Your Alpha’s and You

I undid my clothes throwing the backless underwear on. I placed the box on the floor and grabbed Deno my new dildo. I studied it the base was hairless but they made the top resemble a pubic mound. Giving it realistic freckles too. I flicked the massive apple sized balls like mine and was surprised that they actually moved a bit in the sack. I grabbed the large black blanket and placed it under me knowing it was meant to soak up my pheromones and jizz. I flipped the dildo around and saw in a little written in thing it said.

“Read chapter 3 the womb meets a penis. For a good way to use this product.” I read aloud.

I opened the book and skimmed along. Penis in womb, cervix block, eggs, ah product.

“Place a pillow below the dildo and cover with blanket. This may help resemble the feeling of an Alpha below you. As well as be very comfortable for your first time.” I read quietly.

I knew with my heat my dad was gonna be okay with me being loud. It said in the pamphlet all parents are required to allow the process of a beta’s heat to happen naturally. It was probably why he was passed out completely shit faced right now.

I did as it said and made my pillow a hump station using the blanket as well. Surprisingly with the blanket it didn’t move easily. I sat before it pondering how I’d insert this. I placed the tip of the dildo into my ass. My hole puckered excited, my womb twisted with need to greet the new friend. It was strange but it simply felt like it was gliding in.

“Maybe I should have read the book more.” I sighed.

I slowly sank down feeling the fullness inside me. I gasped as the twisting in my stomach stopped and was replaced with an incredible sensation of pulsing pleasure. I felt every muscle contract wringing around the fake veins and milking the cock head for cum it would never release. It was so strange that I could feel every inch of the false skin with such detail. Every fake vein, every crease, every ridge, the tip of the slit, the heads curves and contours. My hole was mapping the cock with familiarity. I dropped down allowing the whole thing inside me. I mewed loudly panting. Oh fuck this was incredible.

It was like my body knew what I needed to do. I felt my legs jumping up and down aggressively riding deno my dildo. I gasped and groaned already shooting a fat wad of jizz onto the blanket.

“Ah ah aha ahhhh!” I moaned loudly. My tongue was hanging outside my mouth as I fucked myself aggressively onto the cock. I jumped and rode it. I noticed how full I was feeling at the base. I realized it was the knot forming. I was **** for the real thing but this would do. I fell back and the dildo went with me. Fully trapped inside with the knot. I used my hands to grip the base and fucked myself. I could see a visible bulge in my lower stomach where the dildo was inside me.

“Oh fuuuuckkk!” I moaned cumming again.

My memory felt blank. It was like visions of lucidity every so often. What I did know though was I woke up after who knows how long. I was face first into the pillow and ass in the air. I could feel the dildo still in my ass. I reached down and slowly pulled it out. After several tugs it released with a loud pop. Clear fluid dripped down my legs as they shook violently.

I looked at deno and studied the knot. I noticed the two balls were missing and were now inside the base of the cock. Is that how it worked? I wasn’t sure. I would definitely read that passage in the book now however.

I threw it down onto the floor as the suns rays lit up my room. I leaned down and grabbed the book. Flipping to the page about Alpha anatomy.

Oh Alpha’s love them or hate them everything about them is meant to make you feel safe. From the scent of your mates, to the hair on their chests, the large fangs, the massive muscles, everything about them is bred to be killers.

I skipped ahead.

Alpha anatomy and you. Are you curious how your mate’s cock works? Then you’re in the right place. I’ll give a short answer and a long one.

Alpha anatomy especially the cock and balls is visually similar to a Beta’s while functional is different. Where a Beta’s cock cums white fluid that’s full of scent, pheromones, vitamins, aphrodisiacs, and a visual indication for your mates that you’ve released an egg to be fertilized.

While an Alpha’s cock does the same thing in multiple ways. Such as having plenty of nutrients for their beta to ingest though the stomach from oral or absorb through their womb what an alpha’s cock also does is release white fluid full of billions if not trillions of tiny little cells in every drop full called sperm.

I skipped ahead again.

A Alpha’s cock at the base during arousal engorges. Sometimes 4x or 5x the size of the cock. This is meant to block all the sperm inside so they can fertilize the egg properly. After 15 minutes the blood in the knot will die down and the Alpha is ready to pull out so his pack brother can enter. A knot is simply a large sponge like muscle that absorbs blood and releases it when cum has fully been drained by the Alpha. Alpha’s refraction phase can be very quick especially when 18 to 40 by the time the knot is done the Alpha is typically ready to go again. This process is heightened during an Alpha’s monthly rut when the group of Alpha’s all enter a rut phase and will become aggressive and sexually frustrated. The Beta will be kept in the den and typically kept in the bed while the hyper aggressive Alpha’s guard the den with much more ferocity than normal. (Which is saying something because Alpha’s are already ready to kill when it concerns their Beta and the den) Alpha’s are far more dangerous when A) they are in a rut, B) their Beta is in danger, and C) when their Beta is pregnant and/or any of their children are in the den or nearby. Once C happens entering a den no matter the person is a guaranteed **** sentence.

Huh that’s actually pretty interesting. I was deeply curious now about Alpha behavior. While I’d learn more about it myself when actually around my Alpha’s I wanted to know what to expect.

Your pack and you. All Beta’s have two or more Alpha’s this is because there is a 4 to 1 ratio of Alpha’s to Beta’s. All pairings are decided by the gods. How they do it is unknown. When an Alpha finds his beta he is immediately obsessively, compulsively, inconsolably in love with his mate. Alpha’s are only capable of having 1 mate their entire life. Once bonded they become so disgusted with the idea of being with another Beta they become violent and ill. Their hormones are incapable of wanting another. They may find other Beta’s attractive but once they find their mate they no longer do and are hormonally incapable of seeking another. Why the gods have made it a system like this is said to be so the gene pool can flourish with many different genes moving down the line and not being bottle necked by a few extremely powerful and hormonal Alpha’s. A message preached by the church of Ace Wildfang the god of nature and wildlife.

I found the book actually quite interesting. There was a lot to learn about when it concerned Alpha and Beta relationships. I read and continued.

Alpha behavior. All Alpha’s have a tendency to gravitate towards ****. Seeking it out and enjoying the thrill. Where a Beta doesn’t the two behaviors have been studied to clash. No one can say with certainty if you and your mates will clash on such topics. Just remember Alpha’s are designed to be deadly as they are the protective party. They defend the home, young, and Beta from all who’d harm them. A violent Alpha is typically an indicator of a caring Alpha. Alpha’s have never been observed becoming violent with their bonded Beta. It’s actually the opposite, Beta’s have been observed becoming violent to their Alpha’s especially when they are pregnant or the Alpha plays too rough with the Beta. All Alpha’s that have been observed durning such an event have also been observed to submit fully. Becoming docile and laying on their back to allow the Beta access to their body. Once the Alpha shows submission and the Beta calms the pack tends to go to the den alone. When questioned all Alpha’s have confirmed that they went back to the den and comforted their Beta and their Beta comforted them.

(Note all Beta’s during these studies are unable to answer questions. Alpha’s have become violent when anyone approaches the beta after all these events.)

I skimmed on and on. After several hours of reading I decided I’d learned enough for now. I closed the book and set it aside. I was happy I was a Beta. I knew with everything going on I’d rather be protected than the protector. I went downstairs and made myself food. I peeked into the living room seeing my father passed out a cold pizza half eaten on his lap I grabbed the box and took it to the fridge. I ate my toast and went back to my room. My lower stomach tingled but I didn’t feel horny anymore. If anything I felt….needy. Like I wanted to be held. I sighed annoyed knowing it was part of my heat cycle. Horny then needy just like the book described. I remembered what the book said.

An Alpha’s musk is what a Beta desires. Especially during events of high stress and anxiety. When a Beta is stressed the Alpha’s become more stressed. It creates a negative feedback loop. How you as a Beta can calm this or even an Alpha is simply smell your mates. All your mates smell the same. Only the Beta smells different in the pack. A scent Alpha’s can hunt like blood hounds. Simply lift your Alpha’s arm and place your face into his armpit. Gross no Alpha sweat glands are the most potent in their armpit and genitals however if the two the armpit is the most scent heavy. It’s close to the heart a noise that will calm the Beta when he hears his mates. It’s in a very strong place muscle wise which is perfect for the Beta to bite into for stress relief. It also allows the Alpha’s to physically grab you easier to comfort you. High stress events include a Beta’s heat.

I rolled over in bed. Deno was great but….yeah I could definitely do with being cuddled right now. Can’t cuddle a dildo into a good night sleep. I chuckled quietly to myself at the idea. After tossing and turning from my stomach aching I finally fell asleep.

The morning routine was the same. Get up make breakfast, make sure father had what he needed. I sat on the porch allowing the unmated Alpha’s to come and show off before sniffing me. It was nice to feel desired I suppose. If not just a tad strange to watch them flex their biceps and pecs. I never did find my mates from the Alpha’s that came. Each one growled angrily at the fact I wasn’t their chosen Beta. I began to wonder who my Alpha’s were myself at this point. The next two days the visitors became less frequent. We lived in a rural part of the country and only the stationed military personnel and few local males were unclaimed Alpha’s. I remembered what the book had said about helping your mates find you. I used the soap and walked down the trail into town. It was only a 15 minute walk to the town.

I passed several of the same guards who had came to check if I was their mate, receiving sad stares from a few of my apparent admirers. I had my sketchbook in my bag and some pencils that Atlas had bought me last year. I walked down the road and took a left into the tree line where after several minutes I came across a creek that fed directly into the lake. I sat on a bench and took out my sketchbook. I wasn’t sure what to draw right now frankly. I sat and stared at the massive wall that protected the town of Manya where I lived.

There were hundreds of towns like mine. Large barriers and barricades were built to protect the citizens from the drones outside the walls. They weren’t seen close to towns often you had to venture out into the wild towards their dens. What they were was a mystery. Just that they had a hankering for flesh of humans. I remember reading the PSA that was mandatory to play at 9AM and 9PM. Drones were far more deadly at night. Their black skin and massive talons often hid them perfectly in the trees above waiting to drop down and snatch you into their maw. All Alpha’s were **** at age 14 to enter the military and serve their community and country. Once 18 said Alpha’s would be sent out on extermination expeditions. While casualties were low for Alpha’s after 4 years of training it still happened. I stripped my shirt and got into my shorts. Setting everything down in a pile and walked into the water. The cool feeling greeted me comfortably as I began to swim down into the water. My eyes never stung in the water I could also see with clarity as if it wasn’t there. I swam to the bottom looking at the rocks and sandstone. Mashing the clay between my fingers, I could hold by breath for an extremely long time I believe my record was 22 minutes under water.

After awhile I swam back to the surface and was greeted by several bare chested guards.

“Told ya.” One chuckled.

My anxiety picked up. I didn’t like being around people too much. I stared at them unsure. They noticed my uncomfortably. One raised his hands.

“Hey don’t wanna bug you were just here to do our sniff check. We got distracted by how long you were down there. I mean that’s actually incredible!” One chuckled.

“Yeah what was his time?” One asked another.

“18 minutes and 22 seconds!” Another exclaimed.

They all talked amongst each other and smiled stunned at me. I crawled out of the water and wiped my face on my tee shirt. “Thanks.” I said quietly.

“We knew you weren’t drowning we could clearly see you swimming around looking at stuff and moving the clay.” One stated.

I nodded. I didn’t really care much for what they had to say. They began to whistle at my nude upper body. I blanched quietly at them. One by one they sniffed me inhaling my scent and growling frustrated before they left. I sighed happy they were gone and sat down. I began to doodle random things. Cats, dogs, a squirrel I saw in a tree. I kept having an image of the demigod males in my mind. On one hand I hated the way they brutally attacked people in the coliseum. On the other I understood they were challenged. No Alpha entered the arena without the intent to do so. They knew what they were up against. That being the sons of the gods themselves. The champions in the war effort. The men who led the armies already now had their true and proper titles as Royalty.

I pondered the Great War currently raging on. The gods descended shortly after those creatures appeared. They were slaughtering and killing every human and animal in sight. Soon the gods came down and took up arms leading their followers and forces to repel the attacks. It was said shortly after the war began the gods impregnated a Beta each and had a child. Now their sons are of age and trained in the finest martial capacity. Their sons all vicious killers like their fathers. Something I saw firsthand on the TV. I sighed and began to draw them. I had to admit they were simply beautiful. Those chiseled features, those beautiful eyes, those massive muscles. Everything about them made me horny. I felt a tingle of joy someplace deep inside me. Once I was done and the drawing was completed I put everything away and slung my shirt over my shoulder and headed back home. I entered the house smelling the remnants of heated pizza.

“Oh there you are. I reheated the pizza it’s on the counter.” My dad said from the living room seeing me walk in.

I nodded my thanks and walked in plate of food on hand and sat on the couch watching the TV.

“I’m here today with the demigods themselves your new Royal Alpha’s. It was never a contest but tell me how does it feel knowing your places are cemented?” The news man asked.

I turned and looked at the TV my heart skipping a beat seeing the four Alpha Males. They paused for a moment looking at each other and smiled.

“We feel very proud of our achievements. While yes some may say that a fight in the coliseum was….unnecessary we’d disagree.” The black haired male stated firmly.

The blond chirped up. “Yeah. They wanted the fight and we gave them one. Do remember that out there.” He laughed.

They all nodded and the news man seemed surprised. “You say that as if people have been upset by the fight? Have some been?”

They looked at one another and gave sad smiles and looked at the TV. “Some are not happy. For instance our Royal Beta. He….watched it. We….felt his discomfort.” The dark brown haired Alpha stated.

The news man smiled and seemed shocked by their statement. “Oh your Royal Beta? We didn’t know you four had found him and bonded.” He chuckled.

The four looked at him and smiled. “We didn’t.” The black haired one stated.

The news man seemed unsure. “Well…..I don’t wanna offend anyone. How did you feel his discomfort or know then?”

The four chuckled. “Well….its a secret but let’s just say our fathers made the bond with our mate extra special given who we are and he is. For instance we can feel his eyes on us right now. He’s watching us live on TV right this moment.” The blonde stated looking at the TV.

The news man nodded understanding what they were talking about and implying. “Well is that why you four have cancelled the choosing ceremony where many Beta’s came to the capital to see if they’re your mate?”

They nodded. “Yeah he…didn’t come. It was planned to be that way. Our fathers decided that was best and we should get him ourselves.” The lighter haired brunette said smiling.

The news man seemed a little shocked and confused for a moment. “Now forgive me for poking but you said “our fathers” are you implying that….he is also a demigod? After all the moon god has no claimed son.”

The four looked at him annoyed. “You read to far into it.”

I watched to see their reaction before my dad changed the channel. “Eh kinda boring.” He chuckled. I laughed agreeing.

We sat watching some random cartoon. After we were done eating I took his plate and cleaned up.

“So how is your heat going?” He asked me curiously.

I chuckled. “It’s going fine. It’s not quite glamorous or anything but I guess it’s normal.”

He chuckled. “Yeah that’s understandable. I read the pamphlet they sent me. Just keep it in your room alright.”

I nodded agreeing and after a few hours I said my goodbye and walked upstairs to my room. I crawled into bed. Closing my eyes and faded into a dreamless sleep.

The next morning I woke up late. I walked downstairs and saw my dad frowning slightly looking at an old photo.

“Sit down Dean.” He said tiredly.

I nodded and sat on the couch. He stood and sat next to me holding the photo. My father’s blonde hair and green eyes stared at us. How I had black hair and blue eyes was a mystery. Considering my father’s brown hair had faded to a grey and his once life filled brown eyes were dull. He looked at me and the photo.

“Your dad Thomas was an amazing person. He….did some stuff that broke my heart but I understood why he did it. What do you think of the world Dean?” He asked me staring at the photo.

I pondered my answer. This was unlike him but I chose my words carefully. “I think the world is a dangerous place.”

He nodded. “Understandable especially with the war outside going on. Do you think the world is redeemable though? Do you think people, all people are redeemable? At least to some extent?”

I looked at him. “I…think most people are redeemable. At least if they seek forgiveness to some extent. It depends on the actions though.”

He nodded. “That’s good Dean. Forgiveness is a virtue. Not of the gods but of humanity. Hate and anger are a double edged sword. He asked me this question once right here in this room.” He sighed looking at the photo.

“He’d be so proud of the man you’ve become. Despite the looks you have so much of him in you. The way your hair falls on your face, the way your eyes shine, your skills in art, your voice, your smile, your soft and gentle nature. It’s all his Dean. Your dad was a beautiful soul a beautiful piece of humanity. Sometimes it hurts to look at you cause all I see is him in your eyes. You don’t have his colors but you have his spirit.” He said softly.

I stared at him stunned he smiled and slapped my back making me wince softly. “You’re his son that’s for sure. Always remember no matter what that Thomas loved you so much. Find love in the world Dean. Find joy in the small things like him. Beauty in nature and people. Forgive not because someone ask but because your heart desires love and peace.”

He handed me the picture. “Take it. He’d want you to have it. Love yourself Dean always remember you deserve joy in life. Now go upstairs and get dressed I’m taking you someplace.” He sighed.

I nodded standing up and taking the picture. I went to my room and closed the door. I sat the photo on my desk and did as asked.