at you somewhat uncertainly. She plays with her nightgown and watches what you do. You feel a cold prick in the stomach at the thought of neglecting her. And you don't like treating Emma bad either. What have I gotten myself into? On a way to be with Megan and Millie.

"Listen to you two." You let go of Emma, but take her by the hand. "I go out of my way to make you happy. Even if it kills me.” What I'm currently assuming. But Emma grabs your other hand and makes you concentrate on her.

"You have nothing to fear from me. I know what it's like to look up to someone and know that they don't turn around for you.” You know the saying too well and it hurts to hear it from Emma. With Megan you fixed it. Maybe with Emma too?

"I told him the same thing" you hear your sister's voice coming from the bed to you. She also seems happy to see Emma react that way. Emma leans forward again and kisses you on the mouth again. Of course you return the kiss, but after a few seconds Emma separates from you again.

"So then I'll go again," she says, smiling with satisfaction. She seems really happy, but you are upset.

"Why?" you want to know. Emma doesn't seem to understand.

"I thought you wanted to be alone. I said I would take what I can get."

"What do you mean by that?" Megan asks and also gets up. She also doesn't understand sudden change.

"I said to Finn, I'll take whatever he can give me." Emma blushes again and looks at you. "You said you like me. I can't ask for more at the moment. And the kiss... was the best thing that has always happened to me... "She touches your arm again and turns to the door. But she stops when you don't let go of her arm.

"Wait Emma. You can't be serious?"

"What? Finn, I... what more can I ask for?” Emma frowns and doesn't understand the excitement. "I thought we had a plan." You have to laugh in disbelief.

"About what Emma Jackson? That you just go away now and be my emergency date if I want to go out with Megan and Millie?" When Emma nods, you get angry. Angry with you for apparently not really realizing how important Emma is to you. And Megan also shakes her head, which also helps you.

"This is not a game Emma." You pull her closer to you again. "I'm really with you. And I like that."

"Yes, I know, but Megan and Millie..."

"I never said you were just a distraction, Emma!" Megan bursts out. You only hold her back halfheartedly and Emma gets nervous again.

"I don't quite understand... isn't it what you want Finn?"

"Be with Megan and Millie? Yes, definitely!” You grab her a little harder and look her deep in the eye. "But I'll be either way. There is no power in the world that can stop me. But I'm not going to take advantage of you just to make myself a simple excuse.” Emma still doesn't understand. "We are really together Emma Jackson. I will not leave or neglect you. You can always go if you want. I am not forcing you to tie yourself to me. If it's not what you want, you can always drop me. I can handle that somehow. That's the risk I'm going to take because we're together. I just can't let Megan and Millie go. Only if they want to."

"I understand." Does she really do that?

"But the same applies to you. What I said is true. I... like you too Emma. And Megan likes you too. We would never hurt or use you. You are part of our group, if you want it and if we do something - as a group or just both of us - then you are in my heart like Megan and Millie too.” Emma looks at you with her mouth slightly open. Did she really think I would use her like this? Doesn't that bother her?

"I... I guess I was just happy to be sure what you feel. I… didn't think you would let me get so close to you anyway.” Emma shakes her head, her hair blowing over her face.

"Emma, if you want to be with me, then right. I want to go on dates with you, watch films, talk, cuddle and have sex with you.” Emma turns even redder at the thought. "The only thing that will be different and what I cannot fight for you is that Megan and Millie have a place in my heart."

"And we'll be careful not to make you feel like a third person," Megan said. Maybe a little bumpy because she ignores the fact that there must be moments when you and Emma will be alone, but Emma doesn't seem to care either. And you will take care of it later.

"Is that clear, Miss Jackson?" Emma nods eagerly and smiles again. You hug her tightly again and she does the same. Then you feel another pair of arms wrapping around both of you. After the three-way hug, Emma says, “Thanks guys. That means a lot to me. Since I saw Finn for the first time, I knew that Megan and he would have to come together at some point. And I'm looking forward to getting to know Millie better. Honestly. With my little brother that's one thing. Maybe Millie will give me another chance. "

"Definitely," Megan supports her friend.

"And I promise I'll do everything I can to make Millie accept me." She looks a little nervous at you. "If she should have something against me, then I will not cause stress. Or if you and Megan wanted to be alone." Megan stands next to you and gently kisses you on the cheek.

"It will also happen that Finn can see you alone." Emma understands and smiles sheepishly. Then she wants to turn to the door again. She wishes you a good night and reaches for the handle. Just a glance at Megan is enough to read her mind. And you have no problem with her plan this time either.

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