Somber

My hand moved rapidly up and down my pale cock. I bit my lip to avoid making a loud noise. Last thing I wanted was to wake father up.

My balls hit the back of my palm with every stoke. I sunk my fingers deeper into my ass. My fingers just shy of touching the entrance to my womb located someplace further up in my ass. I moaned softly as they brushed against my prostate.

“Mmm” I moaned softly. My fangs sinking into my large plump bottom lip.

I envisioned my Alpha’s in my bed. Their huge cock slamming into my ass and dominating my womb. I imagined the musk they’d drench me in as they sweat all over me. Their rock hard abs, the chest hair, the large fangs sinking into my skin to claim me over and over again.

My cock tingled, the sensation traveled up the base to the tip. I moaned softly eyes closed.

“Mmm!” I grunted. Pumping faster and faster. Suddenly my cock began to shoot thick white ropes of jizz all over my abs. I panted and clenched my lower body. Shot after shot of jizz spewed out of my cock. I grinned loving this feeling.

I panted gripping my cock. I sighed and smiled softly. I looked down at my abs as they were drenched in jizz. I released my cock as it slapped against my lower abs and made a quiet splat into the massive puddle of jizz. I looked at my hand and clenched and released it. Looking at the thick strands of cum. I began to lick my hand clean tasting the salty substance for the first time. I smiled loving the flavor. I used my fingers to scoop up the white cum and lick it. After 15 minutes my abs were now clean with only my saliva left.

I looked over at the clock.

“8:34.” I sighed.

I stood up and threw on a pair of shorts. Grabbing a tee shirt and a used towel I kept in my room. Stepping out into the hall I listened closely. I sighed relaxed as I heard the deep snoring from my father’s room down the hall. I tip toed across the hall and down the stairs. Avoiding the creaking step. I made it down and through a side hall into the bathroom.

I peered into the mirror as I undressed. My 8inch cock and apple sized ball's were damp. I gripped my lower abs feeling the unfamiliar tingle below the surface. I stared at my electric blue eyes that had rays of white mixing in, my deep black hair that had strands of silvery white in it. My small upturned nose, my well defined and square jaw and hallowed cheeks. My porcelain clean pale skin was blemish free. I stared at my abs and ribs, admiring my well defined square pecs.

“Happy 18th birthday Dean.” I mumbled quietly.

I hopped into the shower. The cold water waking me up. I smiled enjoying the sensation of the icy chill on my skin. I loved the feeling of cold water on my skin. Maybe I was just used to it but there was something so comforting about the cold that I loved.

I stepped out of the shower and got dressed. Heading to the kitchen I got breakfast ready. Breakfast was an exaggeration. It was toast for myself. I knew father wouldn’t be up for a couple hours. If the 7 beer cans in the living room were anything to go off of. I grabbed a trash bag and began to clean up. My thoughts were suddenly interrupted by a knock on the front door.

I set everything down and saw two large figures outside the door. I opened it and was met with two Alpha soldiers. They looked me up and down smirking.

“Damn your a tight little sexy thing huh? You Dean?” One of the guards asked.

I smiled softly nodding my head. “Uh y-yeah.” I said softly.

“Mmm cute little voice. Here you go.” The other stated.

He handed me a large blue box. I looked at it confused.

“What’s this?” I asked curiously.

They both leaned in and sniffed me. Growling annoyed before answering.

“Fuck not my mate. It’s your Beta box. Doesn’t your dad tell you anything? All Beta’s get them when they turn 18. Helps prepare them for their first heat. Which of the smell of jizz that’s clearly your scent has already started.” He grumbled.

“He’s just bummed you’re not his mate. He’s had an eye on you for awhile. Don’t be surprised when all the unmated Alpha’s come around today. I know you don’t get told shit.” The other stated.

“Oh uh okay…I’m surprised you all know that.” I mumbled quietly.

“Mhm. All Alpha’s are aware of a Beta’s big 18.” He chuckled.

“There’s a betting pool for who your Alpha’s are. your by far the sexiest Beta around these back woods.” The other stated.

“Thanks…appreciate it.” I chuckled shyly.

“Yeah yeah good luck today and happy 18th.” He stated before they both turned away and left.

“Fuck man I really wanted him to be mine.” He stated to the other as they left.

I chuckled to myself closing the door. I walked into the kitchen and sat the box down. Opening it up to see what’s inside.

The first thing I saw was a book.

Your Beta body and You.

“Mhm.” I sighed.

I sat it down and found a large black box that had a red ribbon around it, A large pink bar of soap, another smaller box with pink ribbon, a bottle of pain pills, and a huge black blanket on the bottom.

At the bottom I found a pamphlet. I opened it first.

So your 18 years old, Happy Birthday!

In this mandatory box all Beta’s are given you’ll find many things that will help you with your first heat, information about your beautiful body, what to expect when your Alpha’s find you, a breakdown of relationships between Alpha’s and Beta’s, how you can help your Alpha’s find you, and more.

Please take this box someplace quiet where you have ease of access to the contents within.

I flipped through the pamphlet. Suddenly hearing thudding footsteps down the stairs.

“Who‘s here!” My father asked.

“Oh uh just some Alpha guards dropping this off.” I said quietly.

He looked at me and the box chuckling.

“take it to your room.” He said walking into the living room.

I nodded and placed everything back inside and took it up to my room closing the door behind me.

I sat the box down and opened the pamphlet again.

When All Beta’s turn 18 their wombs and genitalia become active. You may find that when you first opened your eyes on your 18th birthday your penis felt good. You had an overwhelming desire to begin to stoke it. Your balls tingled, the area in your lower abdomen ached. If so don’t be alarmed please read “your Beta body and you.” Pages 13 through 25 for a detailed explanation of the beautiful processes happening inside your body!

I sat the pamphlet down and did as it said. I opened the book.

Chapter 1 welcome to adulthood!

So you woke up today and masturbated. Nothing to be embarrassed about! Every human on the planet on their 18th birthday wake up to engage in a similar activity. It’s normal, and enjoyable in the right settings. This is the start of your sexual system waking up for the first time. Your body will change more. Your pubic hair will grow, your armpits. All beta’s this is normal. Unlike Alpha’s hair only grows from these places in Beta’s. Alpha’s have similar yet far more active hair follicles Please go to chapter 17 pages 221 through 245 if interested in the process for Alpha’s.

I skimmed through the book partially infested. It had a diagram of my balls compared to Alpha’s.

Where as an Alpha’s balls produce sperm, a beta’s balls produce eggs. During sex when a Beta is aroused the muscles in the rectum close access to the intestines and open the womb cavity. Here is where an Alpha will deposit his sperm through ejaculation. A process most if not all reading this will already be familiar with. Every time a Beta’s mate gets them to orgasm a new egg will release into the Beta’s womb. There it will rest beside the cervix. A pheromone is released from the Beta’s sweat that alerts all their mates in the vicinity that an egg is ready to be fertilized. Thus making them try even harder subconsciously or even consciously to impregnate their darling Beta, You dear. See chapter 2 pages 26 to 73 what to expect now that sperm is inside you for what to expect from your Alpha’s now that your body is potentially pregnant.

I sighed. This was interesting but boring. I’ll return to this later. I opened the large box tearing the ribbon way. I opened the box and blushed. Inside the box was an extremely lifelike and detailed dildo. A massive 8 inch cock with a thick base. I picked it up and felt the extremely lifelike skin as it pulled up like real skin. I sat it down and opened the pamphlet.

Your new friend. Say hello to *insert name here* he’s gonna get you through your heats until your alpha’s can themselves. He’s extremely lifelike and modeled after a real Alpha’s cock and balls. While it may feel too big your womb was designed by the gods to handle even them or their offspring. Don’t worry he’ll fit, never tire, never whine or bite. Sorry for those of you that would prefer he did. Your body heat while in use will expand the base making a knot. Just like a real Alpha’s would during sex. Please read chapter 18 your Alpha’s body, for a detailed description of how an Alpha’s genitalia works during sex.

I stared at the massive dildo. It was beautiful I pondered a name. “Deno.” I sat it down and opened the other box. I found 5 pairs of underwear? I opened them up and realized they covered my cock and balls in a comfy pouch but also were open on the butt.

I once again read the pamphlet.

In this box we’ve provided you Beta straps, unlike Alpha straps which are the reverse of this. A beta strap is open in the butt to allow access to your Alpha’s or your handy dandy dildo. While not usually used it is nice to have. Enjoy their extremely absorbent fabric made of special cotton and fabric similar too your new absorbable blanket. Once used and cummed in they make wonderful gifts to your new Alpha’s when they find you. You’ll be amazed what they’ll do for just a whiff of your scent.

I chuckled. So it’s meant for your Alpha’s. Gotta jizz in them first, Lovely.

After reading the pamphlet fully I knew what everything was for. The soap was a pheromone booster so my Alpha’s could find my scent far easier, the blanket was extremely absorbing and was meant to be jizzed on repeatedly to get my scent. The underwear was for me to wear while I was in heat, and the pain pills were for when my heat really hurt since I had no Alpha cum to make the pain go away. I set everything back into the box and walked back downstairs. I had this strange sense of pride right now. Like I was happy and gleeful. A source that wasn’t mine but coming from someplace else.

“Did you need anything?” I asked my dad.

He waved and watched the TV.

“Nah happy birthday by the way.” He said.

I turned and looked seeing he was watching the Royal Selection. I winced seeing a large Alpha have his head hit in the heat with a mace and collapse dead on TV. I saw a number counter in the corner go from 37 to 36.

It wasn’t so much a selection more of a fight to the **** by Alpha’s. Why anyone joined this year was beyond me. The reason why becoming clear as I saw a blonde hair muscular Alpha grip another black haired Alpha and his hands burst into flames. His yellow eyes filled with glee during the fight. The Alpha yelled and yielded. The counter going from 36 to 35. The beautiful blonde stood and sneered before sprinting into the crowed.

The demigods were fighting this year. The gods chose the Royal Alpha’s and the gods had sons all the same age participating this year. The first time this has ever happened. As well as the fact the gods straight said they were apart of the same pack. It showed as a grey eyed dark haired brunette covered in lighting appeared behind an Alpha about to attack the flame covered blond. Quickly taking a shot at him and knocking him out. The blonde nodded to the brunette and they sprinted away from each other. Definitely unfair advantage there.

I saw another lighter brown haired male with massive claws sprinting around biting and tearing through shields. His light brown hair was elongated and jagged as his claws sunk into the shoulder of an Alpha wielding a sword. It didn’t show what happened after that just that his claw was covered in blood and the counter again went down from 35 to 34.

I winced again hoping he was at least okay.

“Shouldn’t have put themselves in the arena.” My father said in thought.

I looked at him and didn’t reply. I looked back as the crowed awed seeing a tan black haired male burst from the ground pulling a axe wielding Alpha into the ground with him. The counter dropped from 34 to 33.

“As you can clearly see it was no competition here. Medics are on standby as the demigods wipe the floor with their “competitors” those who thought they were able to challenge the sons of the gods themselves.” The news caster said. Laughing with joy at something off screen. I saw smoke and the dial again went down. 33 to 32.

I grimaced and walked out. It was barbaric what they were doing. Why engage like that? Did they get some sick satisfaction attacking those Alpha’s? No better than the drones on my eyes. I pity the beta that has to be with them.

While it would be interesting to see my father declined taking me saying “there’s no need for us to treck all the way. Besides the road between is very dangerous and I’m not strong like I used to be” He was correct. The way there was riddled with drones and dangers. We’d be at higher risk making our way there. Our attention was broken when a couple rapt knocks were heard at the door.

“Dean?” One asked.

I nodded and stepped out knowing what was already happening. I waiting as they sniffed me and growled annoyed. They nodded and walked away. I watched as the shirtless 8ft tall Alpha’s left. Damn I loved Alpha armor. Always showing off the abs and pecs. Guess I’d never admired it before. I noticed my skin was getting slightly sweaty all of the sudden. I knew this was my heat.

I walked back inside and looked at the TV. I saw the sexy brunette covered in lightning dart around 3 Alpha’s who had teamed up. He kicked and punched them. The camera cut when his fist went through someone shoulder. I saw the counter go from 27 to 24. While i found them barbaric my eyes were captivated. I saw his bare chest and abs rise and fall. Sweat gloating off his pale skin. His massive taught muscles flexed. My womb tingled needy. I watched as the tan black haired Alpha who’s fist were covered in rocks slammed his fist into someone’s face, the blonde floated over the arena and blasted flames into his competition, the light haired brunette clawed and bit his way around the coliseum.

Every time I watched them my womb ached for them. I saw in my minds eye them all around me. Thrusting their cocks inside me. Their massive frames against my smaller one as they claimed me. I bit my lip my mind suddenly taken out of the fantasy as I gasped seeing the blonde take a punch straight to the face. He shook his head looked around like he was distracted and retaliated angrily. The four demigods seemed distracted for a second. Peering around the arena before engaging in the fight again. This time it was more forceful and with need.

I decided I couldn’t watch anymore. It was gross and making me nervous. Strangely aroused too. I blamed my heat for this. I grabbed my sketchbook and went out on the porch. Drawing and distracting myself. My anxiety shot through the roof knowing the fight was happening.

Every so often a group of unmated alphas would come by. Sniff me and growl annoyed they didn’t get me as their mate. I simply continued to draw. I realized I was drawing abs and pecs with no face. Suddenly I heard the announcement inside.

“There you have it folks it was never a contest. The demigods are your new Royal Alpha’s!” The news man stated with glee.

I rolled my eyes. Wasn’t a competition anyway. They fought for no reason, probably killed for no reason.

“Sick fucks.” I mumbled disgusted.

I felt four phantom senses of anxiety from someplace. Worry, fear, slight distraught sense. It was like the pride they had felt was sucked from their system. I shook my head.

I grabbed my sketchbook and began to draw. A nice alpha boy bought me this. I remember standing outside a craft shop Looking at the sketchbooks when I heard a deep smooth voice speak.

“Like it?” He asked calmly his voice shook ever so slightly. I remember looking over a bit surprised. I didn’t have any friends growing up so I knew I definitely didn’t know him.

He was very tall even for an Alpha. 10ft. Very pale and very muscular. His attractive features were striking. He had a very sharp jawline and button nose. His electric blue eyes matched mine very similarly. He was wearing a white tank top and a nice black jacket, with a deep black pair of jeans and black combat boots. He seemed a bit tense and nervous talking to me. As casual as he tried to be.

“I uh..like drawing. My names Atlas.” He said laughing slightly. He reached his hand out and I shook it.

I chuckled. It was a bit sweet that he seemed flustered. I gave the guy a break. Why he’d be flustered to talk to me I couldn’t imagine.

“I’m Dean. Uh yeah me too whenever I have supplies. Sometimes my dad gives me scraps of paper that I’ll use. He’s always been pretty supportive of my art habit.” I said laughing slightly.

I saw the corners of his mouth frown with a veiled emotion when I had mentioned father. He quickly seemed to regain his composure though.

“Yeah these are good ones. Though these are better.” He said. Motioning to the nice higher end books. They were black with full covers. Nicely binded into actual books.

Many remnants of the old world still worked. One industry surprisingly besides telecommunications and TV was the art manufacturing area. It took years but to my understanding the country we lived in pieced back together many semblances of the old world.

I chuckled. “Yeah but I don’t even have money for the other ones let alone these.” I smiled. A tad embarrassed.

“Oh well that’s interesting cause I was uh gonna buy them for you.” He said slightly nervous. His hand on the back of his neck.

I raised an eyebrow confused. A bit shocked.

“Why? I don’t wanna sound ungrateful or rude but you don’t know me.”

His eyes seemed sad for a second before he rebounded. Smiling.

“Well us Blue eye guys gotta stick together. I wanna know you. If only for awhile.” He said chuckling.

He picked up four or five book and held them in one hand.

“What about pens or pencils any of those?” He asked.

I stared incredulously.

“Uh n-no that’s okay.”

He looked at me determined.

“Do you have any at home?” He asked

I shook my head no. He smiled walking over to the pens and pencils grabbing the most expensive items he could see. Pens and pencils of all colors. We walked to the front. He placed all the items on the counter. The Beta shopkeep was probably in their early 30s was shocked by him. Clearly taken aback by his attractiveness and probably how much money he was spending. He pulled out his wallet and paid. He paid no attention to the shopkeep. Grabbed the heavy bag and slung it over his shoulder. Placing a hand on my back and led us outside.

“Hungry?” He asked smiling

I shook my head no but my stomach betrayed me as it growled. He chuckled slightly.

“C’mon.” He led us to a deli. We entered, he had to duck a bit to cross the door. All eyes landed on him and seemed taken aback by his looks. He paid them no mind. He walked up with his arm around me.

“See anything you might like? Doesn’t matter what it is it’s on me.” He stated.

I nodded and ordered a bbq steak sandwich on sourdough. He ordered the same. Within minutes we received our food. He led us outside and sat us down at a table. I opened it up and began to eat. I’d never tasted something so good. I wasn’t allowed food like this at home. He sat and watched with a smile on his face. He didn’t eat just watched me. Soon I finished it. I’d never felt so full my entire life.

“Are you gonna eat?” I asked him.

He nodded his head. Smiling still as he watched me.

“Nah not hungry.” He chucked.

Though I had just met him. It felt easy for me to be comfortable around him. He had this cool air around his being that said I was safe. Secure under his gaze.

We sat and talked about random topics for around 2 hours or longer. He was very interested in my life, what I did for fun, favorite colors. As I was talking a random attractive Beta approached our table.

“Hi um excuse me. Could I get your name?” The beta asked. Clearly hoping that this man would recognize them as their mate or something. He turned and looked at them the warmth in his eyes leaving and a cold one entered.

“Don’t you see where busy. It’s rude to interrupt people when they’re in the middle of a conversation.” He stated annoyed.

“Oh uhh I’m sorry yeah..I’ll…uh….go.” They said clearly disappointed with the conversation.

His eyes fell back onto me. The warmth returning as if it hadn’t happened.

“Sorry it’s bugs me when people do that. It’s rude.” He said simply.

He looked at the time and frowned.

“What time do you gotta return?” He asked.

I looked at the clock realizing I lost track of time.

“Like 5 minutes.” I said. Disappointed.

He nodded his head and we walked towards the store. My father saw us and his face dropped.

“Atlas.” He said surprised.

“Cole. Long time no see.” Atlas said raising an eyebrow.

They looked at each other then me. “Oh Dean maybe you wanna get something for yourself inside. Here take some money let us talk for a few minutes alone.” My dad said handing me some money.

“Oh okay thanks dad I’ll be back in a few.” I said nodding knowing he was asking to talk alone with Atlas.

I went inside and after buying a couple bags of chips walked out. Atlas and my father were in a deep conversation.

“He’s a good kid like his dad. There’s a lot of Thomas in him.” He chuckled.

Atlas smiled. “Glad to hear. The more the better. When the time comes next year they’ll come to get him.”

“Yeah…have you guys considered maybe…he should just live a normal life? I know it’s rough on you but maybe he’d be happier.” My dad said concerned.

I saw Atlas frown. “Yes…I…think about that a lot. However the choice is no longer mine to make. You’ve done good with him. Better than I could have hoped.”

“Ahem.” I said announcing my return.

They looked at me and smiled. “Oh hey. Well I’ll be heading out. I just wanted to check in and visit for a bit.” Atlas said with a small frown.

My dad put a hand on his shoulder. “When the time comes there will be more.”

They nodded and smiled and Atlas simply walked off with a wave. I asked my dad who he was but he simply said an old friend and left it at that.

I sighed fondly looking back on that day. As the day tuned to night several groups of Alpha’s made their way out here to sniff me. Always the same they’d walk up to the porch, sniff, growl annoyed then leave. Wash rinse and repeat. I grew bored and decided I’d had enough for the day. I walked inside and closed the door. I walked up to my room and undressed taking the dildo in hand. My stomach twisted excited.

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