What happens now

You love him so much, so completely, but he doesn't love you back. You tried to betray him and he remembers it, but you barely can. All you think about is his cock, dripping with precum as he gets hard when he sees how pretty you are. He takes you with him as the start of his harem, but never fucks you for real. Whenever your clitty gets too small, he jerks it off for you, bringing it back up to size. You're kept as a sissy girl, only to be throat fucked and never to be loved. In this new world, you're forced to watch every day as the man you love so completely fucks other women, in their real girl pussies. You're so jealous, you want a real pussy to wrap around him so badly. Maybe he'd love you if you had one, so you try and sneakily masturbate your ass to shrink your cock, but he always catches you. He's so much smarter and stronger than you, there's no way you could ever outsmart him. Your life is a teased hell, the only release is when he chooses to throat fuck you, and then all that matters is the feel of his cock as he pumps your belly full of cum...

You try your hardest to hold it all in, and swallow it all down, but there's always too much. Maybe that's why he doesn't love you