Further research

Tom didn't see Sarah until nearly lunch time when she staggered in to his office to say hi. "What time did you get to bed last night?" he asked her.

She looked adorably confused as she tried to work it out "It was definitely gone three. There was a lot to get trough". This was a bit of a fib as she could have come to bed earlier but she got swept into her pavlovian fantasy and masturbated twice to more porn.

"How was it?" he asked with caution

"Actually really useful. It gave me a much better insight into why it turns you on than merely having it described to me. I was hoping you could show me around the websites later so I can explore a bit on my own and you said something about captions?"

"Yea, photos with captions on that implies a story. Are you sure? I mean they are much more specific I'm not sure they'd help."

"Well show me them and I can be the judge of that. Anyway I'm not doing it until later. I don't want to interrupt your work by talking about porn. We can sort it after dinner."

Tom was totally distracted now but he tried his hardest to focus on his work. He motivated himself with time for naughty games with his wife in the next couple of days if he got enough done. Sure enough that worked and he focussed so hard that he lost track of time until Sarah called him for dinner.

They sat eating dinner at the kitchen table and Sarah pulled out her tablet and was asking how to navigate some of the websites she had been on last night. Tom took her through some of the key phrases to search or tags to use where appropriate and ways to best find what she was after. He looked at her as she sat there clearly flicking through a comic as she ate her desert, all things considered this was as good as he could have hoped for bar her eagerly seducing someone and fucking him. He couldn't help himself he had to ask "So, do you think you might be interested in this?" he gestured towards the tablet.

"She looked at him a bit annoyed but it softened before she spoke "Look, I'm putting in a lot of work here. I'm am beginning to understand and I want to do what I can to help you with this but I am not just going to straight to being okay with it. Give me some time and space to find out where I am happy to go with this."

"I'm sorry love, you're right. You take all the time you want. Is there anything I can do to make it easier?"

"Actually there is. It's a pretty complex thing you've gotten yourself into. If you had said you wanted me to spank you I'd know where to start but there is so much psychology in this. I need to know what is turning you on. Last night was really useful as i got a little insight into your thought process so give me more of that. You mentioned captions but you keep getting cagey. If they are crap for what I'm trying to achieve then it's no great loss but I feel like you are ****."

Tom nodded gravely, damn she was an astute woman "Okay, so I have a folder on my computer with loads of them and I guess I can show you where it is and you can look it's just... Sometimes when I get aroused my tastes become more ****, nothing illegal or anything" he added in a panic worrying about how that statement could be misunderstood "And I would worry that you might look at them and somehow see them as a base level of what I'm into. It's very **** exposing this part of myself so brazenly. I suppose you might as well just access my porn stash and then there will be nothing hidden."

He looked a bit down trodden. She reached over the table and took his hand in hers. "I get it, I do. Thank you for your honesty and I promise that if I see anything that freaks me out I'll talk to you about it okay?"

They finished their meal and Tom went up to the office to get more material laid out for Sarah. A good while later he called her up and explained what he had done. There were more stories and comics and a photo browser open with a multitude of pictures covered in a variety of text. He showed her a website that she could find other captions on and finally, begrudgingly took her through the folders that held his porn collection. He headed don to watch TV and try not to cringe himself to ****.

Sarah flicked through the things he had put on offer and decided to start with some stories this time as they took the longest to consume. There was also the issue that she didn't really want Tom walking in and finding her elbow deep in his porn as he was clearly a bit sensitive about it. She was however burningly curious and a little excited at this insight into her husbands tastes.

Sure enough time passed quickly as she was engrossed in the story. A couple she had found so grammatically frustrating that she had to abandon as she was almost tempted to start grading them and she wasn't getting what she needed out of them because of that distraction. Others were very interesting. In some cases husbands were willing participants but things would often get out of hand. In others husbands were unwilling but developed a fetish for their cheating partners. In both cases the women were very much in control of arousing the husband and were actively participating in tormenting, teasing and involving their husbands as they were into having sex with other people. Even when the husband was not directly involved in the cheating the wife was telling the husband in detail or turning a blind eye to his peeking. This was all very interesting as she had initially assumed that it was just the act of infidelity itself that was the source of pleasure to the cuckold but there was much more to it.

Tom appeared a few times to ask if she wanted anything. A few times she genuinely did but he was just checking on her as she knew he would but wouldn't give him the satisfaction/worry of looking through the personal stuff. Eventually the point she had been waiting for arrived and he made his final visit to say goodnight. She waited a little while to be sure he was asleep and then switched over to the photo browser.The other reason she had been keen for him to go to bed was that she was really wanting to play with herself but didn't want to be caught as it might give him false hope that she was totally behind this and surely masturbating to it didn't equate to acceptance, did it?

She wriggled out of her clothes. She didn't need to be naked but it felt naughtier and if Tom did decide to bust her it would at least give him something to be aroused by. The captions awaited but she couldn't resist a quick flit through other stuff he'd saved. He was kind enough to have arranged everything into different categories and she went straight to the folder entitled 'women'. As she browsed she found herself getting critical. Why does he think she's attractive? Oh my god she is so plastic. She's so skinny, she has almost no tits. Why are like half of these women blonde? She caught herself. This was not the right angle to be viewing this from. The women, she realised after she had let go of her judgment, were incredibly diverse and a fair number of them did resemble her. She enjoyed admiring these beautiful women's bodies and a few of them were almost exciting but she wasn't really into women that much.

She tried a folder called hentai and found a mixture of pictures all in the manga style. These were a bit more exciting as they had a bit more narrative in the pictures and she could enjoy little fantasies of hidden sex on a public beach or a seductive female boss seducing a subordinate. At this point she began to play with herself and as one hand worked the mouse the other lazily toyed with her pussy.

The sub folder entitled 'futanari' gave her something she'd have to talk over with Tom. That wasn't to say she didn't enjoy some of it but she wondered why he would. There were a lot of cocks in that folder.

'Hardcore' was where things started to get steamy. She leaned forward in her interest as she looked at picture after picture of people fucking, sucking and generally getting it on. Initially she just enjoyed the pictures and had to pause while she finished off a building orgasm. After she had cooled doff a little she decided to look for common themes. There were quite a lot of black guys but it was far from exclusive. pretty much every guy had a big dick but that could have just been porn stars for you. Any time there was a blowjob picture the woman always looked completely in love with the dick. There were cum shots and most of these were in mouths and on breasts. This made her wonder if he was fantasising about his own cum on breasts or someone else's. Tom did love her breasts and she loved him loving them. Would it make sense in light of recent developments that the idea of someone defiling her tits might be a turn on? She jotted that idea to her sheet.

There were quite a few blowjob pictures. Blowjobs had never played much part in their regular love life. Sarah never really had much enthusiasm for them and Tom had stopped asking except on very rare occasions. She was beginning to look at this porn in a new light. Was he fantasising about his cock being sucked by a beautiful woman or was he fantasising about beautiful women sucking other men's cocks? Maybe it was both?

Her arousal was building again and she decided it was time so she reopened the 'captions' folder. The pictures were very varied and some of them were animated. Some were of beautiful women fully clothed appearing to talk to the camera. Others were of couples fucking, cocks ejaculating in or onto women, women masturbating. Not knowing where to begin she just brought up the first and began to read "I can honestly sleep with as many men as I like and all I have to do is tell you about it? Count me in". Okay, that was to the point. The next "Yes honey he's a better lover than you" and the next "It isn't that she doesn't like sucking cocks, its just yours".

Sarah sat back in the chair. I see where he was coming from now. There is no hiding what he likes here she thought. She continued to read. She could see why he might be concerned about her being upset or disturbed by some of the content as sometimes the things said could be quite mean. Women sung the praises of their lovers and demeaned their partners. Wives denied husbands access to sex or even a glimpse of flesh. Had she found these out of the blue she might think there was something wrong. In her state of arousal she had a better appreciation for how arousal makes these things more exciting. With that understanding she allowed herself to get involved in the fantasies that these captions suggested. She tried to put herself if the female protagonists position. Freedom to be intimate with any man she desired and to have the partner not only accepting but sexually excited by it. The feeling of control as she makes the rules or dances over the pre established rules and instead of getting upset he just gets more excited by the loss of control.

She was edging herself now, teasing her way up to an orgasm but holding off on her final release as she wanted to hold on to the flexible state of mind that her arousal gave her as she continued to work her way through her husbands darker desires. If Tom was to ask her now she might well have agreed to find a lover but were he to ask her afterwards she would once again express uncertainty about it. She had to admit that even if she didn't pursue his desire for her infidelity she could certainly think of a few little games that might entertain him.

She closed the computer off now as she was **** to cum and she knew she would just keep edging and reading as long as she could while there was stuff to consume. She leaned back and put her feet up on the desk to give her easier access to her pussy and she played out a fantasy in her mind. She is dancing in a night club and Tom has gone to buy drinks. A big muscular guy with a shaven head and a brutish face comes up to her and starts do dance with her. He is aggressively sexual and not the sort of guy she would go for at all but she allows herself to be pawed and groped. He kisses her and his and id up her skirt fingering her pussy on the dance floor. He drags her outside and pushes her to her kneed and pulls out a cock that is as equally thick and brutish as the man. She eagerly sucks him off despite not having done it to Tom for years. He pulls her to her feet and pushes her against the wall. She braces herself with her hands as he pushes his beastly cock inside her but she is wet and eager for it so it slides in with little resistance. She screams with pleasure as he fucks her. A noise distracts them and they both turn their heads and see Tom. He looks on in shock and then cums in his pants. The man never beaks his rhythm and she cant help but scream out how good he is and how close to cumming as she tips over into an intense orgasm in real life.

She lay there catching her breath, looking up at the office ceiling. Her body was still feeling the after ripples of her orgasm as a wave of guilt hit her. I couldn't do that to him she thought but as she reached for her discarded panties to dry her sopping wet pussy with she did think with a smile I'm going to rock his world next time we have sex.