The new daily routine

After a few turbulent days my life is now finally back to "normal", which consist of me eating a bunch of food everyday and occasionally going out for more supplies. What do you do the rest of the time you say? Well one additional discovery I made in the last few days is that my libido is even much than before. I believe it is connected with all the other changes that happened to me from my contact with the zombies. While I am not an biologist I do understand that these changes like super strength, bigger appetite and high libido does not come naturally, and the only thing I can think of is the zombies. Now I spend up to 3 hours a day masterbating and I don't know if it is a blessing or a curse.

Right now I have just came down from an orgasm and is panting with the dildo still lodge inside me. Fuck, my daily materabtion routine feels less and less satisfying recently, the plain old dildo in the pussy is just not cutting it for me. With enough food and water, my most urgent problem right now is the lack of entertainment, I sincerely misses the days when internet is still up and I can waste away my days play video games. They say human brain ajust to repetitive behaviors and stop releasing dopamine, I guess I now have a end-stage case of dopamine deficiency. Contemplating what I can do to change the boring status quo I decided that it is best I don't stay home for too long. Afterall I am pretty strong right now and can handle one or two zombies with little to no problem, as long as I am careful I should be fine. Also, to be completely honest with myself I kinda misses those two encounters with zombies, I do realize it is very wrong, but on the other hand the thrill and experience is unreal, besides there is no one to judge me in this dystopian world.