You’re not even sure…

After sitting on your knees for a couple of minutes, you pulled yourself up to your feet. Your whole body was unsteady, and your movements were zombie-like. You put on your coat and shambled out the door.

Your mind was completely blank. Not a single thought fills your head. No motivation of plan, you simply kept shambling forward, your eyes lifeless.

The world had changed. Not in the physical sense, no. Instead you noticed how much more terrifying everything was. You felt how weak and small you were, and the looming presence of men drove fear into your heart. Every man was taller and stronger than you, if they wanted to take you, the could at any moment. And you felt the same violation as before. Your felt their eyes crawling all over you, judging you, undressing you, ravaging you. Hands from the crowded sidewalk reached out to you. They touched your body, caressed you with menacing intent. Squeezed your breast, slapped your ass, grabbed your pussy. One of these hands even shoved his fingers inside you and whispered in your ear, “wet? I knew it, you like this don’t you? You dirty little slut, you want this.”

This was the final straw. You ran through the crowd, snow began to flutter around you. Your breath turned to clouds of vapor in front of you, and your lungs stung with the cold air. It started to snow. Gently at first, and then became a violent flurry. But you kept on running all the same. The cum on your face and chest spread out and dried on your skin. The cum in your hair clumped into hundreds of tiny white blond before drying out just the same.

Your ran straight onto a patch of fresh ice and crashed to the floor, and felt pain shoot in your leg as your ankle bent unnaturally. As you lay in the snow, you caught sight of your reflection in the ice. Your skin was pale, far more than before. Your right eye was swollen and black from when you hit the sink. You hair was an unkempt and frizzy mess, full of white specs. And flakes of dried cum were peeling off your face.

And you finally broke down. All the emotions you’d been holding back. The pain, fear, and uncertainty. The isolation, humiliation, and violation. The vulnerability. It all came flowing out as you curled into a ball and cried. Tears streaming down your face as you silently wailed in anguish. You wished the snow (now quickly pulling up around you) would burry you. You wished you could crawl into that deep white blanket and sleep forever.