She lets go

As her anger grew ruby had one thought she had enough. "To hell with this " thought ruby. "I have no idea where I'm going or when I'll get there i don't even know what's in store for me when i get there where ever there Is" ruby said in exhaustion.

"I'm trying to stay in control but i got to be honest with myself" ruby said looking deep inside. "I'm naked in a cage with a collar around my neck i can't remove vibrating constantly keeping me from rest" ruby said knowing no one could hear her but still ruby needed to speak out her thoughts if only to still feel human. "I'm trying to hang onto what little dignity I have left but is resisting worth the feeling I'm going though" ruby said asking the question not to god but to herself as she wondered if it was worth it.

"The more I try to stop myself from giving in the more i think of it, its like an itch in my brain i can't scratch" ruby said as thought came to her maybe she could scratch this itch. In that moment ruby knew what she had to do she had to scratch that itch and by doing so ruby hoped she could move pass and on to other thoughts like escape. Ruby took her left hand off the floor of the cage and unclenched her fist her fingers were sore from her tightening them. Ruby had tightened them as a way to take back control but now ruby knew the only way to take back control was to give into the pleasure.

Only by giving in could she move though and take back control she desperately needed at least that's what she said but was it true. One thing that was true as she placed her left hand against her breast and started to rub them. That truth was the pleasure she was feeling as she rubbed her breast to the rhythm of the collar. The more ruby rubbed the stronger the vibration from the collar got as it went down her neck though her body.

Ruby couldn't remember the last time she felt so much pleasure it been a long time since she'd been a man and even then she could never truly enjoy it not like this. No longer was she the uptight woman always trying to be in control in this moment there was nothing she could control. Not the cage,not the collar and not the pleasure she was feeling in fact as scared as ruby was of the situation she was in she was even more scared that a part of her was enjoying it.