You hold your thoughts.

You simply bit your lips holding your thoughts at bay. You don't want things to be awkward definitely if the trio is going to the state fair. You let out a sigh. You simply punch her arms and smiles at her. "Ash your a great person trust me their many fish in the sea!" Including me... You really wanted to add that part to the sentence but you stop yourself.

"Alex I don't want a fish!" She says in a goofy voice. You chuckle at her response and simply smiles at her. You say to yourself as long as she happy your happy. You just don't know how long you put on this facade.

That ever-growing fear of being replaced with someone new. You only can do so much as someone "best friends". One day if she finds someone in her life, you don't know if you can stand around and watch her act lovely Dovey with them.

"Earth to Alex! Your there?" Your thoughts get broken as you see Ash waving her hand in front of your face. "Sorry, I was just thinking about someone." You mumble while looking away from her. "Who you thinking about?" She asks curiously. You really, really wanted to say you... "Don't worry about let just go get ourselves lunch." You say as you hear the class bell.

You see Ash pouting and you shrug her off and walk to the cafeteria with her.