Too long

Liz took me to her bed, not for that kind of play, even if I would welcome the distraction, we both knew its not what I needed in the moment.

I don't know how long we laid like that, but at some point I fell asleep.

My dreams were a wash of nightmares, but ones I had grown used to over the years, except I wasn't anymore, being with Seb had helped me not have nightmares so often, having him to hold on to helped with them immensely.

Now they were back.

When It got bad enough to wake, I noticed I was alone in Liz's bed.

Trying to not think the worst as I was prone to do in moments like this, I snatched a stuffed animal she had on a chair in her room and fell back asleep with tear tracks, trying to have faith and trust in someone else, hoping it wouldn't be misplaced.

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Seb finally came back some time later, some time before sunrise and picked me up, I was fully awake when the car started to move, still holding on to the stuffed animal.

"Liz said you could keep it since it was helping, also told me to tell you she's sorry for not staying, she needed to catch me when I cam back and have a talk with me. Says I should have noticed sooner, and I probably should have."

"No, I was keeping things from you,"

"I understand baby, but you had good reasons or at least ones I can understand."

"Doesn't mater my fault and I got you in trouble."

"That defiant attitude is part of the problem, sometimes other people are also at fault. Now all I need from you is honestly, ok, not self hate. There's enough hate around we don't need to add to it, ok?"

"I...I only promise to try."

"I'll take that in good faith pet, now get comfy, we are taking a rest and reset day today and I'm going to put you back to bed with me until well after noon. "

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Earlier Liz POV:

God this was a mess. Girl was asleep and I'd let her cuddle me until it was deep enough I could extract myself.

I needed to get some stuff together before Seb came back.

We never got the full story from Kris so I needed to let him know.

Luckily I recorded the convo on the roof top.

Not out of maliciousness, but because if Kris jumped while I was up there I knew it would be suspicious. Everyone in the group knew how I felt about 'him'.

Someone would mention how much I disliked 'him' and the cops would ride that for all it was worth.

I took that, the break down, and an interview from someone else that went through that camp.

When Seb came back I got him the whole story. Or as much as I could.

Bro was about to go on a war path until I reminded him of his fragile Sub and a need to attend to her before she got the wrong idea.

Honestly knowing her she probably already did, but I could only do so much.

Hopefully I had them on the right path.

If they needed me they could call and I'd help but I needed some sleep and to sort though some of my own thoughts on this stiuation.

I still planned to try and help Kris fix things with the group but figuring out how without causing a rift was going to be the issue.

In the mean time I was going to double down on the speed of the training and changes I was doing for Kris.

Girl needed either her friend back or closure and I no longer felt everyone was better off with him excommunicated from the group.

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Kris POV present:

The morning came and I was **** to take my mind off things, I also knew Seb would want to talk. I was **** to get his mind off things, esspecially after he gave me a pitying look when I tried to wake him with head.

I needed him to look on me in lust, to see me as a women worth being desired.

Owned.

I knew this head space wasn't healthy but I needed to be wanted.

By mid day I had him where I wanted, was it because he let me? I couldn't know.

My hand gripped the sheets extra tight as he slammed into me again, just the way I liked.

I needed the focus point if I was going to get this out.

"Babe, what was the next thing on Liz's list I want to do that and then have you fuck me again." He gave me an incredulous look as he was currently fucking my brains out. I was getting pretty good at talking during, as long as I wasn't on the edge of a big one.

"uuhg, I'll check when we are done, but I'm calling her to get her sign off on if your ready or not, I think it was one of the big ones."

That was how we ended up making an appointment for surgery.

I couldn't be more excited.

I made sure to wear him out on sex and anything else I could do to make him feel good.

I knew in my head that he wouldn't leave me over yesterday but my heart was ever the pessimist.

He was wore out, he even made a comment about adjusting my meds to not always be so horny.

I made him promise not to.

He liked me on them so much as to brag to Liz about It, I was not letting being over zealous ruin that.

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Sadly appointments like this took time even when you're trying to rush.

By the time it came around I'd more or less reset to a better state.

Thankfully Seb didn't bring up anything from that night.

I was really good at distracting him.

Closest I'd had was him giving me some sad looks here or there, but I could deal with that fairly well.

Now in the waiting room I was getting excited... And nervous.

We had managed to get a few procedures scheduled together and get it timed that my recovery would take place over summer break.

By semester start I would be a whole new woman.

In grand total I'd end up with adam's apple gone completely, not needing a big choker, still going to wear one for Seb I just had more options now.

Vocals tightened, It wouldn't magically give me a better voice, but between it and my voice training it would be way harder for it to break.

Fat transfer breast, ass, and hip augment. I'd gained some curves during all this time, but I ended up needing 'bolt-ons' to get to the desired size.

Full face feminization was something I lucked out on, I didn't need as much of it as feared after the HRT had helped, I'd be getting that later if needed but I was unlikely to need it according to the doc, he did a bit of touch up on a few things but that was more because I insisted. Alice liked certain features, both Seb and Liz had said so when I grilled them, So I Needed Them.

Sadly the doc refused to do anything with my cock. Requiring another year at a minimum.

Liz assured me it wouldn't be important before then, even if Alice magically popped up immediately at the next place I walked into.

She may have been kinky and a Dom but she wasn't the type to bed someone that quickly, especially if they were nervous or shy.

Half the fun is the chase after all.

Recovery was not fun, I still had all my desires, but the only thing Seb was allowed to do was stim my cock and I'd rather be left **** and leaking then go back to only cumming from my cock like a guy would.

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The second I was cleared by the Doc I dragged Seb out of there and had him take me home so I could put this body to a test drive.

Everything felt right when I looked in the mirror, after wearing out seb.

I looked like a lewd photoshop of the girl I was just weeks before.

I loved it.

Being built to entice and be lusted after was the goal and the Doc delivered.

Nothing fit anymore but I'd be fixing that soon, Liz was taking me shopping for a better wardrobe that was more likely to catch Alice's eye.

I had E cups breasts, narrow waist, wide hips and a bouncy bubble butt.

There would be a thigh gap except for my little cock, now in the smallest cage on the market and scheduled to be removed the moment that the doc would allow it.

Things were looking up, the only down side had been all the paperwork to update my ID's and such so they were still usable.

It was a small price to pay for how happy I was and the hope I had renewed in my heart.

AN: -Event Card- Take 5 points psychic damage, gain permanent ally.