Breakfast

I woke up by my alarm, i headed out to the bathroom, washed my face and went downstairs to get some breakfast.

Mom was already there so when i entered the kitchen she said "Good morning honey, how was your sleep?" And i replied "It was good, thanks for asking"

She served me breakfast and we ate while wathing the local news - the news anchor was talking about some topic that i didn't get to hear but the scene changed to a girl in the beach talking about the city and then interviewed local people and started talking about how great the city was. Mom saw this as a chance to talk to me and said.

"The city looks, greats... i was looking at the schools and colleges around the area and they seem to be in high ranks so you'll have a quality education here" - it caught me off guard, i didn't want to think about school, not yet so i told her

"Mom, i don't know about all that" she seemed to understand how i felt at the moment and saw my lack of motivation to study so she added

"Oh sweetie, here is different... i know you don't want to study that much, that's why i found a special school for you, is going to help you a lot, trust me" i replied to her, still skeptical "What makes this school so special?" And then she answered

"Well, you already graduated highschool so you need to go to college, but that sometimes can be really difficult so this school adapted the college system and implemented it in a highschool setting... so is like you are going back to highschool!" I was confused by what she said A highschool that acts like college? What is this? i asked myself and then asked my mom to elaborate.

"So is a college facility, really big, with lots of equipment and areas to study, practice and learn but instead of a thousand people going to the different buildings in campus, is just one class of 30-40 people with a weekly schedule and sharing the same classroom... of course some students are going to choose some different asignatures and will have to go to different classes but when it comes to the general classes, announcements, activities and events it's just one grade"

I was a lot more confused with that explanation A single class for the whole college facility? WHAT?! - she saw my confused expression and then i asked

"So you are telling me that i will have to go to a school where there's only one class and you can choose the different carreers and learn advanced contents like is college?" She confirmed my question by nodding

"But wait, there has to be more students, if this my first year, are there not students from second year or stuff like that?" I asked

"Oh no... they teach everyone in the school for 4 years before they graduate and are able to get jobs and live their adult lifes, so every 4 years a new class comes and they restart the education program" she replied

"Wait so, it is like a private education program for an unique class of less than 50 students that have to go through 4 years of education like highschool but recieving the services and contents of college? Does that mean... if i join now i will have to spend 4 years studying with the same class in that school?" I asked her

"Yes, that's the plan, after all we want to stay in this city for good so i thought that this simple education program would help you go through college with ease... also since this is such a high quality education service and is really difficult to enter it, it was really expensive... not as much as regular college but still..." she said, now she grabbed my hand and got closer "That's why i really need to you to go there and get your education, please... i put a lot of effort to enroll you in that school and i think is the best for you so please promise me that you will go... do it for mommy"

It made me sad seeing my mom like that, she really wanted me to go and apparently she enrolled me in a super private school that seemed like a dream... i couldn't say no to her, especially when i saw that her eyes were starting to tear up. I told mom "I will think about, ok mom" - it was hard to tell her that, i didn't want to ruin her expectations, but i really didn't know what to do so i stood up and went to my room while i felt my mom staring at me from behind.

I need to think this through, i can't fuck shit up i said to myself before going to my room.