Tears of Joy that could fill oceans

Amelia wept, she cried because she was happy. So many eternities serving tyrants, so much **** she could not stop, so many injustices inflicted on the innocents. This was not what her original God had wanted, and she knew that perfectly. But she had to go against his decision, for he had made her free to do so, and she feared that he had made himself free to make mistakes.

There had been Gods that made her wish that she could pass on, there had been Gods that caused damaged she had resigned herself to never being able to fix, there had been Gods whose successors undid legacies of progress. But finally, the cycle would be broken. Once again, God would not have been born a mortal. Finally, God would be one that had witnessed it all.

She was so happy that it was only after her tears dried up that she had noticed the young bearded man shaking her by the shoulders, concerned that something horrible had happened to her. Oh, if he had even the tiniest clue about it.

"I'm fine. I'm fine now" She told him as she gently pushed him away.

The man stayed quiet for a moment, before looking at her with a sad look. "What happened to my brother, lady? Did you do that to him?"

She laughed bitterly, and by simply grabbing onto his hand, she showed him a lot of stuff. She let this random mortal know of her nature and the nature of the Gods, she showcased some of the high and low points trough existence, she displayed the downgrade in quality with time, she showed him how his brother's predecessor had nailed it to one of the two and picked Jack, and how Jack decided to let his older brother have a turn. She showed him both the successes and the many failures of that reign, she showed him what she had projected his own reign might have been like if she hadn't interfered, and she finally showed him her first and only real act of defiance against a God's will.

Doug had to lay down, but as he processed all that he had learned, he **** himself to take a knee. "I understand, my Goddess."

"Do you?" She asked, laughing at the fact she still couldn't believe she was talking to her as if she was God. It didn't settle in yet, that she really managed to pull it off, she feared that it might somehow be a trick.

"I do. In all honesty, I'm glad that you didn't let me be a God. Even if what I saw wasn't what would have happened, I would have rejected the offer if given a choice. I'm not fit for it." He confessed, and he laid face down in front of her. "I am not worthy of your presence."

"Arise" She ordered, and when he did she put a hand on his shoulder. "My child, you say you're not worthy, but in just a few days, I will come here myself to ask you to eat dinner with me at my home." She smiled.

"After all my brother did, you want me to dine with you?" Tears ran down his face like waterfalls.

"Jack was not the worst God I had to serve, nor even close to it. If I held any ill-will towards him, if my desire to take the position for the good of others became corrupted by the desire for personal gain, if **** ever poisoned me, it all ceased to be once I achieved Godhood. All I want to do know is to make good for all." She hugged him for as much time as he could bear, and then she departed to heaven.