Explaining the terms

I blink at Danni in stunned amazement; a huge bubble of incredulous delight is rising up through my diaphragm. She looks at me, watching my face closely, trying to read my reaction. When a huge smile breaks out across my face, she smiles as well. “Gladly,” I tell her, “but I won’t do it for money. I’ll only do it for free.” That startles her. “I don’t want a business relationship with you,” I explain, “I only want a real one. When I’m eating a client’s pussy, I have to be good with it when she wants nothing more from me and gives me nothing back but money. I can’t do that with you. I don’t want your money, I want you. I want you to let me eat your pussy for me as well as for you.”

“What do you mean by that?” Danni asks.

“Well, if I eat your pussy, the only thing that matters is to please you,” I say. “Granted, that’s also true with a client, but there the reason is different. With a client, it’s because she paid me to provide a service. Some of them have gotten to be friends of a sort, but at bottom it’s still a job for me, and I do it to give them what they paid for. I’m doing it only for them, whatever pleasure I may get from the act myself, and—more importantly—they are only letting me do it for their own sake. They might give me more of themselves, if they want more from me, but the only thing they’re committing to me is money. None of them have offered any more of a commitment than that. I want more from you. I want to eat your pussy because you’re giving yourself to me, at least a little.”

Danni smiles shyly, with a look in her eyes that’s something like hope and something like wonder. “That makes me feel special,” she says softly. Then she asks, “What happens next?”