Chapter 28: This Is Where You Die

Bury the past weakness and rise up.

N7x

The blow sent her flying across the tower. Hitting the ground rolling almost over the edge. She groaned. Slowly she recovered. "I will-" She began but Sin grabbed her by the collar of her shirt tossing her back to the pillar. Her back slammed against it.

"Fuck you! Fuck God!" Sin shouted. Stomping over to her. Sin then kicked her in the gut sending her crashing through the pillar. She groaned in pain trying to stand up. Sin came over to her helping her up just the headbutt her back down, N7x let out a cry of pain. She got up trying to punch Sin.

Sin caught her fist with one of her hands. N7x took the opportunity to speak! "I'm not with their God!"

"But you're not with me! You're not with Satan and the demons of hell!" Sin did an uppercut with her free hand. Making N7x stumble back dazed. Another headbutt and N7x was back on the ground again. "This is where you die, N7x Voss, you're the weakest person I have ever encountered."

N7x shaking her head back but the voices were already here. We're weak! I'm not weak! You have to let Delta die! Become Red! We are weak! No! NO! "NO!" She shouted uppercutting Sin followed by a kick of her own. N7x leapt forward intending on punching her. Sin stepped forward towards N7x and her attack but Sin dodged out of the way, one hand coming into contact with N7x face turning her face while her other hand grabbed N7x's arm. Gaining control stopping the force and burst speed and hate that N7x had a few moments ago. Sin then directed her swiftly to the ground subduing her. Now Sin had an hand of her throat that threaten to choke her to death. N7x thrashed around trying to get free. "Just submit," Sin commanded but N7x's vision was blurring. Blackness. Everything went to black for a few moments.

She opened her eyes. Sunlight! N7x covered her eyes a bit with one of her hands. She lay in a grass field. She sat up looking around. Seeing the golden figure. God or a figment of her imagination a memory or how she thinks he would be or how he would act. God spoke, "You're going to lose child. You can't fight sin alone."

"I'm not your child."

"Delta," N7x stood up stood up hearing a familiar voice. Friday or a version of her in her head. Then she could see them all of them she spun around seeing more. Dawn, her younger brother, her sister, her parents, the Millers, Taylor, Trinity Demon, and all the others from CYA. Friday began "Please, just listen-"

"No, you listen! All of you just listen. Especially you!" She looked at God. "You tell me how I am going to lose and say I can't fight sin alone, blah blah blah, when did you care?"

"He doesn't care," Death replied. N7x glared at Death the two other parts of Trinity demon stood beside her. N7x snapped summoning a pistol twirling it, aiming, Death gasped, she turned to run, N7x aimed and pulled the- BANG! Death fell forward dead. "Me and God are talking so quiet all of you!"

God replied, "I have always loved you and I-"

"LIAR!" N7x pointed the gun at him.

"Delta, it's me Friday! He does love you!"

"No, they're lying! They want to make you a slave to some religious ruling! It will make you weak!" Conquest shouted.

N7x looked at the Christians, "You're not trying to make me weak are you? I don't want to be weak. . .I want power."

"No, no, we're not trying to make you weak," Taylor answered.

"Taylor, you motherfucker! I learned from you that Christianity is filled with filthy scum bags." She aimed the pistol at him and pulled the trigger. He was on the ground dead.

"Delta??"

"It's not DELTA?!" She spun around aiming at the person who said her name. "What?" It was her, Delta. "You, weak flesh, weak mindset. Weak."

"No, we're not weak! We were strong when we believed we can be strong again."

"You're lying!" N7x shouted. Kill her! She heard it a whisper or a command? Kill her! Kill Delta! Let the past die. Coming into the view over the grassy hill came multiple Deltas or all the different ages of her all the way up to age 20 until she turned to N7x. Kill Delta let the past die. "You all!" She motioned with her gun at her former ages, "You all helped made me! But you God!" She turned back to him. "You created me and allowed me choose. You allowed me to become like this! You and my past created N7x Voss." She dropped her pistol. It disappeared in a flash of sparks. Then she spun back to her past lives. Even the age of her when she was a baby was here. But she didn't care about them. "Sin is right in regard. This is where you die." She snapped with a both hands a mini-gun was now in her hands. CHUG CHUG CHUG! All of Delta died or was at least subdued more. She dropped the gun letting it turn into sparks. Snapping again summoning a sword. She marched over to God. Stabbing him.

"Delta, please-" God began.

"Will I go to your hell when I die? Probably but who fucking cares. I don't care about you and want nothing to do with you. But I must thank you, if it wasn't for you creating me I would never been born and I would never have realized my true destiny. This is how I make a name for myself. By breaking away from you and leaving your pathetic Christian family. Know this, you are nothing to me." She pulled her sword out and God fell to the floor dead.

"Who's next?" N7x asked. "Anyone else has anything to add about God's fake love?" Silence. "Good."

"N7x," She turned hearing her actual name to face Aezlith. "Let me help you deal with this thing called Sin?"

N7x nodded "We may die but sure I could use some help."

I Have Changed god by N7x a free verse poem

I have changed

Do you still love me?

I left Christianity

I thought you said your love is forever?

You call me sinner

You say I am wrong

You say I am going to hell

How is this love?

You don't love me

You want to kill me

You want to drown me

FUCK YOU!