“I d-don’t know…” (UH)

“I d-don’t know...” You say honestly. Just like you said to Jeff. You really don’t know why you did this. You could’ve just gone to school dressed normally. Hell, most of the students dressed normally. Yeah, a lot of people are dressing as their opposite styles. But there were a few students who dressed as the opposite gender.

You weren’t the only one. But still, you went the full mile. When you walked down the hallways half the guys lazily put on a wig and red lipstick. They didn’t even dress like a girl. You on the other hand completely came off as a girl.

Donna raises her eyes hearing your response. “Hey, at least you’re not in denial about that whole you know crossdressing thing.” She says looking you up and down.

The funny thing is that you’re in denial. There is a part of you who doesn’t like this. Who wants to protest all the way through. But you can’t admit all the way that you hate this. You would be lying to yourself.

There is a part of you who is enjoying this. It takes you time to fully realize what you're doing. Dressing like a girl. It doesn’t have to be too complicated to understand that. You should just enjoy it.

But your mind refuses to, making the situation feel worse than it is. You had fears and anxiety about today. But none of it happened, your fears never happened. Your anxiety and scenarios never happened.

Before you can think too much about it Donna looks at you with a smirk.

“So, who are you trying to fuck with that outfit? Because you look like a porn parody of what school is. Slutty with no sense of shame.” She says out loud. Making your face become embarrassed. This draws the attention of other people from the class.

She points at all of them as you cover your face with your hand, embarrassed. Donna likes to make embarrassing situations if she has the chance. Donna smirks seeing your reaction and she speaks out loud. “You boys better not get an erection by looking at Ash. They are a guy just like you! But if you don’t mind go ahead, they are a free fu-” Before Donna can finish the lunch bell rings.

Hearing the lunch bell, you take this opportunity to run away. You can hear Donna in the background laughing.