A Manhood in Shambles
A boy who never had hope of being his own man
Chapter 1
by 
Betamen
Shambles. That's the only way I can describe what your life has become. Your life has been defined by a series of events that have lead you down this a dark and twisted path that's stripped you of all the manhood you had, in a world that didn't accept you. You've lost all chances of normal, meaningful relationships with everyone you've cared about. However hard you try to live a normal life, you resort to the lowest forms of comfort you have. And through all the humiliation and self-hate, you've grown to love it, in a fucked up kind of way.