Working it Out

Riley gave himself a long look in his closet's floor length mirror. He stood there wearing only a bra, panties, and stockings. Despite what he may have expected he didn't feel much of anything. The revulsion he'd grown used to do wasn't there, or at least it wasn't bad enough to be a problem. He ran his eyes over the curves of his breasts and his waist, but found that tonight he simply didn't care. He was beginning to accept his new life.

He had to, he'd realized. He couldn't afford to check out. Paige needed him. Trevor needed him. He'd lost a lot, but not everything. He'd pull through this somehow.

Riley stepped out of the closet and went to his bedside table where he'd left a stack of papers. It wouldn't be a bad thing really if Audrey found them lying out, but he'd rather she didn't. He picked them up and put them away in a drawer. He'd started trying to work out who had given Paige her extra transformation, but he'd had to stop before he got too far along. The wound was fresh and working the problem had only been making him angry. He needed to calm down and think. He'd hit it again tomorrow.

Riley lay back in his bed and flipped on the television. He probably still had another hour or so before Audrey got back from dinner. She'd invited him out of course, but he'd declined. He was starting to feel better, but he wasn't quite up for socializing yet.

He was casually flipping through the channels, trying to find something to watch, when he stumbled on a porno mid sex-scene. It wasn't surprising, the show aired a lot of porn channels pretty much 24/7, but unlike most nights he didn't immediately click away. His libido had been in the dumpster recently (for understandable reasons) and he hadn't gotten off since before he'd been brought onto the show. For the first time in a while though he felt something stir.

The scene was pretty standard fare: a hot brunette was going down on a big-dicked stud. Riley watched. As he began to get more and more turned on his dick swelled, forming a tent in his panties.

Slowly, Riley shucked his underwear off to free his hardness from beneath. His hand reached down and took hold of his dick. Slowly, he began to work it in time with the blowjob on the screen. The girl was hot, and his breathing quickened as he imagined her lips wrapped around his cock. Riley moaned and a small bead of pre-cum began to pool at his tip.

The guy wasn't bad either. Not hot really, male pornstars weren't usually cast for their faces, but he had a good body and a big cock.

Riley stopped cold. He let his mind go blank. He had done a lot of growing, but he was not ready to confront that transformation yet. Swallowing hard, he grabbed the remote and flipped the TV off. No more porn tonight.

He closed his eyes and chose one of his tried and true fantasies: Paige, on all fours. He imagined her pussy as he pounded it from behind, imagined her moans as she gave herself up to him for the first time. It was more than enough to get him back into the flow of things.

Riley was starting to get close, but there was something missing. Something he'd been putting off. Tepidly he moved a second hand down between his legs. First he massaged his balls, but that was only a pit stop. He lifted his leg and slipped his hand around to slide under his ass. There, he extended a single finger and cautiously began to rub at his hole.

The experience was confusing. Riley had plenty of memories of masturbating this way, but he knew they weren't his real memories. He'd never done this before. Or, he had, but only in the new past. It was hard to keep straight.

Riley focused on his fantasy about taking Paige's virginity doggy style. It wasn't too hard, the fantasy was hot. He had other fantasies involving her now though. Ones where he was on all fours. Ones that, even if he let himself admit he was interested in, were never going to come true. Paige would never go for it.

As Riley imagined deflowering his girlfriend his finger began to press harder against his hole until finally he slid it home. A moan slipped from between his lips and he found himself lifting his hips up to allow himself better access. It felt incredible.

He didn't last long after that. Thoughts of Paige vanished to pure sensation as he climaxed. A few ropes of cum shot out from his dick to splat across his chest, the rest dribbling down onto his hand. Riley's asshole spasmed around his finger and he instinctively pushed the finger in deeper; his eyes fluttered at the extra stimulation. Riley shook, marinating in the sensations, but all too soon it was over, leaving Riley sweaty and tired.

He looked at the clock. He still had time to clean up before Audrey got back.