Love Lost: Tragedy Eternal

Hi there, my name is Damien and I want to tell you a story. It’s a pretty shitty story at that so bear with me. I am in a unique situation, but I’ll let the story fill you in the details. Here we go……..

Prelude

Spending 60 days in country on my first time with Zero Section of the CIA’s SOG section and surprisingly it was boring. Composed mostly of watching, listening and looking at some local nationals for intel on possible operations when you saw her. 5’2 Redhead semi-shapely woman in PT shorts, black unit shirt and a PT belt. Her stature and what not didn’t intrigue me at the time what caught my eye at the time it was something I couldn’t place my hand on. During a routine humanitarian aid mission with tribal leaders you and your squad are sent to evaluate high level assets for possible removal. You see her among the female terps and psyops teams that are operating in front of you. Your eyes make contact for the first time as she is directing her people unloading food and medical and she smiles at you. From that moment forward during the mission you try and get close to her. During one part of the mission there is a tribal meeting you and her lock eyes again but this is different. She looks your feet to head slowly and at the end smiles coyly. Just as you two get into a game of eye fucking, the village comes under attack from mortars and small arms fire and seeing they were outnumbered after calling in air support by her JTAC your squad begins to move to intercept while you help get the populace to safety within the village. While doing this you bump into her and wanting to say something you simply grab her up with 2 other troopers and go to provide close proximity protection to the Village Elder. Listening to the radio you hear that the enemy is pushing harder into the village and your team has lost 2 already. You have the woman and other 2 seal the door after you leave and tell the woman that Evac was 10 minutes out and air is on station. Looking her dead in the eyes you can taste her fear. “First time under fire?” you ask grinning. “Yes, sorry sir.” She responds back “you will be fine. Just watch the door and be prepared” you tell her. “Lock the door and breath 10 minutes” you say as you grab her hand. She blushes hard and mumbles something. You want to ask her but weapon fire is growing louder and you know you have to reinforce. As you step out and steel yourself to the you have to commit you consider how that woman looked at you all day. [what the fuck man, stop thinking about the chick and get your mind right. People are dying here] you think to yourself as you move into position. “Mikey!! Tell me what’s going on man” you scream out to your team. Mikey gives you the news as a member of the village security catches a round in the head. You and your guys immediately opens up and moves in position. On cue 10 minutes later an Osprey and gunships arrive and the gunships level the opposition. Doing battle assessment of the event including the firefight you find that the village ties have been strengthened but they lost 20% combat strength and between the 2 military humanitarian aid teams there has been 8 deaths. 6 of your teammates were killed protecting everyone else. This hits you like a ton of bricks and you become numb. “Are you ok? Is there anything I can do to help?” The woman asks bashfully. You look at her, trying to search for something on her face and eyes. “No you can’t and it’s not on you. I just want to be alone.” You say to her as you turn away. “No chance in hell, I know what you do and what you have been through in a sense. David was my brother.” She says grabbing your arm. You look at her as your rage builds but you see a woman who refuses to move. On the inside if you could feel something you would feel intense attraction and arousal for this guardian angel of a woman. As she guides you to the dining hall she turns and says “By the way I’m SFC Roxanne Hall” You want to speak but can’t. “I’ll be with you until you are ok. You can tell me you name later” she says smiling. That night and overt the course of your deployment you and her spend massive amounts of time together.