Applejack (1)

As is her habit Applejack is in her room trying to sleep on the first night of spring 'matting season' in Ponyville. She has never had a 'special somepony' for her heart harbors a secret longing for someone she can never have, and when the 'winds of love' blow she reads novels that her granny would disown her if she knew existed, masturbates, and cries herself to sleep afterwards: wishing that she had the courage, determination, fortitude, and gumption to admit her forbidden dreams to the pony she longs for. Though she is the element of Honesty everyone has secrets and hers would be a scandal if they became known, something she could not bear to do to her family and friends. So she reads the illicit pulp paper novels, masturbates, and cries, then falls into sleep haunted with dreams of shame and rejection, or worse, joy and bliss with the one person she harbors feelings of that kind for: worse because with morning's light she wakes again to the reality that they are not there, and probably never will be...

Tonight however will change all that: because tonight, after all these years of lying to herself and others, Applejack is going to brave the danger and admit what she feels to her secret beloved: and soon find the consequences far less dire than she imagined them to be...