a bit of blankness

"Catherine, any time you are going to think about your feelings for Shamir while in public, you'll find they simply disappear. However, if you have these thoughts in private, or while alone with me, you will find that you will forget them, your eyes will roll back, And you will have a pleasurable feeling inside you - like a mini- orgasm. This exists to train your mind that forgetting this pain is actually a good thing" he said.

He watched as her body shuddered. It must have just happened.

"Heh. Did that feel good?" He asked.

"Yessss..." She replied, a smile on her face.