Her childhood

Ruby tried to push out the pressure and focus on something else something real all ruby could think about was her family. Ruby thought about her mother shara who worked 2 jobs to take care of her that was till she meant Richard star her father. Not her father biologically but as close to a father as ruby had ever known and the best man her mother had ever known.

Her dad would joke that meeting her mom turned a boring business trip into a pleasure trip and then a life of pleasure. How different her life would had been if they had never meant she thought even though they were gone there impact on her and Jenny's life was still very present. "Jenny" Ruby said outloud as she thought about the past and now the present

Ruby couldn't help but think about Jenny and where she was. She didn't know if Jenny was safe or if this had happened to her as well the only thing she knew was Jenny wasn't here with her which both made her feel relief and alone all at once. All she could do was hope that Jenny was out there looking for her and that rescue was still possible. Ruby thought about everything that was happening and started to laugh.

Jenny always said she was uptight cause she suppressed her urges and there she was in a cage naked with a vibrating dog collar around her neck trying to suppress those same urges. The thought of that turned Ruby's thoughts from those of laughter to those of anger, anger about her situation ,her loneliness, her fears but more importantly her lost of control.