Reflection

I stood beneath the spray of the camp shower as the water finally run out; I decided that it would be good for me to maybe get away and so I headed towards the waterfall.

I didn't get far before I noticed the dull ache in my balls. It was strange, it wasn't quite painful but it wasn't pleasant either, and it served as a reminder of what had happened not long ago. I also had a slight headache at the base of my skull, similarly to my balls; it wasn't quite painful but kind of like pressure at the back of my head.

All the physical reminders made it hard for me to not think about what happened, the first thing I thought about was how I couldn't believe I would have fallen to the floor if it hadn't been for the tree, that hadn't ever happened before.

All the thoughts though diverged into replaying what happened back through my head, and the image of Alice with my dick in her mouth, smiling as she looked into my eyes stuck.

It was so wrong, but even so my cock began to harden slightly at the thought. Alice was beautiful, cute and an amazing girl, I'd known that for years; friends had made comments in the past and before now I hadn't really paid attention to her as a woman. But now with time to think on my own, I've always been extra protective of her... Could that have been because subconsciously I was jealous of any guy who got close to her?

I shook my head, trying to clear it. Of course, I wasn't jealous, I just didn't want anyone to hurt my younger sister... I think.

I’d gotten to the waterfall and filled up the camp shower, but my thoughts hadn’t died down. And on the way back I was no better, all I could think was if I had always been attracted to Alice in some sick and twisted way. She needed a better big brother, one that didn’t think these things about her.

Though what she said echoed in my mind over and over, “It was even more delicious than I’d imagined” had she imagined giving me a blowjob before, was that the first time she’d ever given a blowjob or did she just say it in the heat of the moment?

With how relaxed she’s been with all the sexual tension could she really have wanted to do… THAT with me? No, that couldn’t be it. She’s probably just putting the relaxed thing on to try make me feel better about the situation, I bet she’s just as freaked out about this whole thing as I am and getting pent up is just making us both confused and mixing us all up.

It’s possible it was the first time she’d given a blowjob; it felt… amazing… but she didn’t seem confident in the things she was doing…

Being on this island has messed with my head so it’s gotta have been messing with hers, she probably just said that being like caught up in everything.

Alice was pacing back and forth on the beach, nude, obviously distressed and I felt my body go into emergency mode, I didn’t know what happened but from the look of things, it couldn't be anything good. As soon as she noticed me, she rushed over, wrapping her arms around me and tightly squeezing, “Please don’t hate me, I’m sorry, I-” Alice sobbed.

“Whoa, Alice calm down. I don’t hate you, I don’t think it’s even possible. You’re my little sister, and I love you no matter what happens. What’s wrong? Why are you upset? Are you okay?” I coaxed in a calm and gentle voice.

Alice was quiet for a moment, and I could feel one or two tears fall onto my chest. “I-I thought you ran away after what happened in the shower… I thought you’d left me,” she blubbered.

I felt a wash of relief flow through me and I pulled her in closer, and let out a quiet chuckle, “Fuck, you had me worried there for a minute, I thought you might have gotten physically hurt or something… Sorry Ali, I just needed to get away and clear my head. I didn’t mean to worry you.”

Alice stayed quiet as we continued to hug.