Time to process

Even with the serious conversation you were about to have, you still found yourself staring at Mom with less-than-pure intentions in your eyes. It wasn’t like you had a switch that could turn your impulses on and off so you just wanted to enjoy the sight in front of you with the time you had.

Actually, given the KDK and its abilities, you might actually be able to customise your libido to switch on a dime… Not that you would ever want that but knowing that you ‘could’ do something like that was a tangent you found yourself needing to stop going down otherwise you’d still be standing here thinking long after Mom had finished her shower.

Along with all the other things the KDK could do for you…

Luckily when Mom turned the shower off and the sound of the water came to a stop, you were able to shake your thoughts to being generally in the background and focus back on Mom, reaching out a hand for her to take as she stepped out of the shower.

“I was a bit overwhelmed with Lucy kissing me but…” Mom started to say, wrapping a towel around herself and facing away from you as if embarrassed to say what came next.

“I didn’t hate it either. I would have never initiated that though. Not without you in the room or… I don’t know… I’m still struggling with wrapping my head around it at least” Mom tried to explain, at least telling you that the experience wasn’t negative to her.

“That’s okay. It’s more than okay. Having that happen wasn’t exactly something I had planned, especially when I didn’t know Lucy was even spying on us until I saw her. I’ll say I planned on having something like this happen eventually but I think I’d have tried to gently dip your toes in the water rather than throw you in the deep end” you explained back, letting her know her feelings were more than valid in the circumstances.

“I’d like to have known how you’d ease me into that gently” Mom chuckled, unsure of how you’d even attempt that.

“Well I’d have made you kiss Grace rather than Lucy. And if some stuff does happen at the party later, I thought that in some weird backwards logic, you giving me a hand job or a blowjob with another person would actually be more acceptable” you replied, telling her your thoughts on the matter.

“...Why does that make sense? I know it shouldn’t but…” Mom added, looking just as confused as before as to why she’d be more comfortable with that.

“I haven’t fully figured it out but I think it’s mainly about focus. If you and someone else are focusing on giving me pleasure, you don’t have to worry about what other people are thinking or even your opinions on them. Like a lust drunk. There consequences are still there for the metaphorical hangover though. Like what Lucy is probably feeling now” you suggested with a smile.

“Oh right… Lucy was spying on us. I sometimes forget that the three of you are having sexual feelings” Mom pondered, some of the tension leaving her when she realised she wasn’t the only one feeling embarrassed.

“Me? Sexual feelings? No way!” you joked, getting an eye roll that would have put Lucy to shame.

“A lot less so with you mister! You can’t seem to go ten minutes without putting your hands on me” Mom declared.

You knew it wasn’t a direct invitation but given that Mom had mentioned it and that she was now mostly dry after wiping all but her hair down with a towel, you decided to close the gap with her.

With only the mildest of noises at your contact, Mom let you wrap your arms around her from behind and relaxed into your embrace. Your arms crossed over her stomach to rest on her hips and the two of you just stayed like that for a moment. You would have liked to stay longer but the ticking clock that was now on your mind was telling you that you needed to get a move on.

“I need to go have a shower and then I’ll wake Sarah up. I’m gonna go to school a bit earlier to discuss some things with Rebecca but I’ll make sure I’m back before everyone arrives. Is there anything you want me to tell her or just anything you want me to do before people turn up?” you asked, relaying your plans before seeing what you could be for her.

“Nothing comes to mind. I guess I can text you now if something pops in my head. It’s a bit late for any dietary changes but if Rebecca does have an issue then I’ll try my best to help” Mom replied, still trying to look after the guests as best she could on the time frame she had left.

“Will do. I’ll text you when I’m on my way back as well” you added, giving Mom a light kiss on her cheek from behind before you let your arms loosen from around her.

She let out a sigh as if already missing your touch, one that made you so desperately want to forget about all your plans and spend the rest of the day in bed with her. However life wouldn’t let you do that quite yet so you took what little willpower you had left and went to grab a shower in the main bathroom.

Leaving Mom’s room and the chaos you had made behind, you did your best to keep your mind on staying on time and quickly dipped into the bathroom before you had any more distractions. You thought about waking Sarah up now but she could use the sleep and you could see yourself getting dragged into something else if you went in her room now.

Instead, you showered, brushed your teeth, dried yourself off and headed to your room to go get changed as quickly as possible before you gave yourself a moment to breathe. Today was going to be a busy day and after already deciding to make it longer by heading to school early, you felt like it was fair to take just a bit of time to centre yourself.

It felt strange to say you were looking forward to the exams so you had more time to plan things productively but that would be for later. Now was the time to not worry about that and focus on relaxing, even if only for a moment.

It was just a few seconds, but you felt yourself loosen up as they passed until you were ready to head back out from the safety of your room.