Barbies

Clara busted out something from her toy chest, a Barbie playset. "I got this wedding Barbie. Let's do a pretend wedding!"

Ugh .... God that still feels ... Good. I had to resist. I just had to resist.

"You like this dress? You can be this bride!"

The dress was so pretty. Mine? Even the idea was so alluring.

"Okay. I'll take that one," I said taking the barbie.

She set up some of the other toys. Mostly different types of play houses. Other toys to watch the wedding.

"Oooo ooo. Kat! You wanna play too?" Clara asked.

Kat nodded and came down and took a Barbie. "Sure. Why not?"

Kat took the other Barbie in a wedding dress. And had it walk over to mine and kiss her.

I blushed. I continued to play with toys but in my mind it was like, I was in the fantasy. Seeing Kat or imagining her in a dress that beautiful just got my mind spinning.

Looking down at myself I saw the dress the Barbie I was playing with on me. I looked so beautiful. My mind just melted.

Clara took over the role of the priest reading the marriage proposal. When Clara said you can kiss the bride, I dropped the Barbie and got close to Kat and kissed her on the lips.

My entire body was shivering with the sexual pleasure of my lips being touched. Kat reached for me and eventually brought her arms around me holding me.

"So cute!" Clara said.

When I broke the kiss I snapped back to reality. What was up with me. I didn't want to be a lesbain or I didn't think I wanted to be one. I just felt so good. So relaxed. So pleasant.

"You never kissed me in private before," she said.

"I... We can talk about it later. Let's just enjoy the moment."

"It's like we are playing house. I wanna be the kid. You two can both be the mommies!"

Kat's face blushed again. "What do you think."

"I think it sounds like a nice idea," I said.

"Instead of playing with toys here," Clara added. "Let's go to the toy store!"

I nodded. I couldn't stop myself. I guess this was still technically a playdate. Just a pretend wedding were Clara's mommy one.

At the toy store we got plenty of looks. Clara, a woman twice my age was running around calling me mommy. And I couldn't help but affirm it. But to be honest. I wasn't really embarrassed. Fuck them. Clara was a hard working women and she was having a blast. And know what. I was enjoying this too.

Thinking about this morning. I was so worried about triggering this calm state but life seemed so much better this way. Though I must admit the other me did feel like a different person. She was so angry. The angry was like a poison I couldn't control and right now I just didn't feel it. I felt liberated. Liberated with relief and happiness.

We came to an isle with nothing but wedding dresses for Barbies. My brain was just overloaded. I was like in a dream.

I noticed Kat shaking me. "You should buy one."

"Ya mommy. Which one do you want! I'll use my allowance if you want."

I... I held my favorite one. The dress was so perfect. I think it was called a mermaid style dress. I loved it so much. But the other side. Even if she was muted by calm. I could imagine her reaction. The other stuff had some tactical advantage but this?

This wouldn't help me win. This would just be something that makes me feel like this. Would that hurt me? Was I betraying myself? Was this calm sensation a betrayal? And the doll could trigger this state. Was this Samuels plan?

I put it back. "No. Not now at least."

Clara grabbed my hand. "I got to potty."

Kat grabbed me and kissed me. God I just lost myself in the sensation of her on my lips. "Take Clara. I'll be here."

"Okay," I whimpered in a dreamy tone. I grabbed Clara by the hand and walked her to the bathroom.

Was I a lesbian? I was pretty sure I wasn't. But that was just cuz I was so angry. Had I ever allowed myself to just wonder? I had always loved Kat as a friend if nothing else. But she was so supportive. So beautiful. So.... My chest just felt warm.

No. Samuel is making me feel this way. I think. When I used rule 7 nothing was love oriented. But he had obviously added more rules since then. He had announced that he was planning to make me marry Kat.

Was that so bad? Kat once asked that. Honestly even if I won. Part of me thought marrying Kat could be ideal. I honestly couldn't know unless I won.

That was some solid motivation.

Once Clara left the bathroom. We bought the toys she wanted. Or rather she did but she gave us her purse so that it looked like we paid. We then went and grabbed lunch. Which... Was a other pleasurable meal.

God those were gonna be ****. But like the best mind if ****. The sensation to continue the play date ended and we went back to Clara's place. We basically lived here now.

As Clara went to her room I paused to say something to her. "Thanks Clara."

She just nodded and ran up stairs.

Now alone with Kat. I was suddenly curious. "Why are you always here?"

She looked away. "Because.... I love you guys."

I hugged her. "I love you too!"

"You mean that? It's not a manipulation?" She asked.

I pointed to have her sit down. "I'm triggered right now. I don't know the full command but it's making it impossible for me to be angry. I don't know if this is some fake thing that Samuel **** on me. Or is this the non angry me. Actually wait. What did you do to me this morning?"

"Your not going to be mad?" She asked.

I laughed. "I literally can't be."

"I challenged Samuel and won. I locked him out of his house for a full day. So he said he'd help me stop you from hurting yourself."

I laughed more. "So that's why he was trying to pick the lock. Wait but what did he do with the book exactly?"

"He made it possible for me to compell you. Your legs were shaking this morning. I was afraid you'd rip a muscle."

I just fell backwards on the couch laughing. "I wasn't hurt this morning. I was horny."

"Why didn't you just tell me!"

"Cuz I was a stupid angry bitch?" I asked

"Don't say that about yourself!"

"It's true. I almost did hurt myself just to spite Samuel. The worst part is. Tomorrow. When I'm not triggered for long enough. The anger comes back. I'm scared she will hurt you or myself."

Kat just held me. "I love you so much right now. You are just so amazing."

I held her back. "I want to win Kat. Not to escape this love. To gain our freedom and prove that our love is not magically induced. If that happens. Maybe we can really get married."

"I'd like that," she said. "Oh when you took Clara to the bathroom. I bought the doll you liked. I want to give it to you."

I just. I felt myself tearing up. "I'm scared of this right now Kat. I'm scared it is a sign of my resistance falling. My ability to win fading."

"Oh. In that case. How about I keep it for now. It will be a wedding present after you win," she said.

"Your the best Kat. I'm going to need your help Kat. I am always my best when I have your support."

"What do you need?" She asked.

"When I wake up tomorrow. I'm going to be that angry bitch again."

"Please don't call yourself a bitch," she said.

"I'm sorry. I need you to watch her. Stop her from being stupid. Winter break is almost over. We got to go back to class soon. I need you Kat."

"I promise!" She said as she held me.

"Kiss me?" I asked.

She did so happily and I just felt my body shivering in her embrace. I fucking loved this woman.

Author note. Yeah I know I kind of forgot about there classes. No I didn't plan it and no I didn't count if enough days passed for this to be a winter break. I kind of just run with it when writing porn. Lol I figured this is me addressing it if any of you were actually like "do these girls actually go to class ever?" Lol.