Zack has a life-changing moment

Zack was completely and utterly puzzled. He hadn’t slept at all after collapsing over the couch with Hannah, his mind preferring to work instead as his fingers mindlessly caressed the older girl’s blonde hair.

He thought that after having sex with a crush, like Hannah or Victoria, he would feel like an invincible superhero, but that wasn’t the case now, quite the opposite actually. Not that it was a bad thing, he just felt like Zack Bishop, nothing more, nothing less.

”What’s that supposed to mean?” He asked himself while staring at the ceiling. ”The sex was amazing!”

It took him a while to understand it but, while sex with Hannah had been the highlight of his life so far, the years of fantasizing about her built such an image in his head that even the most incredible reality couldn’t match.

His world then started to shatter around him, piece by piece, as Zack realized that it would be even worse if he ever managed to have sex with Victoria. The real Vicky would never amount to the one he cultivated in his fantasies.

”After two years, do I even like her or it’s just the idea of her that lives in my head nowadays?”

The fact that there was even a doubt was enough proof, in Zack’s opinion. Yes, he had to stop pursuing Vicky before he got her hurt for real, and himself along the way.

Zachary felt even worse when he remembered there was another thing to consider amidst that whole mess, Heather became collateral damage. He was so frustrated because of Victoria that he unwittingly allowed himself to fall for her looks and her strong personality. He realized now that, when they came back from the lookout point, he didn’t feel guilty because of what Vicky could think, but for using Heather to forget about his frustrations.

He needed to apologize to her, and to Lisa too for that matter. To do that, however, he needed to get up, and it wouldn’t be too much polite to do it while Hannah was still sleeping on his chest. He spent the next few minutes staring down at her beautiful face, snoring softly as she slept. As if on cue, her greyish-blue eyes fluttered open to meet his blue ones.

“Hmm,” She hummed, stretching her legs and arms. “How long did we slept?”

“You’ve slept for a little more than half an hour, I guess.” Zack smirked at her.

Hannah raised a curious eyebrow. “You stayed awake?”

“Yeah, after you fell asleep, I started to think about stuff and, well, time passed and here we are.” He replied with a small smile.

Hannah looked at the younger boy with concern on her features. “You’re not thinking about Victoria again, are you?”

“Yes but, not in the way you’re thinking I am,” Zack dodged her eyes to look back at the ceiling. “Have you ever had one of those moments when you think that everything in your life changed?”

Hannah gave him a small smile, recalling the time she realized she didn’t love Peter anymore. “Yeah, you can say that.”

“I think I’m having one of those,” Zack said, proceeding to relay his fears to the older girl. “I just, well, I’m not sure if fantasies are supposed to be fulfilled.”

“What, you didn’t enjoy the sex?” Hannah asked with a teasing voice.

“That’s the problem, it was the best moment of my life, but I’ve spent so much time imagining how it’d be, that even the best wasn’t enough.” Zack answered, a defeated look on his face.

“Zachary, you can’t be sure the same will happen with Victoria.” Hannah said, trying to cheer him up.

“I am sure, Hannah, ‘cause the way I’ve pined for her was even worse,” Zack argued. “Sex with her will always be unfulfilling, no matter how good it gets. In the long run, it’ll be better for both of us if I don’t bother her ever again.”

Hannah felt like crying, her heart broke at seeing her friend’s brother looking so hopeless and pessimistic. “You’re still eighteen,” She reminded him, lifting up her upper body to give him a view of her spectacular naked breasts. “Plenty of time to find the right girl, but in the meantime,” She paused, leaning down to plant a brief kiss on his lips. “Remember you have people who care very much about you.”

Zack smiled up at his sister’s best friend. “Thanks, Hannah, you’re the best.”

“Well, I try.” Hannah gave a playful shrug.

The younger Bishop chuckled before turning to the locked door. He knew that, once they crossed that door again, he and Hannah would be back to being only friends. ”Shame, I think I wouldn’t mind an opportunity to see if I could make reality match fantasy.”

“Okay, Buster,” Hannah patted his cheek and jumped off the couch, her spankable ass slightly jiggling as she did so. “Off you go, you have to go back and I’ve got to take another shower.”

Zack swung his legs off to the side, moving to a sitting position. “Yeah, you’re right,” He then looked at the older girl again. “Hey, Hannah, thanks for, well, everything.”

Hannah smirked at him. “Anytime, Zachary, anytime.” She replied, picking up her clothes and heading to the door, leaving Zack to wonder just what she meant with ‘anytime’.