About time!

I rolled out of bed. Kat was already there looking at me. "You don't have to be so creepy you know?"

She looked away. "Sorry, just didn't want you sneaking off again."

Fuck. That's right. My stupid softy triggered bimbo state told her to watch me. Ugh. How to get her to forget that. "Look, about yesterday. That was all a manipulation. So please don't try and control me okay?"

"But..."

"Kat! I already have one person manipulating me. I don't need two! Got it?" I shouted.

She stood silently for a second. "Will you meet me after classes for lunch?"

I was a bit taken aback, this wasn't the Kat I knew. She was... standing her ground? "Why?" I asked.

"I want to make sure your not hurting yourself," she said. "I promised you that much."

"You promised that bimbo!" I shouted. "I don't need you to watch me like your my mom or something. Gee-"

"Tessa my love, meet me at 3:30 for lunch," she said.

My mind was all spiraling in an instant. "Yes. I will do that. Fuck! Why would-"

"Forgive me. I know I'm not your mom. But she isn't here. Someone has to stop you from hurting yourself!" she said. "I made you breakfast. I gotta get to class now."

My voice was stuck in my throat. She was gone before I could say anything. I punched the wall. Damnit Kat. Ouch. Looking at my hand, my knuckle was bleeding. Damn. Fortunately Clara had some nice bandages so I wrapped my hand easily enough. Damn. Kat was probably going to be pissed. I hated that there was nothing I could do about it. I couldn't even hold the thought of not seeing Kat at 3:30. If someone handcuffed me, I'd dislocate my own wrist to see her. It was just... I had to.

Walking into the kitchen I saw the breakfast. Probably best to get food while I could. After all, I barely had enough time to workout today. And even if I wanted to do the play date. I couldn't ensure that it wouldn't trigger me. And that had to be avoided. I bit into the egg sandwich Kat had made. It had jelly. It tasted so good and... oh god. My lips. So sensitive. One bite and I already wanted to masturbate. Fucking fuck!

It's not like masturbating would even help. I remembered the ice cream event. I must have came 20 times and I never got less horny from it. Probably something he did. Not only that but my pussy was still sore. But perhaps more than any of that. I hated the idea of getting off from something Samuel did. Gross. God it is weird to think of something gross but still be horny.

The work out went without incident. Actually my body seemed to be finally adjusting. I wasn't dead tired afterwords. If I used my day off coupon tomorrow and did the workout the day after maybe by then I could finally be ready to do it daily? I wasn't sure but it was a nice thought if nothing else.

My first class for the day was with Samuel. It was hard to pay attention to be honest. When class was dismissed I just continued to sit there like some kind of idiot.

"Oh right, you still can't leave," Samuel said laughing.

I just avoided eye contact. If he kept be a prisoner, then that meant I couldn't see Kat anyhow.

"Angry Tessa is back I see," he said.

"Fuck you! Of all the shit you did, splitting my mind in two has to be next level fucked up!" I shouted.

"I did no such thing," he said. "That calm version of yourself is honestly probably more the true you. Brought out by the book yes but she isn't artificial or at least nothing I or the book created."

"Liar! That bimbo isn't me!"

"Come now Tessa. You know me better than that. Though more curiously. Why bimbo? Oh all the insults why one that implies dumb and slutty. She hasn't been either of those things has she?" he asked.

I froze. Why did I call her a bimbo? It just felt natural I guess.

He smiled. "Have I struck a cord? Perhaps some unresolved issues? Interesting. Well I don't want to push too much today. Dismissed."

I took off without a word. The next couple classes were simple enough but annoying. Maybe because as I did, the clock just kept clicking to my "date" with Kat. Gag me.

My last classes ended at 3 on the dot. So I had **** but to go straight from there to the cafeteria. Kat saw me and waved me over.

"What happened to your hand!?" she asked.

I just looked away. She **** me to be here not to participate. Though, a moment later my head turned at smiled at her as she held my hand. She was touching my fingertips. Oh god! God damn girlfriend curse. I still was determined to be quiet.

"Tessa my love-"

"Okay! Just don't do that!" I shouted. "After this morning. I punched the wall."

"Tessa! Please. I hate to see you hurt!" she said.

"It's your fault! It was because you manipulated me."

"You wouldn't talk to me!" she said.

Lisa walked up. "Oh no. Don't tell me there is trouble in paradise. I'd hate to see the-"

"Don't!" I shouted. I knew what she was going to say. "Can I just go one day without people trying to **** me to do things."

"Come apologize to Sarah or I will," Lisa said.

Fucking bitch. "Fine." I got up and walked over to Sarah's table. She was in a hunched defensive position. Much different to her normal cheerful position. "Sarah. I'm sorry."

She didn't say anything.

Lisa turned to Kat. "Make her tell the truth please."

Kat was just shocked. "I don't want to manipulate her!"

I just grunted at the statement.

"If you won't do it. I will assume she is lying," Lisa said.

"Fine. Just do it already," I said. I didn't care anymore. I'd rather be **** to tell the truth than be triggered.

"Are you sure?" she asked me. I just nodded. "Okay. Tessa my love. Tell the truth, are you sorry about what happened to Sarah?"

"Sort of," I said. Word vomit. I couldn't stop myself. "I'm sorry I had to hurt her but I'm not sorry that I tried something. Samuel has manipulated over a 150 girls. The idea of finding them all freedom was much to tempting. Even if it meant sacrificing you Sarah. For what it is worth. Sorry."

Sarah got up and looked at me. "You aren't a lesbian are you? That day when you kissed me. You were manipulated weren't you?" she asked.

I nodded.

"Would you be willing to kiss me of your own free will this time?" she asked as she looked at my lips.

"Why does everyone want me to to do lesbian shit," I shouted.

"Oh. Sorry-"

I grabbed her arm as she turned to leave. "If I do. No more triggering me from either of you. Ever. Got it?"

Lisa nodded. "You also don't try and control either of us. Deal?"

I shook my head and leaned in. I kissed Sarah on the lips. She wrapped her hands around my neck. My knees buckled.

When we stopped she took a step back and wiped her lip with her thumb. "I see. Thank you. I should be going now." She turned and held Lisa's hand as she walked away.

I turned back to Kat and noticed a lot of students were watching us. God fucking damn it.

"Do... I get a kiss?" Kat asked.

"I...." oh there it is, girlfriend curse. I just leaned over to her and kissed her. I could feel the warm of her lips and it was driving me crazy. I wanted to freaking flip a table!

We sat back down and Kat just blushed with a dumb grin on her face. "Thanks."

"Do you even count as manipulated anymore. You see just as happy regardless of if the curse takes you over or not," I said.

"That is kind of true. I don't really feel any compulsions anymore," she said.

"So you are so fucked up. You can't even understand how fucked up it is to **** me to do things?" I said.

"What am I supposed to do? What do you want from me Tessa?" she asked.

What did I want from her? "I want you to actually resist Samuel. I want you to kick him in the balls! Not like your going to do it."

She looked down. We finished our lunch in silence after that.