Finding Herself

“So you didn’t need a sexual relationship with Xander because you were getting it without anyone knowing.”

“I guess that’s one way to look at it. After I came out I dated a couple of girls. I learned I was a pretty big submissive. Guy or girl I enjoy being told what to do in sexual situations. Most of the girls were clearly in the experiment stage but I didn’t care, I was definitely happy to go down on them and give them memories they wouldn’t forget. I really thought about asking Sheila out, but she actually cut me off before it ever came out and said how happy she was with how things were. But even if I didn't get releif from other girls, I always had the option of intense orgasms from Xander without anyone knowing.”

“Nothing else with Xander directly though?”

“Not for a while. Well, one exception, but it doesn’t count,” I said hopefully.

“I’ll be the judge of that.”

Yeah, it was naive on my part to think Anya wouldn’t care about this. “So at one point we had to deal with this poltergeist duo that was haunting the school. We were going to try an exorcism, Cordy had the idea of Xander seducing the female part of the pair. She probably meant it as a joke, but it was something I actually could do. Basically the idea was to let the spirit inhabit Cordelia and have Xander seduce her.”

“She didn’t mention it to me,” Anya said.

I nodded my head in agreement, “Even though I’ve told her about it, she doesn’t remember and thinks I’m making it up. We thought it was worth a try so I summoned the spirit of Grace. She had been a teacher, fell in love with a student, didn’t go well. Grace took over Cordelia and, well, Xander got to seducing. I stayed around to…maintain the spell.”

“Yeah, I’m sure that’s all it was.”

I blushed, something I didn’t do a lot anymore. “Well there’s Xander fucking Cordelia promising to turn her, Grace, into a three hole slut. Have you ever heard a poltergeist moan in pleasure? It runs right through you. One of the things we weren’t counting on was that Cordelia possessed by a poltergeist would be incredibly horny. Like a match for Xander horny. So after cumming down her throat, pussy, and ass, she wanted more. And while watching Xander pound her ass while wrapping his hands around her throat while she screamed harder, I felt I needed to do more.”

“I’m still doubting this was all just a noble act on your part.”

“Yes, I wanted to eat Cordelia out. Ride her face while pulling on her hair. Maybe even spank her ass while she bounced on Xander’s dick,” I said. The last part I’d used Xander’s belt for. It wasn’t like Cordelia was going to notice why her ass hurt after the fucking Xander had given it.

“Just Cordelia, not Xander.”

“I may have, accidentally, licked his balls while they were having sex. And once he pulled out and came over my face. It was also necessary to suck him hard again. Twice.”

Anya leaned back in her chair, “And Cordelia remembered none of this? Not even the mass fucking her body took.”

“No, her memory of the possession, even our discussing the plan, disappeared. The body soreness was there, but she blamed it on catching the flu that was going around at that point.”

“Yeah, Buffy has already told me about how the flu connected. Anything else with the two of them?”