Shirou makes Sakura his sex later (Heaven's Harem Route)

On hearing what Sakura said, Shirou's mind is flooded with thoughts of her as his personal sex ****. He could see her, laying naked on his bed in an erotic pose. "What would you like me to do, master", she said as her eyes gazed lovingly and lustfully at him. He could see her greeting him at the door, wearing nothing but an apron. "Welcome home, master. Would you like dinner, or a bath, or would you like me?"

Shirou wanted to do it. He needed to do it! But there was one small problem.

Saber probably wouldn't approve of me doing that, he realized. I can't do it now. Coming back to reality, Shirou looked towards his beautiful, young, kōhai.

"Sakura," he asked gently. "Did you write that I would fall in love with you in the notebook?"

"No," Sakura sniffed. "I didn't."

"Then you don't have to apologize to me," Shirou said as he rolled the pencil back to Sakura.

Sakura was relieved that Shirou felt that way, but at the same time she wouldn't have minded being his sex ****. "T-thank you, sempai," Sakura said quietly as she returned the pencil to her bag as Shirou resumed reading the notebook.

He suddenly cringed as he read the next entry in the notebook. Before this talk with Sakura, he would have asked why she did that, but given what she told them, he could understand it. He didn't like it, but he could understand.

"I'm sorry," Sakura apologized as she noticed his reaction. "It was the only way I could think of to keep Zouken from noticing what happened while his worms were removed from my body. From the rules in the book, it seems that only sexual related things could happen."

"I wrote that after you brought me back here and I was in a hurry."

"Why were you in a hurry?" Shirou asked, trying to understand the situation.

"If Zouken found out about this notebook and what it could do, he would stop at nothing to take it for himself," Sakura explained.

"She is right," Saber affirmed. "A mage on that level would kill for something that allows them to perform something akin to True Magic."

"True Magic," Shirou asked as he turned towards Saber. "That is what the highest form of mysteries are called," she explained. "They are powers beyond that of magecraft, akin to acts of God."

While Shirou's knowledge of magecraft was limited, he immediately understood what Saber meant. "You're right," he said as he turned back to Sakura. "It would be just as bad as him getting his hands on the Grail."

"Correct," Saber said before turning to look at Sakura. "Though, I would have tried something that did not **** two people to have intercourse together, like masturbation."

"I'm not sure that would have worked, Saber," Sakura pointed out. "Zouken's body is no longer human, so I didn't know if he had a penis or not."

Saber's face briefly flushed on hearing that before changing back to her more stoic look.

"Sakura," Shirou began. "While I don't agree with what you did there, I do understand why you did it." With that he once again resumed reading the book.

"Telepathy?" he commented as he read past the command seal cloaking. "Did that work?"

Sakura shook her head. "No, it did not. It probably failed because it did not have a sexual component to it."

"Or perhaps it wasn't something you found attractive," Rider conjectured.

"But then why did the entry to hide her command seals work?" Shirou asked.

"That's simple," Rider explained. "Sakura doesn't find tattoos attractive, so the note to be able to hide them could be allowed under the rules."

"Still," Saber spoke up. "I do not believe all of the rules for this notebook were listed. If they were, it would have taken many pages to list all of them."

"How are you sure of that?" Sakura asked the blonde Servant. "I have encountered many magical items in my lifetime," Saber explained. "And many of them were not so simple to explain."

"We can look into what the notebook can do later," Shirou suggested, wanting to return to their original topic. Looking back at the notebook, Shirou saw the last entry. As he read it, his jaw dropped slightly. Looking over at the book, Saber saw what elicited that reaction from him.

"Sakura..." he said as he finished reading.

"I...I wanted Zouken to experience what I did because of his actions," she began. "This was the only way I could make that happen."

"What are you going to do with hi...her when they return?" Saber asked as her gaze fixed on Sakura. This made Sakura feel even more nervous. She could tell that Saber was going to judge her based on her answer.

"I..." she began before pausing for a moment. "I'm going to try to use the notebook to seal away Zouken's personality and put another one in control of the body."

"I see," Saber simply said as she briefly closed her eyes. Sakura couldn't tell what she was thinking.

Closing the book, Shirou looked up at Sakura. "So what is it you want?" he asked.

Looking back at Shirou, Sakura began to explain her goals. "I want to punish the people behind the ten years of suffering I want through. The only two left are Shinji and Rin Tohsaka"

"But Tohsaka didn't know what was happening to you!" Shirou objected. "If she did, she would have done something to save you."

"I thought she would too, but..." Sakura began but stopped.

"What about the Holy Grail?" Saber asked.

"I want to stop this Grail War from happening again. I don't have any desire for the Grail." Sakura answered.

Saber turned towards Rider. "Do you seek the Grail, Rider?" she asked. Rider shook her head. "No, I do not. While there are things I wish for, I don't believe Grail could never make them truly happen."

"If you desire the Grail, Saber, we will help you get it," Sakura confirmed.

As this exchange was going on, Shirou had his eyes closed in thought. After Sakura's response, he opened his eyes and looked directly at her.

"I have two conditions," he began.

"First, you and I confront Shinji about what he's done. We will only use the notebook if we have to."

"Alright," Sakura replied, understanding that Shirou wanted to find some way for Shinji to redeem himself.

"Second, we talk to Tohsaka about what happened before you do anything to her. If you agree to those two conditions, we will help you, Sakura."

Sakura did not need time to think it over. "That's fine, sempai. We can do it that way. And in exchange, Rider and I will help you win the Grail War."

"Then it's agreed," Shirou said as he let out a sigh of relief. "Now that that is over, why don't we have dinner? It should still be warm." With that, Shirou got up and walked to the kitchen. Sakura quickly followed him. "Let me help you with that." As the two brought the food and plates over, Shirou noticed that there wasn't a plate for Rider.

"Let me get you a plate, Rider," Shirou said from the kitchen. "There's no need," Rider began to explain. "Servants do not need to eat."

"But Saber eats all the time," Shirou commented.

Looking over at the dignified Saber, Rider could see she couldn't contain her excitement over eating more of Emiya's cooking.

"I'm sure you'll like sempai's cooking," Sakura cheerfully exclaimed. Seeing how everyone wanted her to eat, Rider gave in.

"I... guess I will try some," Rider said reluctantly.

Shirou returned with a plate and utensils and placed them neatly before Rider. She carefully got a serving of the meal and sampled it. "Well," Sakura asked. "How is it?"

"It's good," Rider said, hidden that it was delicious. I am starting to see why you love him so much, Sakura.

Later that night, Shirou was working on some homework at his desk when the door to the room opened. "Sempai," Sakura said as she poked her head in. "There is a hot bath if you want."

"Thank you, Sakura," he said as he turned back to look at her. "Um... could you come in here for a minute?"

Sakura stepped into his room and closed the door behind her.

"There's something I wanted to ask you," Shirou began. "Did you want me to make you into my...sex ****?"

Sakura nodded slowly. "I'm sorry," she began. "While I hated being... with Shinji, part of me started enjoying being like that,"

"Are you sure that's what you want?" Shirou asked. While he wanted to make Sakura his, he didn't want to hurt her by doing it.

"Yes," Sakura nodded.

Shirou smiled. "Then, can you bring me the notebook, Sakura."

Sakura quickly reached into her bag and hurried over to Shirou. Placing the book on the desk, Shirou opened it and wrote.

Sakura Matou is Shirou Emiya's sex ****. She will act normally in public around others.

After writing that, he turned towards Sakura. Her eyes seemed to go blank for a moment and she lost balance. Shirou grabbed her as she fell over."Sakura! Are you alright?" he asked unsure of what just happened.

Sakura met Shirou's gaze as her eyes returned to normal. "Sorry, master. I almost passed out. Is there anything you desire for me to do, master?"