Sasha Destroys Her Past to Better Her Future

V+++++V Book I ~ Volume II V++++V

Later in the night while Nick was fast asleep when Sasha naked form woke up and got dressed in her sweats and tank top and quickly left Nick and Nicole’s home while she went to her makeshift workshop.

When the lights whirled on she saw everything the government tried to make her be a weapon against her new families’ kind when she grabbed the closest thing in her grasp a sledgehammer and shouted you god damned mother fucker you tried to use me and make me something I am not... while she swung while metal sledge smashed against the carbon armor plating …. Crack…..Smash….why you fucking son of a bitch….while swinging away destroying her former armor….I….I was chosen for this because I was weak and frail because I survived a wolves attack…Smash….Crash.

But you were wrong to think I was helping you to destroy them…I never asked for this detail while crying you….you all made me… when she was shaken loose by Anne and Nicole when they stopped her swing…

Sasha are you ok…..no…no I am not…..the government…they…they while she teared up…hush…hush dear it is over now…. All those innocent people I….I help kill because they were too afraid of their condition….they didn’t know…I didn’t give them a chance…. while Nicole held her while Anne spoke dearly you are safe now N.E.S.T. is in shambles and besides our superiors, yours and mine were Vampires so you were misled just like I was Sasha….They nearly made me kill you the only friend I ever knew….while they hugged tightly…Please, Sasha, tell me what’s wrong Anne spoke….

I…I… Chosen….Anne spoke Chosen what dear….. Chosen Nick…. And his mate ship…. To run wild in the woods with my friends and now family…with you beside me….while crying when Dani, Savannah, Sally, Dawn, Brittney, and Diane came forward what is going on out here we heard shouting and loud Ohhhhh seeing the bent up and cracked armor before them.

Sasha you alright they all spoke gathering around her when Sasha has seen the women of the pack come to her and giving her support…. I….I…want my clean slate…..when I give my life to my mate….when the rest of her friends said you mean… mean you made a decision….yes I chose to give myself to Nick….and you feel….your armor…. When Sasha spoke a part of my past I want to end when she went off in anger and continued to shatter the pieces off her soon to be former suit…. Until she panted out of breath why….why are you haunting me...?

I am not what you want me to be….not a killer….not for you….not for the stars and stripes…. When Anne said let us dear friend you done all you could now let us show you how wolves can do when Dani, Savannah, Nicole, Dawn, Brittney, Sally and Anne pulled off their robes and triggered their change while Sasha heard their growls and howls in unison while her wolf friends began tearing her old tech suit apart Sasha felt a burden of guilt lifted off her shoulders when Wolf Anne came up and nudge her playfully when Sasha hugged her friend and said thank you Anne when rest of the pack came around her rustled around her to show their support of her decision when Nick ran to her Sasha….Sasha are you….when she hugged him tightly….what are you doing…. Destroying my old life…. Why…for you, the pack I am choosing you and the pack over my old life.

You ….you scared me when you disappeared from our bed I felt….no my love, not you, it was me…. I needed this…. This bane shell of my old life needed to be over and done with… when the wolfish Nicole whined to see her brothers pain….when Sasha pulled him closer and kissed him with reassuring passion…

I…I’m sorry if I made you feel like you scared me off, dear it was all me I needed this to be gone from my life all the people that I hurt while in this suit….people who didn’t ask to be werewolves….and those who were not given a choice to live or die….that is not me anymore….

When Nick spoke and you will never have to revisit that life ever again my mate you will change with me under the next full moon and run free with the pack, hunt with the pack, and defend the pack, and Beloved by the pack, you will be strong, powerful, and majestic and sense things you would never sense under regular human senses…

Thank you my mate for choosing me I promise you I will not let you and the pack down when Anne came to her friend in her naked form and said my dear Sasha you will not let us down you earned our trust saving us all and most of all protecting our Alphas children so your past was not all things you did wrong but what you have done to rectify your past demons when Brittney came up and said wow I couldn’t have said it better than myself dear Pack sister Anne.

Trevor has found a lucky one in you dear Anne you two bring out the best in each other when Sasha spoke the armor may be gone but can you all help me with something else when her family said sure….help me carry these destroyed pieces and pile them up.

Anne and her sisters help Sasha with her request when Nick and his pack sisters got all the parts in the desired fire pit when Sasha came out with an acetylene torch and lit it on fire setting the ceramic plates melting with heated plating while their hot coals took care of the rest while the suit became ashes when Nick said here dear when Sasha looked at the helmet and said goodbye and tossed it into the flames while the material began to warp, crack and fizzled while material was melted away while the rest of their pack mates spoke we will see you two later in the morning while Sasha and Nick spoke good night.

Nick spoke you know Dear mate I would have helped all you had to do was ask my love…I know you would have but part of me knows you would ask me to keep it just in case but I do not want to see my old armor come back and bite us in the ass.

When Nick said very smart my dear mate but know it was not the suit that made you strong-willed it was always there and you blame yourself for being misled it was not just you, my dear… it was the whole platoon division were being led by vampires to hunt us down…. I was glad you stuck to your guts and believed us, my mate.

Sasha spoke at first I almost didn’t Nick understand that I needed to find the proof for myself what you all were saying the truth remember when you all were locked up….Yeah, I remembered fondly... the camera I placed in the room….what about it…. It registered all heat signatures in the room and followed the leads and then…then I met Luna and Kieba and things changed….For the better, I think….yes for the better Sasha spoke back watching the fires do their work while Nick spoke maybe we will sleep in… you may but I still got work to do for I plan something special for you, my dear mate, when Sasha said now if you are a very good boy and do not peak at your present the night of the full moon all will be revealed…

Nick said you do what you must do my love while gently feeling her scarred cheek and said I love you while they kissed in the night time while their silhouettes showed their love as their shadows kissed as one.