They prep for Sadie’s first stream

After pleasing Sarah for at least three orgasms, we finally end up in her bed. The whole room smells of sex as Sarah drifts off into a nap. Due to my swelling and continued unrequited arousal, I’m left to simply lie there with Sarah behind me, her arm wrapped around me and her hand cupping my breast. When she finally wakes, happy as a clam, we each take a shower and get ready for the day. I take several long moments looking at myself in the mirror, noting just how different my body is. The breasts are one thing, and it’s admittedly hard to look past those. But when I ignore them and focus on my lower half, my hips and thighs and waist truly do have a feminine flare now. I’m going to fit in clothes differently and even walking is going to give me a different stride.

I wasn’t quite right on the clothing. Or rather, I fit them differently but in a more correct way. Before, I was just wearing a skirt. Now I fit into the skirt, making it flow and drop in a more attractive manner. Sarah is especially pleased and dresses me in all white. White heeled tennies, white thigh high socks, a white tennis skirt, and a white tee shirt that shows off my breasts with the pink bejeweled ‘Princess’ text across the front.

I make sure to get a closeup shot of the ‘Princess’ text and post it to my social media. Knowing my debut will be either tonight or tomorrow, I simply add the text ‘Soon’ and Sarah immediately approves it unchanged. Once we’re dressed, we clean up the ‘gym’ and transform it back into the living room before sitting on the couch together. Sarah pulls up UsTube and starts playing some videos of various female streamers. I recognize some but had never watched them as they were more vloggers than gamers.

Leaning forward, Sarah starts pointing out things. “Look at how she’s sitting. I know it’s hard to look at her breasts, but that’s on purpose. See how much she’s curving her back? She’s not leaning forward and in fact has her shoulders pressed back. Go ahead and try that pose sitting here.”

I look at the big screen TV and try to mimic the girl’s position. I start by sitting upright with my back straight, which is already foreign to my natural slouch. Then, with an effort, I curve my back which naturally pushes my breasts out. I can immediately feel that Marley’s stretches are going to help me maintain this position as it’s not comfortable in the least. “Wow… do you sit like this too? You do, don’t you?”

Sarah nods with a ‘well duh’ expression on her face. “Guys get to just sit around like slobs. The best ones sit upright a bit. But girls, we have to present as happy and proper and push the girls into the faces of our audience as much as possible. I want you to remember that pose, as it’s your default. If you ever think you’re sitting forward or slouching, just go back to this. We’ll work on other poses later. Now, I noticed you took a long time in the bathroom. You were checking yourself out, right?”

I look down at the floor and nod, embarrassed that she knew what I was doing. With her hand landing on my sock covered knee Sarah says happily “Don’t worry about it. If you weren’t interested in the sexy girl you saw in the mirror, I’d have been worried. BUT, we can’t have you catching a view of yourself while streaming and have it distract you. If you were new to streaming, we’d have to risk it, but since you’ve been doing this for a while, you already know how to stay centered in your shot. We’ll get you lined up, so you know what’s in your background, but unless your camera comes loose, you aren’t to look at yourself.”

“Now, I eventually want your stream to lean into more fun games. Games that let you talk and flirt with your audience. But at first, we just want them to get a view of you. Trust me, it will be enough to make most of them come back for more. We won’t even tag them for payment tonight. This is just about baiting the hook. So, I want you to have fun playing a game and giving commentary like you normally would. Occasionally say hi to your chat and answer some questions but ignore the overtly sexual ones that you’ll get. And trust me, you’ll get those!”

I try to imagine seeing sexual comments directed to me in the chat and honestly have no idea how I’d react. Right now, like this, when I can’t see myself, it’s still hard to imagine what I look like. I know what I look like, as it’s just a new fact of life. But unless I’m focusing on it, I still have the self-image of my boy self. Long disheveled hair, five o’clock shadow, dirty tee shirt. No pink ponytails, makeup, and especially no bedazzled ‘Princess’ across my generous tits. Sarah keeps talking and I catch up with what she’s saying “… so stuff like Boulder Port 4 will be fine. But to get a hook, I want to play with some mods. I want to use that mod that makes all the characters over into bikini models. I even found one that will make them all female anime characters. That should give you plenty of material to work with for a few hours.”

Sarah turns so she’s facing me more directly. “I plan to come into your chat after a couple hours. We’ll start streaming at the same time, but I’m going to bring as much of my audience with me as I can. After a couple more hours, you can call it a night. I’ll leave it up to you if you feel like you can chat for a while. It’s HUGE if you can. They’ll love seeing you look at them and speaking to them, not just narrating the game.” She gives my knee another squeeze “But I know that it might be tough. I mean, what was your normal audience after a streaming session?”

I think back to my best nights, knowing that my best might match Sarah’s… or rather DragonGirl069’s… lower numbers. “At the end of a normal night? I might get like 80, with a full quarter of them being subscribers. I know I can’t expect that on my first night though, so I should be fine chatting with them.”

Sarah removes her hand up to cover her mouth as she giggles. “80? Oh sweety, if I pull even a fifth of my audience over with me, you should be ending up with a minimum of three hundred. I fully expect you to top 500! And by that shocked expression, let’s just assume you won’t be chatting. We can’t have you look like a dear in the headlights when you sign off.”

When I realize what Sarah’s talking about I snap my mouth shut as it was hanging open. Five Hundred people watching me!?

Sarah gives me a moment to compose myself before moving on. “So, we’re going to have to set up a signature sign off. I know it’s early and we can always change it, but it’s better if we can establish things like this tonight. I know you normally ended with ‘gg everybody’, but as we’ll be focusing less on games, that won’t work. I personally go with variations on…” Sarah sits upright and pushes her breasts out. Her streaming smile comes on and I immediately recognize her as DragonGirl069. In her over-the-top happy voice she says just like I’ve seen on her streams “… That’s a night everybody. I’ll see you tomorrowsies! Byyyyeeeeee!” Sarah finishes by leaning in toward me, as if I were the camera, and gives a big air kiss.

When she returns to her natural sitting position, DragonGirl069 is gone and it’s Sarah again. “Before I offer suggestions, do you have any idea how you’d like to sign off? It will be better if it comes from you, rather than a rehearsed line.”

I think for a moment knowing that she’s right. It took me weeks before I was signing off with ‘gg everybody’ and it added a sense of finality to my streams. But I’d never played around with it or even thought of it as a part of my routine. It was just mimicking what I’d seen others doing. I end up shrugging as nothing comes to mind and I don’t think forcing something is what Sarah is after. She smiles and I feel a little better about not being able to come up with something. “Well then, I think we’ll use something that you already signed off with. It was flirty and natural and perfect.”

Pulling up her phone she brings up my ‘gram account and scrolls back to my first post. As the post starts up, I immediately remember what she’s talking about. I have to sit and watch myself look at the camera and give a big classic ‘blowing a kiss’ motion and saying breathlessly “Au revoir mes amours!”

When I groan and look at Sarah she leans over and bumps her shoulder against mine. “Don’t worry, I don’t want you to call your audience ‘your loves’ every time… although sprinkling in ‘mes amours’ occasionally will be great. But how about ‘Au revoir mes amis’. ‘Goodbye my friends.’ I think that has a nice ring. I don’t know anybody that signs off in French, so you’re already going to stand out and it will give some mystery to you. ‘Oh, is she French?’ ‘Did she compete in that Paris league?’ ‘Is she French Royalty slumming in our community?’ I mean, nobody is going to seriously wonder about that, but even an extra moment in someone’s mind is a moment that they might decide to pony up some cash. What do you think? Why don’t you try it out, then tell me what you think?”

Sarah turns so that she’s facing me even more and has me do the same. I start to go through the motion, but Sarah immediately stops me and has me sit up right. We go through several more abandoned attempts while she corrects my pose and then we stop several times on the blowing of the kiss. Not too close to the camera, but close enough that it will flash the auto focus. Not actually touching my lips… don’t want to smudge the lipstick… but making a kissing noise so it sounds like I did in fact kiss my fingers. Finally saying the lines, which we still worked on over and over until I felt stilted and fake but she assured me came across as happy and flirty and genuine.”

Standing up, I walk across the room several times to recenter myself before returning to the couch and imagining myself after playing a game. “Okay everybody, that was lots of fun. I hope I see you all in my next stream and we can pick right up where we left off.” I give my now well practiced air kiss and say “Au revoir mes amis!” in my happy sickly sweet voice.

Sarah claps before pulling me into a hug. “That was perfect Sadie! They’re going to just love you!”

Sarah’s confidence goes a long way to counteracting my own approaching sense of dread. More and more I imagine someone recognizing me. Seeing Nicholas tha Great and making a scene. I know it won’t happen.. it can’t happen… but it still goes through my head over and over and over again.

After watching a few more streams on the TV Sarah sets me up at my gaming rig. I’d always thought of my rig as a race car, but with all the over-the-top pink flashing lights, I stay with the theme but femme it up. When I boot the system Sarah gives me a hug when she sees me rename the computer to “Princess’s Carriage”. When my carriage is up and running, I quickly go through and set up my screen how I’m most comfortable. The only exception is leaving off my little preview window. I’ll be flying naked on at least the first night. When I have my pink cat-ear headset on and my mic tested, Sarah sets the mood lights behind me then leaves and closes the door behind her. She set me up on a test server so once I see an anonymous audience member join in, I know it’s her.

I then start practicing in earnest. It’s easy to keep a smile on my face as admittedly seeing all the citizens of Boulder’s Port as female anime characters or beach bunny babes is hilarious. Several times I hear the door open and have to look over as Sarah gives me some tips. After the fourth time of her interrupting me, she hands me the ear buds we’d previously bought. “Here, put one of these in. Your headset should cover it up. I don’t know why I didn’t think about this before, but it will let me whisper in your ear while your playing. You won’t need to have a special chat window open or look for what I’m saying. I’ll be able to talk to you and no one will hear.”

Slipping the earbud into my left ear, I put my headset back on and we continue practicing. The only time we stop is for me to follow Sarah’s directions and snap a picture of my pretty nailed fingers on the keyboard. That pic quickly got posted to my social media accounts with Sarah’s approval. She did alter my text from ‘Practicing my typing for tonight’ to ‘Getting my fingers warmed up for you tonight!‘ with three pink heart emojis.

After several hours of working on my sitting position, my voice, and my conversation topics, Sarah calls our practice session done. The ear bud worked perfectly as I was able to hear her clearly without missing anything from the game or the chat room. As I shut everything down I make sure to charge the earbud so it could be on all night tonight.

I meet Sarah back in the kitchen where she ordered a light Chinese delivery meal that we shared mostly in silence. When we were finished and I cleaned up Sara came up behind me, gave me a hug, and said quietly into my ear “Think you’re ready for your debut Princess BabyDoll?”