Chapter 7: Confessions

Chapter 7: Confessions

I took several moments to silently process my embarrassment as I lay motionless on my bed. I desperately wanted to pretend that this hadn’t happened. That Ben hadn’t seen me cum all over myself as I screamed his name. That a dream about my best friend fucking me wasn’t the most pleasurable thing I’d experienced in months. But as the endorphins from my orgasm wore off and I could think more clearly without arousal pounding at the back of my mind, I realized that I had to address this. Letting it linger without talking about it would only create more awkwardness and distance between me and Ben.

I cleaned up the puddle of cum I’d left on my belly before getting dressed. Sliding my women’s underwear over my ample hips sent spikes of pleasure mixed with pain from my groin as the fabric rubbed over the head of my still orgasm sensitive dickhead. Putting on pants was the last thing I wanted to do, but showing up naked to talk to Ben would definitely be sending the wrong message right now. I walked down the hallway and knocked loudly on Ben’s bedroom door.

“Just a second.” Ben called back, with a note of surprise in his voice. I could hear some movement from inside before he yelled out, “You can come in now.” Opening the door, I could see Ben shirtless sitting on his bed with the covers pulled over his legs. Even now his cheeks were flushed with embarrassment, likely remembering what he’d just see in my room. “You caught me changing for bed. Did you need something?” Ben said, doing his best, and failing miserably, to act nonchalant.

“I think we need to talk about what just happened.”

“As far as I’m concerned, nothing just happened. I learned a valuable lesson about knocking, and absolutely nothing else.”

“As much as I appreciate what you’re trying to do, I think we should talk about it. I think I need to talk about it.” As I finished talking, I could see Ben’s face fall from joking around to a look of concern.

“I’ve been struggling lately, and you just saw some of the consequences of that.” I was squeezing the doorframe so hard that my knuckles turned white even as my cheeks burned red with embarrassment, but the words kept tumbling out as Ben listened with a concerned expression on his face. “I’ve been having problems with my new body. My dick is so tiny and useless I can’t really get off on my own anymore, masturbation is not really an option. The last time I really felt satisfied was in the cave… with you. I even tried going out to one of the gay clubs you mentioned and picking up a guy, but that didn’t really turn out the way I hoped.”

“You went to a gay club? I thought you were straight!?” Ben replied incredulously.

“I thought so too, but since the cave I guess a lot has changed. I still like women, but it’s not like anything I can do can make much of an impact in the bedroom with them anymore. That and men have been showing up in my fantasies more and more. Which is why the gay club was so disappointing and embarrassing, maybe I’m not meant to be with anyone now.”

“What do you mean, what happened?” Ben asked.

“Well I knew I couldn’t expect much at the club. Who would want to be with a tiny freak like me? I tried approaching some of the less attractive guys hoping they’d be **** enough to fuck someone like me. Even they shot me down over and over again, like I was some kind of joke. I think one of them actually told me it wasn’t funny and that ‘someone like him’ would never go out with ‘someone like me’. I was so humiliated I-” I was interrupted by Ben’s failing to suppress his laughter at my story.

“You didn’t! Are you telling me you picked out the ugliest guy in the room and you asked him to fuck you!?” Ben choked out, laughing.

I got a little angry, “I realize I’m not an attractive guy anymore, but I thought I could find someone. And eventually there were guys who took pity on me. I can’t believe you’d laugh at me. I thought this was a safe space where I could talk about these kinds of things, where I could be ****, I guess I was wrong.” I said turning intending to slam the door and walk away.

“Wait, wait, wait,” Ben hurriedly said rising from the bed before sitting back down when he saw me stop and turn back. “I wasn’t laughing at you, I was just picturing you walking up to the ugliest guy in the club and getting rejected.”

“Yeah, why would I be offended by that!?” I said angrily, ready to storm away again.

“You really don’t get it do you?” Ben asked with more than a little shock in his voice.

“Get what?”

“You’re… gorgeous. You are like the perfect twink, leaning into femboi, perfectly straddling the line between masculine and feminine combining the most attractive traits of both. There are entire porn sites dedicated to guys who would give their left nut to look half as good as you do. If any guy in that club thought it was a joke to go out with you, it was because he thought you were fucking with him. From their perspective you were playing a cruel joke on them, tantalizing them with a guy they’d never be able to get. If you lick your lips in just the right way I bet you could make most gay guys cum in their pants!”

With a little chuckle I replied, “That’s not that far off from what happened.” Getting serious again I continued, “You mean there’s really gay guys who like tiny freaks like me?”

With a little anger in his voice Ben answered, “Don’t call yourself a freak! When I said you’re gorgeous I meant it.” With a deep sigh he continued, “I guess you were brave enough to admit all of this to me, and it couldn’t have been easy, it would be terrible manners not to do the same.” With that Ben threw the blankets off of his lower half to expose the massive erection that was currently trying to rip its way out of his pajama pants, before getting up to stand closer to me. “When you knocked on my door I was jerking off. When I saw you writhing on your bed in orgasm it was all I could do not to cum right there. I ran back to my room and started beating my dick like it owed me money.”

“You’re the best looking guy I’ve ever seen, how could you be interested in someone like me!?” I said in shock and disbelief.

“I keep telling you you’re gorgeous. The only reason I even hesitated to ask you to move in here, was that I wasn’t sure I could resist the temptation with you living so close. I thought you were straight and I’d just embarrass you and drive you away.”

“I’ve wanted you to fuck me every day since we left that cave, but you look like a walking Greek statue, I never thought someone like you could ever be interested in a tiny freak like me.” I said hopeful, but afraid this was all some cruel joke.

“I told you, you’re not a freak. You’re at least as good looking as I am, just in a different way. Your ample sexy ass. Your flat taut stomach. Your lithe hairless limbs. Your cherubic delicate face. I even love your cute new cock.” With each sentence Ben took a step closer to me and his voice grew huskier with each word. By the time he was silent Ben was standing right in front of me, his cloth covered boner almost poking me in the sternum.

“I want you so bad right now.” I said in disbelief, craning my neck back to stare into his chiseled face.

With that the tension broke and we both lunged at each other. Ben quickly wrapped me in his strong muscular arms before lifting me into the air. He brought our faces together and we kissed passionately, even as I ground my solid nub into his stomach. The way he clutched my ass, holding me up as if I weighed nothing, sent shocks of pleasure right to my cock. I felt so hard I thought I might explode.

With an animalistic groan Ben tore my pants and underwear off without lowering me to the ground. And I do mean tore, I could hear the fabric rip as his muscles strained to remove the cloth in between him and the object of his desire. As he was doing this, my arms were roving over his solid biceps as they flexed under the strain of his exertion. I quickly rubbed my hands over his back before tracing them over his chest, rubbing his strong pecs. I wanted to touch every square inch of his body.

Freed of the offending cloth my cocklet was unrestrained to leak pre-cum all over Ben’s belly as he continued to press me into his body as we made out. Walking over to the bed Ben spun us around before throwing me down onto its soft surface. Spending as little time apart as possible I quickly pulled my shirt over my head, moaning as the fabric cascaded over my sensitive erect nipples, while Ben took his pants off, without taking his eyes off of me. He quickly lunged forward onto the bed covering my body with his bulky muscle, pressing our lips together once more. I could feel our two cocks dueling below even as our lips wrestled with one another. The head of my tiny cock pressing into the middle of the shaft of Ben’s much larger dick, his cockhead pressing into my sternum emphasizing the size difference between us. Fully erect he had to be at least ten inches long and thicker than even his own wrist, let alone the twigs I called my arms.

Our lips parted allowing us to suck in air, even as we both panted with arousal. Ben pressed me backwards to lie on my back on the soft bed. Looming over me with his much larger frame, Ben leaned down and started kissing my neck. He traced his lips down my chest, kissing my sensitive nipples, pulling a **** moan from me even as I felt his solid log rubbing over my legs. Continuing his path Ben kissed down over my soft smooth belly before reaching my groin and pulling my tiny cocklet into his mouth. What started out as exquisite pleasure quickly flashed over to oversensitivity. I pressed my hands onto Bens face pushing his mouth away from my aching organ. He looked up making eye contact for a moment, confusion written across his face. “I need you inside me,” was all I could gasp out in explanation. That was all it took for the smirk I found so sexy to soften his face back into rampant arousal.

Grabbing both of my legs he lifted them into the air bracing them against his sculpted chest. My legs were so short I couldn’t even curve them over his shoulders, I simply had to rest my heels against his chest. I arched my hips exposing my hole to him even as he ran his fingers over the entrance to my **** depths. As he started to press a finger into me I saw uncertainty and hesitation cross Ben’s face. He pulled back and said, “Let me grab some lube, even then some people have trouble with the size of the new me.”

“No, I need you now. I can’t go another moment without your touch.” I begged desperately.

“Are you sure? I don’t want to hurt you.” Ben answered uncertainly.

“More sure than I’ve ever been.”

“Ok, I’ll go slow, and you have to let me know if anything hurts at all.” He answered sternly, waiting for a nod from me.

I braced myself and nodded as Ben lined himself up with my pulsing hole. I could feel his thick head pressing against my entrance. It felt so big, but I’d never wanted anything more in my life. Seeing him hesitate again, I put every ounce of need I could into my voice and begged him, “Fuck me.”

I expected at least a little pain, I had some experience with my dildos and the other guys I’d been with. None of them had been even close to Ben’s size, but there was no pain has his head breached my opening, his foreskin easing his entrance as he pressed inside. All I could feel was mind numbing pleasure, apparently Ben felt the same as our moans harmonized as we both cried out in bliss. I didn’t even realize I had moved, but I found my legs wrapped around Ben’s waist pulling him into me. My puny legs had no hope of actually moving Ben, but it was enough to give him the message of my desires. That was all it took to make Ben forget about ‘going slow’, as he pressed himself balls deep in me as my passage seemed to form itself around his mighty organ.

Even now there was no pain, only ecstasy as his girthy cock rubbed along my prostate sparking it with pleasure. Bliss greater than anything I had ever felt coursed through my body, flashes of light danced across my vision while I screamed in ecstasy as Ben quenched the fire inside me. As Ben pulled out and thrust back in I found myself thrashing incoherently, overcome by the sensations Ben’s cock was driving out of my core. With one hand braced under my right shoulder and the other pressing into my lower back, Ben lifted me into the air without allowing his cock to exit my hole. He lifted me up and down fucking me onto his cock, even as I popped my hips with the motion causing him to hit magical spots within me increasing both of our pleasure.

I’m not sure how long he stood there fucking me, time lost all meaning washed away by the overwhelming sensations blasting through my body. It may have been seconds or it could have been hours, but I found my muscles tensing up inside as I could feel my body dancing on the edge of orgasm. All it took was once more thrust against the knot of pleasure within me and I felt myself fall over that precipice as I was overcome by orgasm, my tiny cock spewing all over Ben’s belly before cascading down over me.

My orgasm caused my passage to clench and flex around Ben and that was all it took to bring him over his limit as well. I felt his cock pulse and flex inside me as he came, filling me with his seed, even as he yelled out in bliss above me. We came together, and then overcome by the exertion Ben lowered me back down onto the bed, pressing his body down on top of me. Even now I could feel my emissions sandwiched between us as Ben pressed his muscular body into my smaller one. Ben made no moves to pull his colossal cock out of my well fucked hole, and I really didn’t want him to.

We lay there trying to catch our breath in the afterglow for a few moments before either of us could speak. Ben rolled off of me, pulling out before flopping down onto the bed next to me. He was the first to speak, “That was-“

“Amazing” I interrupted.

“I’ve never felt anything like that. Don’t get me wrong, things got a lot better with my new cock. I’ve had sexual experiences I’d never dreamed of, but they were nothing compared to that. That was just… wow!”

“You weren’t so bad yourself, stud.” I replied with a cheeky grin, even as Ben looked over at me and smiled back.

“I’m serious, that was… not normal,” seeing the dark cloud pass over my features at that comment he quickly finished, “but in a good way! I’ve slept with a lot of people since we left that cave, and I’ve learned that many can’t handle the size of my new cock. Everyone idolizes a big cock, but they don’t appreciate the drawbacks. Not that I’m complaining, but unless I spend a lot of time on foreplay, and use a ridiculous quantity of lube, I’m not getting this cock inside of anyone. Even then there are a fair number of women, and men, where it’s just not happening, my dick is not going inside their bodies no matter what we try. Don’t get me wrong, I make sure we both leave satisfied though other means, but for some getting fucked by my dick is off the menu no matter what.

“When you asked me to go in dry, I would have laughed out loud if it wasn’t also ridiculously sexy. I didn’t think there was a hope in hell of that working. I thought I’d press hopelessly at your opening for a bit, you’d see it wasn’t going to happen, and then you’d let me get the lube. I couldn’t have been more wrong. Your asshole opened around me and practically pulled me in, tight but oh so welcoming.”

“I was expecting a little pain. I’m not as experienced with my new body as you are, but the few times I’ve been penetrated there was at least a little pain. With you, nothing but pleasure.” I mused before Ben continued.

“It wasn’t just that, once I was inside you I’ve never felt anything like it. Your insides were pulsing and twitching, almost pulling me inside and stroking me.”

“Like I was ‘sucking an orgasm out of your soul’?” I supplied.

“That’s not a bad description,” Ben replied with a chuckle. “It was the greatest thing I’ve ever felt. You would bring me right to the brink of orgasm before backing me off, over and over again in waves. You were edging me faster and faster until I was constantly riding that peak without falling over the precipice into orgasm. And then you came and all the sensations got cranked up to eleven. It was like a religious experience, I came so hard I thought I was going to pass out!”

“Any other guy that’s fucked me has cum in less than 30 seconds.” I muttered a little bitterly.

“After experiencing your ass, I’m not sure I can blame them.” Ben answered with a chuckle that put a smile back on my face.

It was around this time that our breathing had returned to normal, and looking down I could see that our reminiscing had brought Ben’s dick back to hardness. My dick had solidified back into a much less noticeable bump as compared to Ben’s noble spire, but I was no less erect. Quickly hopping up and straddling Ben’s lower stomach, “Want to go again?” I said, rubbing my ass back into Ben’s solid pole.

“You know it.” He replied enthusiastically, before leaning up and reaching toward me.

“Ah ah ah, this time I’m on top.” I replied cheekily, as Ben lay back down, even as I grabbed his cock that I had no hopes of wrapping my fingers all the way around, and lined it up with my twitching hole.