Research

Sarah sat there and flicked through some of the search results that came up when she googled cuckold but she wasn't getting much out of them other than what it was and they had discussed his kink enough that she knew that much. When it first came out this revelation that he was fantasising about her cheating on him had hit her hard but seeing how down he was when she got up the following morning she had realised how hard coming out like that had been for him and if he felt that strongly about it then he must still love her. She felt it was her wifely duty to understand the appeal. That isn't to say she would have sex with another man but if she understood his feelings, what was driving his arousal then maybe she could help him in some way. However these search results were doing nothing for her. "I get it," she said "but I'm not getting anything new from this. It doesn't tell me what appeal you find in it."

Tom was ready to answer, he had been giving Sarah furtive glances ever since she had asked for some research suggestions "I'm not sure what to say, that's what the fetish is called and that's what it is."

Sarah thought for a moment "When you're masturbating, what do you look at?"

This startled Tom a little and he was hesitant to answer because it felt so personal and private but he had taken a huge leap in opening up to her and she was at least showing willing to consider and he didn't want to mess it up by being shy about it. "Well sometimes it's videos but moistly amateur stuff where the wife or girlfriend is really having sex with someone else but I don't think it'd give you much understanding if you watched those. You kind of already have to be turned on by it to get it." He mused for a moment "Stories" he stated "Something with a plot to it where you can hear the characters thoughts. Comics too would be good for the same reason and maybe captioned photos" his voice went up as if unsure of that last one.

"Do they make comics about this?" She had read a couple of manga in her past and knew they could be sexy but outright pornographic?

"Oh yea. There are a lot of them"

These sounded promising and at least more interesting than dry descriptions. "Okay" she said "find me something to look at."

"Okay, what? Stories or comics?"

"Let's try both. Go and open some tabs on your computer for me to look at."

Tom practically scrambled from the bed in fear of her changing her mind. He returned about twenty minutes later and vaguely gestured for her to join him.

Sarah sat at Tom's desk and saw a large number of open tabs on the browser. She began to casually flip through them to see what she was dealing with. Tom lurked off to one side watching her intensely and this annoyed Sarah. "Don't stand there watching me, go and make me a cup of tea and leave me to it. It's going to take me ages to get through even a fraction of it." Tom scuttled off and she tried to find something that took her interest. The comics looked interesting. Mostly manga style but there were some other art styles in the selection he pulled out. When Tom came back with a mug of tea she was several pages into a manga style comic with a beautiful young housewife and a perverted neighbour.

"That's one of my favourites" commented Tom.

"Go away" she replied, not unkindly and Tom walked out looking miffed.

Sarah grabbed a piece of paper and a pen and started to make notes 'gives in to lust' she jotted down as the housewife orgasmed repeatedly on the neighbours big cock. 'Dominant men' she added as he made the woman beg for more attention. In the end the husband is oblivious as the wife sneaks off to the neighbours for sex and the husband hears not knowing it's his wife making all the noise. That last bit did give her a little twinge down below but it was probably the art which she had to admit she quite liked.

The next one had again a young house wife, inexperienced this time asking a friend of her husbands for advice. The friend slowly introduces her to increasingly depraved techniques and the attitude of the housewife moves from unsure to enjoyment, to enthusiastic participant and it's all being done for the husbands supposed benefit. It interested her that in this one the wife made changes to herself in the way she dressed, styled herself or acted under the pretence that the husband would like it but was actually to satisfy the person she was cheating with.

The comics were easier to consume so she polished off the ones he had brought up. Her notes had expanded to add 'inadequate lover vs exceptional lover', 'rules' and then added to that 'broken rules' and several others on the behaviour of the wife, the lover and the cuckold. She was surfing a low level arousal that was compelling her to keep reading and despite having been there for some time she wasn't ready to give up so she moved on to the stories. These were a bit more realistic, probably down to the fact that that they had more time to build character and motivation. These more focused on the husbands feelings as they were cuckolded either willingly or not. 'Denied things that the lover gets' got added to the list and she felt as though she could begin to understand how that feeling of frustration might be a driving ****.

The wife's behaviour in these stories was also fascinating to Sarah. One story saw a girlfriend fucking a guy she hated because she was cross at her boyfriend. Sarah would never be that capricious but the girls transformation from despising the man to screaming at him to fuck her harder and offering herself to be available to him sexually going forward tickled her own arousal. Other wives controlled their husbands through their arousal and she added 'women submissive and dominant'. She thought about that one. She'd never been a dominant lover but maybe if she was more teasing and in control then it would satisfy a Tom enough.

Several stories later she finished the stack. She was almost disappointed. She had beet subconsciously jiggling her crossed legs to give herself a low level of stimulation and she was now all horny. She headed off to the bedroom but the lights were off and Tom was asleep. She looked over to the clock and was shocked at the time. She should probably go to bed but she was all worked up now. She considered waking Tom up for sex but thought he may not appreciate it as he was always grumpy when he was woken up. She decided she'd just have to take care of it herself.

She headed back to the office and sat back at the desk. She was struck with a naughty idea. Maybe if she could find some more of those porn comics she could masturbate to them. Perhaps if she tried to cum to those themes she might be able to get into them more. She went back to the site with the comics and typed in 'cuckold' to the search bar. A lot of choices came up. wow, he really wasn't kidding when he said there were loads she thought. She picked one that had been done with 3D models. It was about a young couple where the husband needed to impress his boss at a work party and didn't dare comment on the bosses overly friendly way with his wife. The boss pursues the wife and invites her to work as his PA. Business trips and conferences abound with lots of fucking as she does it initially for the safety of their income but comes to get addicted to his sexual prowess and lavish lifestyle. It finished with her leaving their home for another conference dressed extremely slutty and then cut to a shot of the husband masturbating to a picture on his phone of his wife and boss together.

Sarah focussed on this last picture as she tipped herself over the brink and had an orgasm. She flopped back in her husbands chair and basked in the afterglow. It had been surprisingly erotic. There was also something about the idea of trying to condition her brain into accepting it. It might be bollocks but it was naughty and that felt good. Her fingers played over her slit as she thought all this and as her motions got faster she thought maybe one more before bed.