But you concentrate on him.

You are curious about the movie, especially as you have never really watched porn in your life, but at the same time you feel compelled to concentrate on your husband's dick. So you play with it, using your index finger to distribute pre-cum all around its head, and pressing your lips on the head to kiss it.

You hear Dave groan.

In the background, the story unfolds.

"Like, ... that's so totally awesome of you, Mr. Professor!", you hear the girl in the movie say. You giggle. She sounds sweet. And hot. "I can so like totally give you an oral presentation, Mr. Professor", she continues. "I just, like, I don't know what _oral _is, Mr. Professor?"

You giggle again and look up from Dave's erection and stare at the screen. You see how the man drops his pants, and the big breasted girl smiles happily "Oh, this! I, like, I can totally do this!", she says, and gets down on her knees.

"Look at her jugs!", you exclaim. "Oooh, I want boobs like this!"

Dave stares at you in disbelief. He knows that you hate the concept of plastic surgery and that you are especially disgusted by breast augmentation as a blatant proof of a world which is ruled by men and not by gender equality. Which is right. You do. Of course, you do. It's just... well, if you look at those boobies, they actually do look kind of sexy. What's wrong about a woman who wants to look sexy?

What's wrong about a woman who wants to please her husband? Nothing. It's just that boob jobs shouldn't be available for young girls who are insecure. That's what you always meant.

Happy to have solved this paradox, you bow down to concentrate on Dave's dick again. You lick and suck a bit, while he groans and moans, which makes you incredibly proud of your skills.

"Baby, I'm close!", Dave croaks, and you stop. "Do you want to cum?", you ask, and Dave stares at you. You realize that you never ever asked him this before. It was always crystal clear that he has to hold back until you have reached your climax. Which suddenly seems like a very stupid rule. "I can make you, like, totally cum!", you imitate the girl in the movie, and giggle. You see lust and sexual hunger in Dave's eyes. He is really turned on by all of this.

"Oh, honeyyy! Let me help you cum! Let me help you relax", you say in a high-pitched voice. Now you really sounded a bit dumb, you think. And that wasn't planned. It just... came out of your mouth like this.

You close both your hands around his shaft and tug it. "Here, let me do this", you say, and look up to him. You feel your boobs bouncing while both your hands are stroking Dave's dick. "Cum for me!", you plead and flutter your eyelashes. On screen, the dumb student girl is just being fucked by two men at the same time. You cast a short glance.

"Oh, that looks fun!", you say, smiling.

Dave gargles and screams, as hot, sticky goo shoots out of his shaft, covering your hands and his body.

Afterwards, you lie in your bed next to Dave, wondering what just happened there. This wasn't you. This was not like anything you thought you'd like or enjoy. It's not possible that you actually had fun.

Except that you did. Very much.