Your mom comes round a few days later to talk to you.

Once in your own room again, you were again faced with the dilemma of whether or not to do a little searching of your own for pictures and videos of Amber Knights, having grown incredibly horny due to the day spent with your mom and as well as the discoveries you'd made inside her house.

Recalling what you had told yourself earlier though, about how you should try and focus on Allison instead, having been growing worried of late that your attraction to your mom was getting a little too out of hand, you wrestled with this for a moment as you picked up your cell - weighing up texting your prospective girlfriend and arranging to meet up, against firing up your computer and jacking off over pictures of the woman who was now your mom. On the one hand, Allison was sweet and fun and pretty and you enjoyed her company a lot, yet on the other, it wasn't her face or her body that was making you so hot and bothered all the time, and that was constantly flashing through your mind. Just getting to experience seeing those humongous boobs in bikini in actual real life, with her hard nipple poking out (nipples that had probably been sucked and fondled by hundreds if not thousands of other porn stars in the past) was in a lot of ways far better than any amount of pixels you could find on your computer. Being around your mom was almost intoxicating now, and it was getting harder to see her as just that.

Realizing that this was of course the problem, that you were starting to see your mother not only more as Stephanie Burke, but as Amber Knights as well. Her dress, her manner, her new lifestyle all being so different from how your mom used to be that you felt like you really were losing perspective. Of course speaking to her and spending any amount of time with her, it was obvious she was still your mother, there was no question of that. She was still the same woman who raised and cared for you for the last 17 years, and who loved you and your siblings no matter what. It was just...little things were different. Like her confidence to dress up in semi-skimpy clothing and act far more comfortably in her new skin. Your mother never really having done that before. As was browsing the net for porn; especially porn featuring herself!

Deciding to forgo either option in the end, you instead had yourself an early night, lying awake in bed, pondering something you'd been unable to stop thinking about for the last couple of hours; was your mom really thinking of getting into the adult film industry? All the signs seemed to point to yes. The research on her computer, as well as the DVD's. The clothing she'd obviously been trying on. The fact that she hadn't actually thrown any of it out and instead had it stored neatly it it's own room. Then there was her new friend's; Erica was in the business, designing costumes and stuff, and you knew she'd had other people around as well (that guy who'd helped clean out the pool being one of them). Had they **** her into it? It seemed utterly ridiculous that your own mom would even consider such a thing, but the evidence was all there. Unless of course you were reading way to much into things and it really was nothing quite so sordid. But then again, what if it was? What if your mom was planning on taking on Stephanie former job in the porn world? What would that mean for you or your family? How would that make you feel?

You got your answer a couple of days later, after finally managing to get hold of your mom (who'd been extremely busy, as she'd informed you), arranging to meet, not at hers as you'd suggested, but instead at yours once everyone else was out.

"Okay, so about all that stuff you found on my computer..." your mother began as the two of you sat in the living room, her dressed a little more conservatively this time in a slightly less revealing stripped top and denim shorts with tights, and very little makeup. "I'm sure you've been wondering why I was looking at it, as well as why I have a room full of 'Amber Knights' clothes. And yes, I did find those boots and stocking stuffed inside my desk drawer. Some hiding place that was."

"Uhm, so-sorry. I didn't mean to snoop," you nervously replied, having forgotten all about those particular items, "I just...I just recognized them from the DVD cover is all. Wanted to see if they were the same."

She didn't seem too upset by this though, presumably having gotten out all of her anger at the time, and instead continued, "Well they were, and the reason I had them out was..." Stopping herself mid sentence, looking suddenly very uncomfortable, your mother then rose from her seat and headed over to the window, telling herself as she went, "Oh God, I'm not exactly sure how to say this." It was at this point that you began to realize exactly what it was she was trying to say, though you were still of course very much on tender hooks, waiting to hear her actually say it. Psyching herself up at the window and taking a deep breath for a moment, she then turned back round to face you. "Tim, you're almost 18 now. You're almost a grown man, so I'm just going to come out and say it, and I don't want you to think any less of me when I do. The truth is, I had all that stuff out because I wanted to see how it was done, how Stephanie made her living. Because, well...I've decided to carry on doing it for her."

Though this really shouldn't have come as any surprise, having theorized exactly this, it still very much did, and you felt your brain begin to empty in shock. "You...you...have?" you gulped, having no other reaction to hearing that your mother was going to become a porn star other than disbelief.

Confirming that she had, and that you hadn't somehow misheard her, she again returned to her seat and looked you square in the eye. "Now I know what you must be thinking, and God knows this isn't exactly an easy topic for either of us...but well, I'm living on my own at the moment. I have no support financially from your father, and what the hospital paid out will only last for so long. Stephanie's house and car isn't exactly cheap to run, and with this body, there really is very little else I can do. You father was always the breadwinner in our family, while I stayed at home and looked after you lot. This way at least I'll finally have an opportunity to make a living for myself, and to have some independence."

"I...I can't believe this!" you blurted, still unable to get your head around it all; unable to image your kind, sweet, good matured mother doing all of the extremely slutty, sexual acts that Amber Knights performed. "But...but I thought you...you hated all that? You couldn't even look at those pictures on the walls!"

Dipping her head slightly and admitting, "I know, and that's true; I couldn't (it becoming increasingly more difficult for you both to maintain eye contact now). But these last few weeks things have changed. Ever since I moved into Stephanie's house and I met Erica, and Jackson, and Jan, and Shawna, and Devin and everyone else who was in the business and discovered what genuine and lovely people they were." This was the first time you'd heard of pretty much all of these people, you're mom having of course mentioned she'd had people over to the house and stuff, but you had just assumed it was Erica, not an entire troop of porn stars or whatever they were.

"They kept popping round to the house all the time, asking why I hadn't been on set or at photo shoots, or returning any of their calls. Of course I tried to explain that I'd been in a car accident and I was too 'shaken up' to continue that sort of career, but they were very persuasive.

"So I started to get curious and I decided to watch some of Stephanie's movies," she continued, blushing a little and looking away uncomfortably, "and well...while it was a bit of an eye opener at first, I am still a woman with certain needs, even if I am your mother." Jesus, this was just too much! Your mom basically admitting that she got aroused by Amber Knights' movies. Suddenly hearing that the woman who'd raised you had a sexual side being incredibly difficult to hear (especially as she'd basically just admitting to masturbating to them). As awkward as it was for you though, it appeared just as bad for your mother (if not worse), as she then told you, "So, I started slow, trying on some of Amber's clothes and play acting I was her...just to see how it felt, as well as asking Jan and Shawna as many questions about the industry as I could. One thing led to another, and after a few bottles of wine one night, Jan, or 'Summer Rain', which is what she calls herself, offered to 'get me back in the saddle' as it were."

You jaw actually dropped as said this, pretty certain that you had to be dreaming or something. Hearing that Summer Rain, an almost equally as gorgeous porn star with (not quite as big) fake breasts and a love of the nasty stuff was not only one of your mom's friend's but had actually offered her lesbian sex as well, and from the sounds of it she'd accepted! Your mind was completely and utterly blown right there.

"I thought she was joking of course," your mother nervously giggled, still struggling to tell you all this, but presumably feeling like she had to, "but the next thing I knew, she was showing me things and making me feel a certain way I don't think I've ever felt before...even with your father. And I found that I actually really enjoyed it, I enjoyed being with another woman and doing those kinds of things, and I wanted to experience more..."