Went with Megan

Well Diary, I decided to go with Megan to the cabin, and its around midnight and we are still here. The car got a flat as we were pulling in the driveway (around 3pm), but her brother’s best friend, Harold, said he could fix it in the morning. So, we are stuck for the night in a cabin by a lake surrounded by forest and sharing a roof with 4 young men. I can think of worst places to be, to tell the truth. Megan and I are in the master bedroom, sharing her parent’s bed, while the boys are in the other rooms or couch. That being said….

Megan asked me to give her brother and his friends some space and just keep to ourselves. Ugh! Do you realize how fucking boring that is, Diary! We hid in this room and played cards until she declared that she was tired. BORING! I can hear them having a wonderful time out there, drinking, smoking weed and laughing. Looking at Megan now makes me angry that I came along. Who knows what, or who, I would be doing right now.

I think I will slip out for a bit and head to the lake. Maybe take a swim and play with myself to calm down and relax enough to sleep.