Thinking The Worst

"Ashley?" Victoria calls out as she navigates through the wooden structures of the playground, "Oh Ashley?!" she says again as her body ducks under a wooden beam. The entire time she's wondering if Gavin was messing with her. It didn't make any sense for him to do that but she was calling her name over and over again and she never responded so maybe this was some type of game he was playing?

She shrugged it off and worked up a small jungle gym, making her way to the top of the platform. As her head pivoted in her step, she looked toward the lake at all her friends back at the picnic table. They were slowly pulling out all the sandwiches and wine and setting them around the wooden structure. Part of her was wishing she would have ignored these emotions in her head because she was awfully hungry and the picnic truthfully was her idea, but she had to tell Ashley what happened. She had to tell her best friend that she sucked Brandon's cock off. The guilt was building in her system and no matter what, she had to let her know.

"Oh Ashley!!!" she wails out again with her hands by her mouth, forming a cone to expel the words out louder.

"Vic?!" a voice carries out above the blonde haired girl.

"Ash?!" she pivots her head, looking around the wooden structure.

"Up here." Ashley says once more causing Vicky to look up and as she does, she notices the ladder which goes up to the tallest structure. At the top, through a tiny little hole she can see Ashley's head peering through the opening and looking at her friend, "Come here, I don't want to come down right now..." she mumbles out before her head disappears.

"Umm, yeah sure." Vicky shrugs, thinking nothing of it and then she reaches out, grips the bars and begins to raise herself up rung after rung, making her way to the top of this structure to get back to her best friend in the entire world, "Ashley..." she almost mopes out as she brings herself up another three rungs, "I-I-I love you but..." her voice mumbles out, taking another two rungs up, "I have to tell you, umm, well, I have something important I need to tell you..." she pushes herself through the little opening and makes her way to the top of the platform.

Once she reaches the top and situates herself she for the first time actually notices her best friend's appearance. She's leaning back against one of the wooden railings and she looks like a complete disaster, "Ashley!? What happened?!" The Gusset of her bikini bottoms was soaked through, her haired looked like a complete mess, her make up was running down her face and she had some newly formed bruises appearing around her hip, "Are those bruises?!" Vicky exclaims out, "Ashley, what the hell happened?!" her eyes go wide as she fills with concern.

"Oh I fucked up Vic." she swallows as she runs her hands through her head, squeezing her skull as if she's trying to relieve the stressful situation, "I fucked up so bad. Again and again, oh God."

Vicky sets the bottle of wine down and crawls over to her best friend, allowing her head to fall into her shoulder, "Ashley! Oh my God talk to me, what's up?" her soft hands caress the cheerleader, "You can tell me anything."

"It's fucking Gavin!" she pouts out, "I don't know what it is with that boy or why I am so infatuated with him." she lifts her head up and tilts it up, staring off into the peaceful blue skies, "We went exploring while Zack and Heather were going fishing and I don't know what it is about him, he just got so confident all of a sudden. That stupid smug look on his stupid nerdy face." Ashley forms a fist and pounds it down on the wooden structure, "I told him no, said I couldn't do that to Brandon again but he didn't listen."

Victoria's eyes go wide as she listens to her best friend continue to rant about a boy she doesn't know all that well.

"I told him no, I told him we shouldn't do it, I told him it was a one time mistake." she growls out, "I told him no!"

Victoria only now fears the worst. Her friend is a complete disaster, she looks like she's been crying and she has bruises on her body, "Oh my God, did he..." she pauses, not sure if she should say what she's thinking, "Did he **** you?" she whispers.

Ashley's face immediately turns to her best friends as her mouth drops open, "What?!" she shakes her head, "Vic, no! It wasn't like that!"

As if a weight got lift off Victoria's chest she can only exhale.

"But we fucked again! And again! Even right up here!" she pounds the wooden structure again, "And now I look like a complete disaster, my bikini is soaked, my hair looks like shit, my make up is running down my face and I'm going to climb down this pole and Brandon is going to see me and he will know." she huffs out air, "I'm going to have to walk up to him and his heart is going to break and that makes me feel like shit!"

Victoria didn't really know what to say to her best friend. "There there, Ashley." she rubs her hand up and down her arm, "Maybe it's for the best? Maybe there's something there between you and Gavin?" she asks causing Ashley to release a single laugh, "Or admit what you did, apologize and try to mend the relationship?"

"I don't know, Vic!" Ashley groans out, "I don't know what I want."

"Well, do you have feelings for Gavin?" the blonde questions.

Ashley thinks long and hard for a minute as her friend comforts her, "I don't know." she eventually lets out, "I like fucking him but I also don't want to break up with Brandon. He's been so great to me, he's truly such an amazing boyfriend and is so caring, respectful and has never hurt me one bit."

Victoria swallows hard as she remembers what she was originally going to find Ashley to tell her, "Umm, I don't think you can have it both ways though?" she ponders briefly, "I guess if they were both up for it you could do that?"

"This is going to sound really bad and please don't judge me too hard for this..."

"I'd never." Vicky gasps as she should know better.

"I think it's the thrill of getting caught which is why I like fucking Gavin so much." Ashley smirks at her friend, "Yesterday he walked in on Brandon and I fucking in the living room in the cabin and since then, I've been teasing him and eventually at the end of the night, between ****, Brandon passing out and Kurt we finally...well, did the deed." Ashley swallows as even talking about it is almost arousing her body again, "And after that, he got so much more forward. You know how Brandon passed out on the couch in the living room last night?"

"Yeah, I was told?" Vicky grants a raised eyebrow at her friend.

"I went to say good night to him, make sure he was doing alright and Gavin, out of no where, took me from behind, right in front of him." Ashley bites her lower lip as she closes her eyes and takes a few deep breaths to cool herself, "And holy fucking shit Vicky, my body was on fucking fire it was so exhilarating!"

Vicky could tell by her rising voice and the sounds of her breaths quickening that her friend was getting turned on just talking about it, "That's umm..." she's still kind of stunned, unsure what the right words would be to comfort her best friend who apparently wants to continue to sleep around her boyfriend's back.

"Oh shit, I'm sorry Vicky!" Ashley takes a long deep breath as she shuffles her body around and looks at her friend's face, "I'm sorry about that, you came up here to find me and talk to me." she uses her hand to fan her face, trying to cool her body off, "You said you had to tell me something important?"

Victoria freezes up, losing her eyes in her own. Her mouth opened up but no words came out as she sat there in silence, trying to work up the nerve to tell her that she sucked Brandon's cock at a hidden cove.

After ten dreadfully long seconds, "Earth to Vicky???" Ashley teases as she leans over and grabs the bottle of wine, "Come on, cat got your tongue?" she pops the top off the bottle of wine, "And you brought wine, must be good news!" Ashley smiles as she goes to take a drink from the bottle.

Before she can, Vicky reaches over and grabs the bottle out of her hand and brings it to her mouth. She throws it back, chugging down the red wine straight into her gullet. She inhales down the wine, chug after chug annihilating another third of the bottle almost instantly. Finally, with a giant exhale she looks back at Ashley's somewhat shocked, yet interested facial expressions.

"Damn girl!" Ashley grins before leaning forward and taking the bottle of wine back into her own grasp "Well? Spill the beans! What's up?!"

Victoria scrunches her eyes shut as her tongue licks her lips, tasting the remnants of the red wine. With one final exhale she looks longingly into her best friends eyes which were still full of curiosity, "Okay Ashley, I..."