You know what the whole Anastasia being ok with / is too much

You stand up and walk over to Anastasia and her doubles. All of their auras get incrementally more excited with each step you take. It becomes clear you are walking to Anastasia herself and her aura becomes conflicted, her self control trying to dominate her desire. When you stop in front of her she subtly pushes Blue out from between the two of you as her self-control began to lose the fight.

"Christopher," She whispers pushing Blue the rest of the way and stepping forwards into your arms, "please chose one of them." As she says it she grabs at your sleeves possessively. She rest her forehead against yours, "Please."

"I need to see Edin." You say pushing her back softly. "He shouldn't be alone right now."

Anastasia hesitates. "What?" She asked pulling her head back to look into your eyes.

"Edin's been through a lot I don't him to wake up alone." You say stepping back, her hands stayed holding your sleeves and she blinked a few times.

"Are you ..." She trailed off for a moment then smiled a little. "We need to work on your teasing, now it's the time." She shakes her head, letting go of your sleeves to try and wrap you in a hug, you step back to avoid it.

"Sorry but." You look at the three Anastasia doubles looking very confused and very awkward. You make some more space between the two of you. "I'm sure you won't have any problems forcing them." You say, finding it hard to not voice your qualms with Anastasia's choice of selective morality.

Anastasia looks confused then angry at you. "That's ... Christopher." She starts then calls after you as you walk out of the room. "Christopher." She demands a little more forcefully as you open the door. "Make sure he's ok." She mumbles, you were surprised she'd accepted your decision with so much grace. "You on your knees." You hear as you close the door as you do you see Blue knee down as Anastasia opened her robe and grabbed her hair.

A rather horny part of you regrets your possibly rash decision but you can't get everything she said out of your head. You also remembered how her aura had felt while you were alone together and. You exhaled in frustration as you walk towards the estates front door. You see Anastasia's guard walking towards you and you aren't sure what is happening for a moment.

When you get close to her you slow but she doesn't walking past you saying, "You should only leave her Highness's side if I can take your place as her guard."

"Guard?" You ask turning to look at the guards retreating form, had she horribly misunderstood your relationship with Anastasia, or had you?

"Her Highness feels safe with you and instructed me that I won't be necessary when you are together."

"Oh." You answer as the guard knocks on the door in a short rapid pattern then turns to wait outside it. You aren't sure how to take that. You'd known what she had felt when you absorbed her aura and safety wasn't something you could remember being able to pick out, yet she'd told her personal guard she felt safe with you. A Princess felt safe with you, a princess that had told she she was ok with torturing someone for maybe being involved in Edin's abduction.

You pushed that issue down. While you had used Edin as something of an excuse to leave you believed every word of it. You didn't want Edin waking up alone not after being ****. You'd been away from him for longer than you should have as is.

When you reach the door your look down at your robe and lack of anything else. You were going to have to ask Anastasia to replace your uniform tomorrow, you didn't have any money to afford one on your own. You sighed and opened the door, lets be honest with yourself, you'd been naked in the public baths and you were a figure of note, it's like you body was some well concealed secret. Beside streaking through an academy was a well known trope in your last world why not start it in this one.

Walking to the Dorms you breath in the night air and hold your robe closed. Thankfully your erection didn't last long so you at least had some options for escalation if it became necessary. You skipped a step at the odd internal phrasing, you were becoming an exhibitionist far quicker than you would have thought, well you were becoming several more -ists than you would have thought all of which were developing very fast. Maybe that was from eighteen years of sexual repression, yeah that sounded a bit nicer than you just being a massive pervert, though the latter sounded a bit more honest.

You reached the Dorms without seeing anyone and as you walked inside thankfully you didn't see anyone in the hallways. You activated your magic to run to your room without being spotted. Coming back from the royal estate in just a robe was hard to explain in a way not involving your clothes being torn off, which they had been.

You reached your door, opened and closed all in time it would have taken anyone outside to blink. You felt Edin was still in bed but he was awake. "Edin?" You call out softly.

"Christopher, can we talk?" He asked sitting up in bed. You walk over and sit next to him, he looks at the robe but makes no comment. He takes a deep breath building his confidence, "I love you."

You stop yourself from saying 'oh'. "I –"

He stops you by grabbing your hand, "Please let me speak." He takes another shaky breath. "I don't want you to love me." As he says it you see a familiar but long absent shadow in his aura, it grew from the extent you had seen previously to cover his face. "Mi –" the shadow grew and he pulled his knees to his chest. "Lady Ketersen always said she loved me when," the shadow spread throughout his aura, "I don't want you to love me. I love you but I don't want you to love me." He repeated the bit as you heard sobs enter his voice. "Just, please don't tell me you love." His body shook as tears came. He buried his head into knees and pulled his hand from yours to warp around his legs.

"Edin I ..." You stop yourself and wrap your arms around him. "Ok Princess, I understand. I don't love you, but I'm never letting you go, and no one is ever taking you again." The anger in your being as you said that made you regret how you'd departed from Anastasia, you still weren't happy with the idea of Asune torturing Rasia but you'd only just developed your relationship with Edin, Anastasia had spent two years with him. "What has Anastasia done to Ketersen?" You ask worried for the answer, because if the answer is 'nothing' your resolve to you morality was going to be challenged in very short order.

"She didn't tell me, just that I never have to think about her again." Edin said as he wrapped his arms around you and burrowed his way into your lap. Curling up on the bed with his head resting on your thighs. "Can you, pat me please Sir?" He asked shyly.

You started patting his head gently and you saw him relax. His aura still retained the shadow and you knew you were going to ask about Ketersen the next time you saw Anastasia. You hoped for your own sake you were satisfied with her answer. Edin started to calm down and you moved him around in the bed, putting both himself and yourself under the covers. He hugged against you and ended up mostly on top of you as he feel asleep. Being taken had stirred up some buried feeling and there's nothing like emotional exhaustion to sap the life out of you. You kept a steady patting as you felt yourself drifting off. You weren't going to your morning training tomorrow, you couldn't leave Edin alone, you have left him alone earlier.

When you woke up just before dawn Edin was still asleep on top of you. His aura was rolling with disquiet as he dreamed. As you watched it you could almost believe you caught glimpses of what he was dreaming, images appeared in a moment before disappearing, like half remembered paintings all from Edin's perspective.

You stopped watching after a moment, it felt like you intruding into something deeply personal. Instead you wrapped in gently in your arms and closed your eyes. You felt Edin still and you went back to sleep. Waking up again light was coming through the window. It took you a moment to figure out what had woken you up. Someone was outside.

The loud knocking made Edin stir and you felt a dislike for whoever was waking him up. You carefully slide Edin off you determined to return to him as soon as you gotten rid of the intruder. When opened the door you saw Stephanie outside your room glaring at you.

"You didn't do your morning forms." She accused you. You stepped into the hallway and closed the door behind you.

"My roommate was **** and I could leave him alone again." As you say it you see a hint of fear flutter across her aura. A fear directed at you.

The fear doesn't last long and she looks you up and down. As she did you remembered you are wearing the robe and close hoping Stephanie hadn't gotten an eyeful. "You didn't kill anyone." She said it as a statement rather than a question. Evidently she is of the opinion killing results in a some identifiable change. "I have a solution for your imbuing. If your roommate has not recovered by the lesson today you have my permission to not attend. Learning a way to defend himself could help. I won't have him in my class but I may assist him to learn the basics."

You knew she was just trying to ensure your swift return and she didn't really care about Edin, but her sentiment touched you all the same. "Thank you and what is the solution?"

She presents a sword from her side. "Crude iron." She answered letting your look at the blunt pitted sword. "The only material worse for imbuing is wood and this is more likely to metal than explode. If you can imbue and hold the imbuement for five minutes with crude iron I will allow you use better quality swords."

You take the sword from her hand and she is not lying, this material is shit and the sword itself wasn't that much better. You didn't know much about swords, but you knew one side shouldn't be that much heavier than the other. "I suggest any attempt starts with me burring the blade into the ground." You say not enjoying the thought of turning a sword into a fragmentation weapon. Actually that in itself is an idea, could you use your shitty imbuing skills to make even a roughly consistent frag grenade. You feel Edin stir in the room behind you and shut the thought process down. "I need to go back."

"Tomorrow Christopher." Stephanie said taking the sword back.

"Maybe." You answer opening the door and closing it before she had a chance to say anything. You hurry back to bed as Edin beings to wake up. "Shhhh." You sooth getting back under the covers and hugging him against you. He falls back to sleep and you lay there with him. You can't sleep because you'd cleaned your brain when you'd gotten up out of habit. Shame you only working a waking up spell and not a sleep spell.

Hugging Edin against yourself you let your mind drift. This early in the morning after not getting a release last night after Anastasia's teasing. Your mind brought up the picture of the Anastasia look-a-like kneeling down between Anastasia's legs. You tried to move your mind away from such things. If Edin woke up, knowing him, he'd be compelled to get you off and while you had no idea if it would be better for him mentally to focus on himself or on you, you didn't think your dick was the secret to his mental health. So you focused on Stephanie's idea, five minutes was a long time, you hadn't gotten to one second with a decent metal.

Time passed as Edin snooze against you. You didn't feel anyone coming to knock at the door so you figured classes and breakfast hadn't started yet. This felt weird, you were putting a conscious effort into not fidgeting because you didn't want to disturb Edin, but you were used to burning off your morning energy. You ignored the feelings, Edin was too important for to you to not put up with a little weirdness.

When he woke up and snuggled into you. "Morning Sir."

"Morning Princess." You respond and hug him close to you.

"You haven't gone to your morning forms?" He asked waking up with each word.

"No I didn't want to leave you alone."

"Oh, um ..." he hesitated then finished. "can I be alone to, get dressed?"

It wasn't hard to figure out what he was asking. You kissed his forehead. "I'll be right outside the door." You say reluctantly getting out of bed and walking to the door, this time making sure your robe is closed. You can't feel anyone outside so you step into the corridor and see Edin's uniform waiting outside for him. You hadn't even realised he left it out in your rush to get inside. He'd woken up without you being here and changed. You weren't sure how to feel about missing that, you also weren't sure how to feel about what he said last night. 'I don't want you to love me.' It was one hell of a thing to say and recalling it made anger spark to life. You breathed it out, your feeling really don't matter right now, Edin is who matters.

You felt some doors opening and a few of your floor mates stepped in the corridor to get their uniforms. The few that were awake enough to register you didn't make more of an acknowledgment than a raised arm. You quietly hoped Vatarie wouldn't make an appearance, you didn't want to leave Edin alone for long and you weren't sure if she would understand.

A soft knock at the door behind you and you went back inside holding the uniform out for Edin to take. He grabbed it and stowed it in his wardrobe. Then he turned around walked over to you and got onto his knees. "How do you want to use me Sir." He leaned his head forward to try and plant the ritual pre-sex kiss on your cock but you backed away. He flinched. "Please Sir use me, it's what I'm for." He looked up at you and crawled the short distance to you. "Don't love me, just use me."