Relationship Status: Pending

A week or two ago had the opportunity arisen to dick down a cute blonde cheerleader, Kurt wouldn’t have hesitated. In fact he didn’t hesitate, when Ashley had crawled into his bed, thinking he was Zack, and rode him, and he let her because, well, Ashley really knew how to ride a cock, and getting pussy had been his only goal when Heather invited him on this trip. So, he wasn’t going to turn it down when climbed on to his cock and fucked him, and right now, the way Amber was pawing at his chest and pushing her hot body against him, she was doing everything but.

Instead of agreeing, as the growing erection in his pants might have liked, Kurt’s eyes glanced towards Victoria. To his surprise, she didn’t look mad at Amber’s advances, or that Kurt hadn’t immediately pushed her off. Her expression was one of amusement, and an almost curious glint in her eye, as if simply intrigued to see how Kurt might react. Unfortunately, Amber saw Kurt look over at the other blonde and parted from him, standing with her hands on her hips.

“What? Is she your girlfriend?” Amber asked derisively. “You know she almost fucked Trent.”

Kurt didn’t react. He already knew about Trent’s blowjob from Victoria in the hot tub a couple night prior. He was far more interested in the girlfriend portion of that question. Truth be told, Kurt had no idea what was going on between them, or even what he himself wanted from their relationship. And that’s the way it seemed doomed to stay unless one of them made the first move.

When Kurt was silent for too long, Victoria answered for him, her eyes locking directly with his. “You can do whatever you want.”

While Kurt had a lot of experience with girls, mostly one-night stands and brief flings, he did not have a lot of time logged in long term, exclusive relationships. Yet, he knew enough that when a woman said that he could do what he wanted she did not mean that he could really do what he wanted. But then, Victoria wasn’t like other girls, especially lately, and to confuse matters more, she had basically gifted him Kendra just last night.

Victoria didn’t hang around to see what Kurt’s decision was, returning to the kitchen with Kendra following close behind. The older brunette college girl shot him a look over her shoulder as they exited, but Kurt couldn’t quite decipher its meaning. Was it a warning? Or a look of concern? Either way, he was sure, even if his cock was up to fuck, leaving with Amber would be the **** knell to any potential future with Victoria.

“Sorry,” he said, offering the blonde a conciliatory smile. “You’re a pretty girl, but I just can’t right now. I have to go deal with this.”

“Ugh. You’re so whipped.” She dismissed him with a flick of her wrist. “Go. I don’t fuck with guys with no balls anyway.” As Kurt left the room to follow Victoria into the kitchen, Amber cocked her head in the direction of the hallway and pondered aloud, “I wonder where Brandon got to…”

----------------------In the Kitchen-------------------

After two weeks, the cupboards of the cabin where beginning to get bare, at least in terms of breakfast foods. They were down to cereals and bread. Lifting out the box of cereal, Trent waved it at Gavin, a quiet question of whether the other teen wanted some as well. He nodded and headed to the fridge to get milk. Pouring out two bowls, Trent then traded Gavin the box for the milk, letting him put it away as he doused their cereal. Then Gavin put the cereal away while Trent took the bowls to the breakfast bar. And the whole time neither one said a word about the kiss that was on their minds.

“That was so close,” Trent said, as Gavin sat in the stool next to him. “Way too fucking close.”

Well, you’re the one who wanted to just go for it,” Gavin noted, dropping his voice. “What happened to that philosophy?”

“I still want to,” Trent confessed, avoiding the other teen’s eye. “But I’d rather not be outed as homo before I’ve even had a chance to figure out this shit for myself, you know.”

“Yeah, I can understand that,” Gavin agreed. “The last thing I want is Amber adding ‘queer’ to the list of slurs she lobbies against me. I mean, if this is something you need to do, and I can help, then I’ll do it…but I don’t think it’s a good idea with Amber around. She might be gullible but she’s not that stupid. Even she’ll figure it out eventually.”

“True, but I don’t know how much longer I can wait like this,” Trent gritted his teeth. “Feeling confused, conflicted, not knowing what thoughts are real.”

“I know, I know,” Gavin placed a hand on the bigger man’s shoulder, something he might have thought twice about were it a girl. “I took a lot of persuading when Chloe wanted to fuck me with that strap-on, but it did feel good in the end. It seems odd because we’re told that’s not supposed to happen if you’re one hundred percent straight, but the way I look at it, it’s a chemical reaction. Your brain is releasing hormones because your body is being rubbed in the right way. I’ve seen porn of girls getting fucked by machines and having orgasms, but that doesn’t make them technosexual.”

“Sure, but you got fucked and didn’t think about it twice,” Trent pointed out. “It stuck in my head for days.”

“Well, I had more build up and prep with Chloe. She basically just dragged out of the hall, and leveraged her own body to make you fuck me,” Gavin said, sincerely. He genuinely couldn’t imagine what some girls liked about him, so the possibility of Trent having honest to god feelings for him when he could surely pick any number of hotter guys felt even more impossible. “I bet that’s what got you all messed up. You-”

Before Gavin could finish his point, Victoria and Kendra walked in and he promptly feel silent as he removed his hand from Trent's shoulder and turned to face his bowl. Victoria didn’t even seem to notice, turning her attention to the two boys and beginning her own conversation.

“Are you sure she didn’t come up here on purpose?”

“Hah, I know that look. Amber pissed you off too.” Trent chuckled to himself, but Victoria didn’t find it so funny. “You mean like, to stalk me?”

Gavin shook his head. “No way she’s that smart.”

“She’s smarter than she looks,” Victoria argued, folding her arms over her large chest. “Smart enough to use basic information to cause a whole shit load of trouble. That could be a problem.”

“Look, I agree Amber has some cunning, but if she came up here for me, she’s doing a poor job of it by hanging off Brandon and Kurt. I was valuable to her as a social popularity booster until the position of quarterback’s girlfriend opened up. Now I’m chopped liver,” Trent discredited the theory. “If she has any goal for coming up here, that’s it.”

“Hey,” Kurt greeted. He looked around at Trent and Gavin and asked, “Can I have the room guys?”

“Sure, let’s go,” Trent said, lifting his bowl and cocking his head for Gavin to follow.

As the boys left, Kurt turned to Kendra. “You as well, if you don’t mind.”

Kendra didn’t protest either, but she also didn’t move until she’d looked to Victoria and received a nod, confirming that it was okay to leave them alone. They didn’t even try to hide the signal, doing it right in front of Kurt’s eyes and he felt his anger flare. He didn’t normally get upset, unless he felt like he was being played, but that Kendra had to even check with Victoria to leave the room irritated him, like him asking wasn’t enough, or that she couldn’t make the decision for herself, just like when she was with Shawn.

“What was that?”

“What was what?” Victoria faced him, her arms still folded.

“That nod.” Kurt growled. “She can’t even leave the room without your fucking permission?”

“A guy storms into a room and wants to talk to a girl, and demands everyone leaves,” Victoria retold his actions from a different point of view. “You can see why she might want to check if I’m okay to be left alone.”

“I didn’t storm in, or demand anything,” Kurt couldn’t help but defend himself even though he knew it wasn’t going to help their situation. “I walked in casually and asked them to go.”

Victoria rolled her eyes, disinterested. “Kurt, is this really what you want to talk about?”

“No. No, it’s really not,” he said, rubbing his forehead. Eyelids fluttering closed he took a short breath, calming himself. Opening his eyes, he saw Victoria waiting, patient. “You and I…I don’t think we communicate well. When it comes to girls and sex, I admit, I go for what I want, but I don’t have much experience with actual relationships. I mean, I already told you about Jennifer.”

Victoria nodded. “I remember.”

“Well, I went out on a limb there and it didn’t pay off. In retrospect, it was obviously just a schoolboy crush, but it messed with my head and I didn’t want to get too closely involved with anyone after that. Then I came here and met you. At first, I just wanted to fuck, I’ll admit that too, but I dunno, after everything that’s happened between us, I guess I started to feel like something more was developing. But ever since last night, it feels like you’ve been pulling away. Giving me Kendra, and now with Amber. You know, for someone like me, with my inexperience and the rejection, I’m not going to pursue anything long term unless it’s a sure thing. That doesn’t mean marriage or any of that shit, I just need to know that the feelings are returned, and that it isn’t just some game for Shawn or a **** fuck.”

Dropping her arms, Victoria stared in mild shock. “Are you saying you don’t want anything more to do with me?”

“No, I’m saying I want to be with you. You’re one of the prettiest girl I’ve ever seen. You’re brilliantly intelligent, like leagues smarter than I am. You’re brave, and strong, and in any room, in any group, no matter the conversation, you stand out. To be honest, I don’t even feel like I match up, but I’m taking my shot because I don’t think guy could match up to you.” Seeing her lip curl downwards, disgruntled, he added, “I know you hate men putting you on a pedestal, but this isn’t that. I’ve been there for all of your defeats and failures, and I’m well aware that you’re no saint. But I accept it. I wasn’t the nicest of guys at the start of this trip either, and, well, truth be told, Dark Victoria is a very hot fuck. So the way I see it, it’s like a two for one deal.”

Victoria tried to playfully slap him, feigning irritation, but he dodged the swat.

“Well, I guess you know how I feel now, but I’m not asking you out, not yet, not until I know how you feel. Because, I’m not going to ask that question until I’m sure of the answer. I thought I knew what the answer might have been for a while, but there’s been a lot of mixed signals recently and I…I just need clarity.”

The blonde stared back at him thoughtfully for a moment, trying to decide how to answer. But Kurt wasn’t sure if that was a good thing. If she truly felt something for him, it should have been a quick answer. A slow response suggested that she was choosing her words to let him down easy.

“Is any relationship between us a good idea?” Victoria asked, making his heart sink a little. “Come September, you’ll be in college and so will I, and there’s no guarantee that I’ll go to Green Hills. I’ve applied to some more prestigious schools with strong journalism programs. If we get together now, that’ll be a long distance relationship we’re committing too. Even before then, I have to go back to high school on Monday, while you return to college life. Is it worth it?”

“I thought it was,” Kurt said with a dejected shrug. “But, I guess you don’t feel the same way, which is fine. That’s your-”

“Kurt, I think I love you,” she cut him off. “When I’m around you, it’s not butterflies in my stomach, it’s like a swarm of locust, buzzing and eating at me. There’s nothing I’d like more than to be done with all this drama and bullshit and just get to know you better, because what I’ve already seen is amazing. I used to think Heather got her deviousness and smarts from her Dad, but meeting you, I’m thinking it comes from her mother’s side now. How you constantly defy Shawn, how you persevered in protecting me, how even under duress you protected everyone else; you’re an amazing man, Kurt, and that you think even a little bit less of yourself than you should is a tragedy.”

“Okay, but then, don’t we owe it to ourselves to at least try? If it doesn’t work, it doesn’t work, but at least we’ll have made a go of it. Doing nothing seems like the pussy’s way out, and I did that for too long, avoiding my feelings and fucking every chick that crossed my path.” Kurt remarked, trying to ease what he interpreted as nervousness about their future. “If I love you, and you love me, then let’s go for it, just the two of us, no Amber, no Kendra and definitely no Shawn.”

For another minute, Victoria thought about Kurt’s words, glancing between his face and the floor. But Kurt still couldn’t figure out what she had to think so hard about. The response should have been a gut reaction. Love was like hunger. You don’t have to ask yourself if you’re hungry, you just know, and Kurt thought the response to love should have been exactly the same.

Victoria must have been listening in on his thoughts because the first words out of her lips were, “I’m sorry, I just struggle to think with my heart rather than my head. But I do think there’s a lot to think about, for both of us, so, here’s what I propose, if you can remember the condition I gave Gavin after I found he cheated on me, before you had him walk me to the caves.”

“Before that? Hmm…you mean that you gave him a day to give you an answer?” Kurt concluded aloud.

“Exactly. That’s what we’re going to do. One day to give some thought to our future. We can meet at the party tomorrow to tell each other what we really want.” Victoria’s eyes gleamed, her deviousness coming out to play. “And for that one last day, anything goes. Like your personal, day long bachelor party. One last day of freedom where anything goes, so when you can come back you won’t have any regrets or uncertainty.”

“I’m already sure,” Kurt insisted. “I don’t need a day of freedom.”

“Use it, don’t use it,” Victoria replied with a shrug. “But in one day, I’ll give you my answer, and you can give me yours. Deal?” She stretched out a hand.

“If that’s what you want.” He cracked a smile as he took her hand in his. “What? Aren’t we gonna seal it with a kiss?”

“Sure. After all, it could be our last kiss ever.”

With that thought, she leaned forward and met his lips with hers. Very quickly, they parted their mouths wider, tasting the hot, wet insides and exploring the space with their tongues. Even just kissing her got Kurt so aroused that his cock began to grow in his pants, straining his denim jeans. Throbbing noticeably, his cock was hard and erect, already forming pre-cum on the top of his helmet, and he was positive that the blonde could easily feel his bulge pressing against her thigh. But, just as it was starting to feel good, Victoria stopped and pulled away.

She didn’t say a word. Just a smirk. Wearing it on her lips, she walked around Kurt and left the kitchen, abandoning the nineteen-year-old to deal with his now painfully hard erection.