Samantha the host

[Samantha:]

I was happy that tonight was going to be one of those nights! Tonight was the night where we gather, come together, and make art! I always loved our gatherings since we invented them a few years ago. Did we invent them, actually? Or was the act of spending time in the nude with your fellow human actually what came first, before someone made the cruel invention of wearing clothes. Protection of cold and weather and hygiene and all that is another matter. But the actual invention that killed it all - pretended moral, under the name of some god? Ha. Not in our temple. Not with our god! And so it has come to this moment, and so was I ready for another night with Dionysus!

Chris was out tonight, he had to work and prepare with his boys for their newest gig - music and all that fuzz. So I had to prepare the temple - as we called our little apartment - alone for the gathering tonight. Luckily this was not much of a deal, as we always had the apartment in this state of devotion and freedom: no chairs, no table, no sofas, just cozy carpet everywhere. The only thing to sit on in our temple was the toilet, the bathtub corner, and Chris' piano chair (so I lied, there is a chair at least).i

I liked it more when Chris was at home.. on the piano that he loved more than me.. making love to the piano. That always gave me one of the most intense energies of all, when he was paying homage to the gods of classical music. But today he wasn't, so I had to prepare on my own.

Preparing for our gatherings was less an act of cleaning the apartment and more a spiritual process. First, fresh air! The more, the better, the fresher, the wetter. Tonight was some specially good-air night, had it only just now stopped to rain. I loved that small. That particular smell alone loaded my body full of energy and send my skin bumping. Next, what sounds counter-intuitive after the first step, but is no less important for me, is more smell! Incense, and incense sticks, and sometimes even burning some sage as a ritual to kick-off the night, or later on to transform it to another world. Not so much today, at least for now I focused on the incense. In the beginning, what followed was the undressing of the hosts, me and Chris stripping down to the full nude. But this step of the preparation ritual was a step of the past, since we started to strip down whenever we entered the little temple of ours. So I did today, before preparing the flat for the festivities. Once returned from the afternoon shopping trip I had removed all the clothes in our antechamber and carefully put them in the shelf there, right next to the space where our guests could put their clothing. So most of the time I did all of the stripping down and preparing while our mighty curtains were still widely open - to our neighbors' occasional delight. But now they were closed, to keep the bad energy (and the neighbors' gaze) outside, and the good energy in, you know.

Apropos energy. The next and final step before the arrival of the first guests was the most important for me. I needed to prepare myself. I liked to do this before any guests showed up. The process involved two parts.

The first part was more of a routine than a ritual, but it still played a spiritual role for me, and it involved my body. The stripping down part already contributed to that, made sure me and my body fully arrived in the physical space. Today this succeeded better than on most days, and I was fully rooted in time and space. Breathing in, breathing out, I observed the space I prepared, happily and twitching full of anticipation. Breathing in, breathing out, next I looked down on my naked body. I already completed my hygiene routine earlier the evening, taking a shower, and trimming my pussy hair, and grooming all the other body parts that needed cleaning. This was done and contributed to me felling great.

Just standing there, focusing on my breath and the incense smell, I noticed the energy spreading in my body. Quickly but still carefully I began checking in with my body, sending the next shiver down into my toes. Energy flowing from the center of my body into all body parts. I spread my legs and rose my arms and stood there in the middle of the main room taking all the space I could. Breathing again, this time just in, and then holding the air for a few seconds, I followed the spark of energy travelling down from the back of my head over my spine directly towards my ass checks and my butt hole. When the energy spark arrived there it turned inwards, hitting the area around the clitoris (the inner parts!) sending a wave of lust through my pussy, making me twitch and moan. I smirked to myself. Without even touching me a single time, I was full of all the energy I needed. And my pussy was wet. Hellou gods, I am ready!

There was only one thing left to do ...

I was so full of energy, I would have leaked it immediately, and spread it all over the temple and the gathering. But this was not the time to do this.

So I needed to either contain the energy, or to release it.