Linda reviews the holologs

Ensign Linda Trask's Log, Stardate: 9307.5

Well... I just finished reviewing my counterpart's log entries...

it was...

eventful...

...

Oh my God! Is this seriously how the ship's computer perceives me? Jenny must have made tweaks to it, I'm sure of it! I mean, sure, I've had sexual exploits worth logging about... but that!? How do I live up to that sort of reputation?! My holo-me is like a professional in the art of seduction! She wasn't even trying!

... my reputation... oh no... those crew mates think that was me in there with them... They must think I'm some sort of insatiable nympho! They could be talking about it between themselves. How am I supposed to follow up with them? They'll be expecting me to be a sex toy... or would they? Tiloth might. Wait... was this one of those 'one night stand' sort of things? Is there some implicit agreement with people? "What happens in the holodeck stays in the holodeck"? I don't know! I don't do these sorts of things... well, I didn't before; Before the virus. It may have had more life altering changes done to my body than I realized.

Do I call them and explain everything? Would that be the right thing to do? What if it's embarrassing for them to realize they were seduced by a hologram? They thought it was me at the time. I don't want them feeling like they were fooled. Technically it was an accurate representation of me... who knows? If it were really me in there, maybe those things would have happened regardless. Holo-Me seemed to be totally reasonable in her conduct, I think. I probably would have done what she did in the same situation. Wouldn't I?

OK. What's been done is done. I'm just going to move forward and brush it off. Kari has the program now, no one will be able to access it except for her. I've got shift duty in an hour, I'll just treat it as any normal day. Well, as normal as being thousands of light years away from home in foreign and unexplored space can be. Long quiet days, lonely nights traveling to a destination we may never ultimately reach... it would be nice to get a little excitement like my hologram did. I don't blame her... those... interactions were rather arousing as she'd described them. I wonder how the others would recount the events... I might just 'review' the holologs one more time before my shift...