[3.2] I am my own best friend and worst enemy.

Rachel takes a deep breath and goes to wash her face in the bathroom. “Is it weird that I am afraid to do this?” Rachel asks herself. Taking a seat in the lotus position on her bed she closes her eyes. After a few minutes she arrives in her mindscape.

“So now you want to talk to us!!!” “There was a logical reason why she chose not to talk, you do realize that right?” “I’m just happy she is talking to us again; it was lonely when she left us.” “I know you all saw what I saw in her “dream” she “Shared” with her “Friend” I think he is ruggedly handsome. “There is a lot we don’t know about him, the entity, and the energy he released when she touched his mind. The fact that he saw our chakra and DIDN’T freak out. This is not like the universe we come from, this is by all intent and purposes is normal here. There is no magic or anything like that. I know he doesn’t have the life and history of a normal human but he didn’t freak out. Think about that” and the rest of the voices calmed down as Rachel turned around. “Well hello everyone, I see you are caught up on the current events” she says to her emotions.

Before her stands all of her emotions inside her mind. They all are the same but different in various ways that make them the closest things to sisters outside of Nicole and Toni. Brave(Green) is dressed in jeans and a t-shirt and her hair is the longest out of the group and is braided into a single and is running down into her cleavage. Timid(grey} is hovering quietly next to Wisdom(Yellow) wrapped in a blanket, she usually wears a long sun dress inside her realm. Through the years of being on this version of Earth. Rachel has gone through a significant emotional maturity evolution and Timid/Rage(Red) benefited from it the most. Her new balance brought Timid closer to everyone and dispelled a lot of her fear and calmed down Rage...ALOT. Rage pissed at Rachel because she interrupted her workout is in typical workout clothes and has a spike Mohawk. Happy(pink) and Love(purple) are giggling over the intimate act Rachel committed and gossiped on her potential crush. Love and Happy share somewhat of a twin complex and retained Rachel’s Titan day’s hairstyle and wore schoolgirl outfits “Really Love/Happy of all the forms you chose to take you do schoolgirl?” Rachel says rolling her eyes. Love looks at Happy and giggles. “We so happen to like it.” as Happy sticks out her tongue at Rachel. “Sloth I see you haven’t changed much at all” Rave n says looking over her unkempt alter. “Requires too much energy and time. I’d rather sleep” Sloth(Brown) says as she lazily floats about The most surprising is Rude(Orange) dressed as a punk rocker Rachel says “That actually works you Rude. Rude scoffs at Rachel but is secretly happy that she approves.

Rachel sees how her emotions have matured and evolved over time but she knows what the **** of Gar did to them. They being one in the same to her felt everything she did but each part magnified it. Brave/Timid/Love disappeared inside their perspective realms they refused to come when she called, refused to answer when she spoke. Rage was the most surprising, in that one point where she would think Rage would take over she didn’t she simply stared at the picture of Gar she snuck from when they were married. Whispering to the picture every day, never looking up. Happy and Rude cried together all day every day. Their wails were heard across the mindscape. That reason was why Rachel refused to go within her mindscape. On the outside she showed acceptance but inside her mindscape she couldn’t hide. Sloth was depressed and it affected her usual routine a lot. It took her a long time to create harmony with her emotions,

“So ladies I have a simple question.” Rachel states grabbing all of her emotions attention. “What are we going to do about this?