You have a boyfriend

You think about your boyfriend, Alex Deere. {if Relstat = 2}You weren't sure he'd be able to handle an open relationship, and you might have had some trouble with the idea too, but it worked out great. {if Women=true}Of course, you might not feel the same way if you didn't think it was kind of hot to imagine. {endif}Still, you haven't told him that you're doing this, and probably won't, unless something happens to change your mind. {elseif Relstat = 3}You're not sure what he'd think if he knew what you were doing, but you don't plan on finding out any time soon, that's for sure. He'd probably be mad, but it's probably not like he never masturbates, and this is just a way of getting off. It's not like it's cheating. {elseif Relstat = 6}It's not that you don't like him, you do, but you just want something else. You feel kind of guilty for thinking about cheating, but it's still your strongest fantasy. {elseif Relstat = 7}He'd might never forgive you if he knew your were cheating on him. He wouldn't understand that you still love him, that's why you aren't breaking up with him.{endif}