“My sister kept on nagging me.”

“My sister kept on nagging me.” You say as an excuse. At first, you just wanted to wear a wig to school as a joke. But your sister took it too far. She made you shave, put on makeup, and dress in girl clothes.

But when you told Donna she laughs a bit. “And you didn’t say no?” She says looking at you with a serious look.

Taken aback by Donna. You start to panic. Maybe she didn’t understand the first time and you must explain yourself again. “Look my sister **** me to do this. I just wanted to wear a stupid wig. But no, she must go out of her way to make everything extra for me.” You explain to Donna.

But it doesn’t seem to work, and she can look straight through you. “You didn’t answer the question. How come you didn’t say no? Don’t give me that bullshit about your sister.” Donna says not to let go of this topic.

Having gotten caught in a corner your brain tries to come up with anything. How come you didn’t say no in the first place? Why didn’t you say no, why did you go along with it? So many questions start flooding your brain.

There was an answer you never wanted to say. Maybe you wanted this… Some sick twisted part of your head enjoys dressing like this. Feeling this way. But you refuse that part of you.