It was way too big for my ass. I just had to try it.

I was always discrete about bi-sex. Was talking about it with the curly-haired guy that sucked my dick in the bathroom. He said it is not as if I walk around with a sign that says I suck cock on it. My sexual encounters with the same sex were few and far between. Like to think of them as bisexual encounters. I don’t or ever have considered myself gay or homosexual. I still think bisexuality is the default sexuality for both men and women. Though most do not admit to themselves or others. It's just become an opinion of mine over the years

I went out in the woods to the picnic table way out there. Sitting there thinking about him if he lured me so the guy in weeds could film us having sex. I don’t know I wonder. Sitting there wishing the feminine boy would materialize. I was looking at the tree he put his hands on bent over offering me his beautiful round ass. This was over a year later. The memories were still crisp and clear in my mind. It got so pathetic I started jagging off. It was the 4th of July.

There I was jagging off dreaming about a beautiful fem boy I had fucked there. Then out of the blue, some guy walks out of the foliage sits down next to me asks how are you doing? Said oh I am OK. Sits next to me pulls his dick out starts stroking it. I could imagine the look on my face staring at his dick. I was in awe of it. I have been around and have seen some big dicks. He reaches over starts stroking my dick. Put his in my hand OMG!!! Talk about feeling small.

Put my hand on that massive hunk of meat. It was hard as a rock. Squeezing it hard stroking it felt his heartbeat. His dick head shining I saw myself in a reflection off of it. It was amazing I was mesmerized hypnotized by it. I get up just want to get both of my hands on it lick kiss that beautiful massive shiny dick head try and get it in my mouth and pump milk that mussel. I stood up he started sucking my dick. That was not my objective.

I just wanted to pull my dick out of his mouth and attack his dick. There's some kind of unwritten rule book of cocksucking etiquette. I started squeezing his head he was pretty good. He stops takes it out of his mouth looks up at me and says that feels good I said OK it's just kind of what I do when someone sucking my dick I am glad you like it. My eyes were transfixed on that big beautiful cock. Just wanting it my mouth in my hands. I am a real cocksucker no doubting that. The anticipation grew. Like Pavlov’s dog, the bell is ringing my mouth is watering.

Me squeezing his head like that really got him going. It only lasted like two more minutes. Told him I am going to cum. Looks up at me not taking it out of his mouth. Too late then looking at me know pumping cum he liked it. So I finally got both my hands on that massive rock-hard meat licking kissing that dick head. I got the head in a couple of inches more in my mouth. I got both hands on it squeezing still room pump it. Just want to pump it suck lick kiss it. Want to get it pumping out cum. See it erupt. Took it out of my mouth to catch my breath. I looked down big beautiful tight nut sack with no hair. I love balls !!!

I dove in rubbing my face on them putting them in my mouth. Feasting on his balls with my tongue I was in cocksucker heaven. My fetish for smooth hairless tight balls borders on a sickness I love a mouth full of balls. . I was falling short of my goal of getting this big beautiful cock to erupt. Sort of funny and ironic it was the 4th of July. Wanted this to go off like a rocket. Wanted to see it spew out cum feel it throb pulsate pumping it out.

Then started looking around thinking is that asshole out here filming me with his video camera? He asks me what's wrong? I did not even want to try to explain. I did not want to fuck the moment up. I said never mind. I went back to pumping it rubbing that shiny dick head on my lips licking sucking. I got back to my objective of getting it to erupt. I wanted to see feel it gushing. Then without really thinking I did something incredibly stupid. I did not give it much thought. If I did would have never done it.

I got up got my knees on the bench leaned reached back spread my ass cheeks said please put it in. At least he was prepared more than I was. He puts a rubber on had lube lubed it all up to then put some lube on my butthole. Put his finger in. The anticipation then started thinking about the size of it. Fear started to creep in. I never had anything that size go into my ass before. I was scared half to . I don’t want to go into numbers and proportions I did not want to believe it myself. When I say big. I mean BIG !!!

There I was I assumed the position spreading my cheeks like an open invite. The fear I almost stood up said OK I changed my mind. He put that dick head on my butthole OMG felt so good I started to relax. He applied pressure slowly then backed off. The way it felt against my butthole I started pushing back I spread my cheeks as far as I could. I pushed back hard. OMG, it went in. Putting it a little deeper than a little more till to my disbelief it was all the way in. The most overwhelming feeling. Then he started thrusting OMG !!!

Then it happened my butthole mussels started to pulsate uncontrollably started shooting cum out the mussels of my rectum gripping it releasing I had no control over it. I can feel that massive meat in me start pulsating at the same time. To my astonishment and disbelief, him pulling it out was more overwhelming than it was going in. I felt like I was turned inside out. Stood up legs shaking. He was ripping the rubber off. Till today did not believe that all went up into my ass. That was one hell of an experience. To be continued?