His trust and devotion

Your pride is everything and you quickly wipe the emotion from your face. To you, it was unreadable--there are too many emotions running through your head at the moment to truly care what, exactly, they may be--but Senbonzakura can read you better than you like.

You're quiet for the moment, grasping around for the words to say. It should be easy--he already knows just what it is that you want. He's only waiting for your approval, for you to tell him, so that he may make that expression you feel creep back disappear entirely. You despise how **** you can feel in this world, loathe how your noble upbringing can shatter and scatter to the winds like your zanpakutou. You feel something though... something that promises freedom from the cage for just a little while and you'll get to spread your wings.

"Prove it to me, Senbonzakura," you say finally, lifting your head to gaze at the dense gathering of glowing pink cherry blossom petals. "Your devotion to me. How deep does it run? I simply wish to bear witness to your devotion--your desire--of me."