You want to know what was 'messed up'

During a languid session with Rainie in which the two of you have been kissing and playing with each for a couple of hours - your mind goes back to the night of the orgy.

Both of you take a break, Rainie is smoking a cigarette as you lay by her side, your head on her shoulder. Her words from that night pop back into your head.

"Babe," you look up at her. "Do you remember at the glory hole."

She laughs.

"Not something I am going to forget."

"Well, do you remember saying something being messed up and you asked if they were really going to do it?"

Rainie tenses up.

"Yeah, not really."

"You are not a great liar are you." You poke her. Her behaviour is starting to make you nervous.

She moves away from you, stubs out her cigarette and starts to get out of bed.

"Wait, can we talk about it?"

"No, I don't think so." Rainie tries to leave but you hold on to her wrist. You are genuinely freaked out.

"Okay, this looks really bad please, you are freaking me out." You already regret even asking.

Was it something I did?

Rainie looks wistfully at you. She almost looks like she is going to cry.

"In the heat of the moment it was really hot, and everything was crazy, Like, I should have said something, I am sorry ."

You find yourself about to start crying now.

"Rainie, please just tell me what is going on?"

"You should probably talk to your sister." Rainie says.

What. The. Fuck.