The pregnancy fear

When I sleep, I have a very chaotic dream. It starts off as dark images swirling around me. Eventually they coalesce and take on the shape of trees. Next, I see Aislinn step out from behind a tree. She is completely nude, like last time and seductively walks in my direction with a grin on her face. I turn around but there is another Aislinn there as well, also nude and walking towards me. Then I see a third, and a fourth and even a fifth Aislinn. All of them nude and surrounding me. They all place their hands upon my nude body. They kiss and lick me all over. One of them gets her head close to my dick. It is already erect. Then it is in her mouth and she is sucking on it.

One of the other Aislinns pulls on my head and makes me look at her. She kisses me on the lips and suddenly she is wearing a bridal gown. When I look back down, my dick is no longer in Aislinn’s mouth, but in her pussy instead. My hands are on her hips too and I am thrusting into her. Though, every time I thrust into her, he belly grows just that tiny bit larger. Almost like I am pumping it up with my dick. I try to stop, but my hips keep moving until her belly grows so big that it looks like she is pregnant. Then the bridal gown appears on this Aislinn as well. I look at her face and she grins triumphantly at me.

Suddenly, I wake up in my bed. I am wet from sweating and when I get out of bed, I notice that my dick is hard as can be. Good lords, last night really messed me up. I give my dick a few slaps in frustration. Hopefully the pain will make him go down again. After that I put on my clothes and head downstairs for breakfast.

My parents are already awake, and so is my brother. As expected, they ask me about last night and well … I inform them that I got caught by Aislinn. Everyone became pretty quiet after that. Like suddenly nobody knew what to say.

“Aislinn is a nice person.” My older brother says. “She is also pretty. I could have been worse.”

“Merlan.” Mother says in shock. “Your brother might be **** into getting married to a woman he doesn’t like. How could you be so insensitive?”

Merlan looks over at her and asks, “Would you rather he gets **** into marrying Mearna?”

The two of them get into a deeper argument, but I do get the point my brother is trying to make. At least Aislinn is a good looking woman. I am actually not too worried about marrying Aislinn. That’s not the core of my fear. It’s fatherhood. I am too young to be a dad. But now I run both the risk of having a baby, and also taking care of the child Aislinn already has. I would have no idea where to begin with that.

For most of the day, I am cooped up in the mill. There is still a lot of grain, recently harvested from the farms, and all of it needs to be grounded into flour. After dinner, I am finally able to finish with today’s quota. Rather than go inside and have family ask me about last night again, I decide to go for a walk. I just want to not be reminded of it all. Although, halfway my walk, I come across Aislinn’s place. Watching her house like this reminds me of the dream from this morning. If I do nothing, I will probably have the same nightmare again. Right? Perhaps it will ease my mind if I just talk to her. You know, one adult to another. I have no reason to believe she won’t be reasonable. So, I head over and walk into her house.

“Hello.” I call out as I take one step into Aislinn’s house. “Anybody home?”

I hear the movement of a chair being pushed across the floor in the next room, then Aislinn appears from the doorway.

“Kynan. So nice to see you.” Aislinn says with a big smile. “Please, come in.”

I get inside and close the door behind me. When I look back at her, she has already approached me to where she is practically in front of me.

“I almost thought you wouldn’t show up any more.” Aislinn says. She takes my hand and looks at me seductively. “We will have to be quiet, though. Alyn is already asleep.”

Crap, I just remembered that last night, Aislinn promised that if I came to visit her, she would be giving me more sex. Crap, that is not what I am after. I need to let her know before it’s too late.

“Uhm, actually. Do you think we could talk first?” I ask her. “There are some things on my mind.”

I tell Aislinn about the dream I had. The one where I was making her pregnant. Then I tell her about my fears of fatherhood. I am merely 18 years old. I barely know what it means to be an adult. Let alone be a father.

Frankly, I had expected Aislinn to be upset with me. Getting angry and telling me that if I gave her my Samhain child, the elders will make me take responsibility. Instead, Aislinn remains calm.

“You are not the first person afraid of parenthood, Kynan.” Aislinn answers. “I too was quite afraid when I first got pregnant with Alyn.”

She then tells me about the things she went through after Kanin dumped her. How the idea of being responsible for another person weighed heavy on her and how she too had nightmares over it.

“But that all happened some 2 years ago. I now have the luxury of hindsight.” Aislinn explains. “And I must say, it was not quite as scary as I first thought it would be.”

Aislinn then tells me about all the times her mother helped her out, the advice she received and that if I were to be a father, she was sure my dad would offer me advice as well.

“You got to remind yourself that you are not the only person in the village, Kynan.” Aislinn tells me. “There are other people around. Friends and family that you can rely on. That would love to help you. You should not assume that you’re in it all by yourself.”

Hearing Aislinn talk like that does calm me down a lot. I am not alone. Yeah, I do have family to help out. Probably also the elders, since we’re dealing with a Samhain child. Perhaps it won’t be so bad.

“Thanks for listening, Aislinn.” I say. “Sorry for bothering you with this.”

“It’s not a problem.” Aislinn says. “In fact, I actually prefer you taking about having a child this seriously.”

She stands in front of me and places both her hands on my shoulders.

“Kanin often made light about having children. Saying stuff like ‘it’ll be easy’.” Aislinn explains. “Yeah, well. He never took his responsibility. Yet here you are, being more responsible, and thus more of a man, then Kanin ever was.”

Aislinn then brings her head closer and places a kiss on my cheek. She keeps her lips there a long time. Stretching the kiss out, after which she hugs me with her head on my shoulder. One of her hands comes to my chest and Aislinn pets me there.

“So, now that we’ve talked that out. How about some fun?” She asks. “I recall that you were very interested in these here.”

Aislinn brings the hand on my chest to her own chest. Then she pulls on the lace that keeps her dress tied together and loosens it. She even pulls her dress a little bit down. Not enough for me to see her nipples, but I can spot her areolas. Seeing her expose herself right in front of me makes me a little bit nervous.

“I-I d-don’t know.” I stutter. “I d-didn’t c-come here to …”

But Aislinn ignores me and pulls her dress down even further, this time completely exposing her breasts to me.

“We don’t have to go all the way.” Aislinn says. “We’ll just blow off some steam. It’s good to get rid of the stress.”

I then feel her hand on my crotch as she feels my erection through my pants.

“Perhaps if we exhaust him, you won’t be getting any nightmares tonight.” Aislinn continues. “Just sit down on this chair and leave the rest to me.”