The voyeur

You pant and moan, head rolling from side to side as your fingers clumsily try to bring you to further, greater pleasures. Your eyes catching the screen as the girl withdraws herself of the hardened manhood. In that moment you see it like you hadn't seen it before, long and thick, glistening in the light; there is almost something magical and, you pause your train of thoughts as it reaches the word 'divine'.

Your index finger pumps in and out of your wet hot sex, part of you wishing and craving it to be the cock transfixed in your mind. You are almost envious as the girl takes him back into her mouth. Your tongue licking your lips as your fingers stir further heavy breathing out of you. You close your eyes and look away but it is like the image is burnt into your retinas. You repeat over and over in your mind, "it's a sin" until your fingers stop and your listen to a girl greedily felating a man.

You open your eyes to remove the image but another takes its place, an eye staring back at you through the hole. It is vibrant and blue and the skin around it milky pale. You suddenly realise this eye has watched you toy and play with yourself which strikes you with bizarre pangs of guilt considering the other debasements you have made so far today. The voice breaks your startled panic.